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can you hear it, calling in the air tonight. hold on

~tffb

Strange. I have been miserable for months. Badly at the start of 2023. Still 1/3 of that.

Oddly, I get a perception that my neighbors are equally as miserable.

No reason for them to NOT be. They're loners/no one's, like me, and I am scurrying down to Farmington Missouri in June, bless, so I won't have this disposition. Rehab (alcohol) ma happen in that time, too. Overdue.

But man, I always feel "brought up" (encouraged, cheered up) around others I see, and then the neighbors to either side, they seem MORE miserable than me.

Can't describe it

Either way. Sobriety has to happen. I've been sick as a dog for four+ months, and I seriously have no qualms/hesitation on going, I just have to do so in Farmington.

Anyway, hope all are well. Until later..

tffb

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~bitdweller wrote (thread):

Hey, man. Maybe you could chat with our friend pr1ba over at that table. He was celebrating 50 days sober last week. Maybe you can support each other. I don't know what that feels or entails, so I'm not sure I'd be great help.

I'm rooting for you, though. For your needs and accomplishments!

~inquiry wrote (thread):

For kicks and experimental giggles try meeting every thought to imbibe with the thought that it isn't something you do.

Again.

And again.

And again....