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my brother got hired at this house-cleaning job! yahoo!! he's getting paid $22.50/hr and he's gonna try to land me a job real soon which is a great thing! right now, i work at a job that currently only has me working like... 12 hours a week? for just $11/hr or something??? to me, my job's store looks so close to closing down since labor has been a huge pain... i'm not the only one getting fucked over. i'm sure everyone's trying to find a new job right now, lmao. for me, the next hiring event should be in maybe a week or two? i'm hoping i can apply and land a job then :)
i talked about blade yesterday, right? ... did it go by that name yet? it's the new alter i talked about... it's still here, but... i think it's having a hard time, even moreso then yesterday. i think the realization that it's real and not just some figment of my imagination... is odd to process, to say the least. plus, i've been seeing it struggle with it's whole identity... it's more than that, but i don't know how to put it into words. i guess it's hard for it to cope with existence in general, really. i'm hoping space and time will do it good... for now i'm just worrying a little :(
i'm still head-deep into this new... is it at fixation levels yet? maybe... yes. i'll say yes, it is. i think it's mario's madness in particular, not any other fnf mods... i haven't been interested in fnf for a while, or any of its mods. i think drama happening over and over, mods getting cancelled left and right... has been frustrating to witness. seeing a mod that has been worked on for over 2 years actually reach completion, though, has been really awesome! not all mods and mod teams are full of bullshit going on behind the scenes, it seems!
hm... i think that's it for today. i get paid on midnight, i wonder how little i'm going to get this time, lmao. it's why i really want that job my brother has, i need better than this... take care everyone!
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