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2023-03-21

Scared

I'm too scared, and it is not my fault.

Choosing these words, became difficult.

Minor details, I've begun to care for.

Never satisfied, wish I'd be there more.

I feel disabled, to be there for you.

Behind screens, pretending to care you.

I think about it a lot, before I say.

All possibilities and the correct way.

My thoughts, they conquer all my time.

Present, old past, new future of mine.

Right answers, I've been searching for.

What I am searching is wrong, I fear.

I say things, and think that I mean it.

They just remain words, out of my limits.

The future, possibilities of you and me.

All gathers inside, into scary feelings.