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these writings of mine must be getting so boring. i lost money again, but this time it was just 2 bucks, but for some reason i felt all of that rage and depressing feelings of the last time. i just feel empty now, alone. i got one of my plushies from my wardrobe and hugged him until i started hearing him talk to me, trying to make me feel better. thats how bad my mental health is. ofc im not really hearing him, its just my mind trying to calm itself down and make me stop crying, but it helped. my plushies are always there for me. people arent. my dad passes more time with strangers trying to convert them to his religion and going on cults than actually spending time with me. i think when he notices im not feeling well he finds any excuse to just go out. i cant blame him tho, it must be tiring to deal with someone like me.
by: ash
Sun Dec 10 14:11:27 UTC 2023