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I am too much for this earth
I am too much for humanity
(I do not exist at all)
I want everything/
I want to be nothing
I feel in my core I am
Me I am nothing I am (me)
Everything I can remember has meaning
I am empty except for the meaning I give myself
So I am full to the brim
I don't want to find meaning
I will declare war on physics
I just want to go to sleep
(Sleep is alien to me)
I am dysphoric/
I am euphoric//
I can't be bothered
I am alterhuman
I am nonhuman
I cannot be described fully in words
I was never meant for words
I am floating away from this world/
I am floating to nowhere
I am gay in the way that aliens are gay
I am autistic in the way that robots are autistic
I am housebound in the way that gods fall
I am nothing
I am everything
I
am
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