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i was having meltdowns again today. i was crying so hard my mom came into my room and started crying as well and even said hurtful things. made me cry even more. suddenly i just got tired of it all and went completely numb, like a switch i turned my feelings off and calmed her down, even got her happy showing me some stuff she made. after that i slept and now im working on my game. that feeling is still here, im just holding it off. ill stop trying to get away from people. maybe ill find someone that i can relate to. and going back with my ex is completely prohibited now. not that he ever would anyways.
by: ash
Tue Dec 12 03:38:14 UTC 2023