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Throwing a rock in the house of mirror

Where Has Everybody Gone?

And it's a balancing act because living my life every day like I'm about to die is one of those things that sounds good in movies and fiction, but falls apart under examination. So I should abandon long-term goals? So I should quit my job, move someplace warm, eat good food and drink liqueurs and coffee until my money runs out? And what then?

Perhaps consider it all thought, thus equally irrelevant relative to the awareness apparently witnessing such in a way that renders it seemingly more than merely thought to yet another thought usually referred to as "I"?

Then trust awareness collapsing back upon/into its ineffability whilst exhaling the last thought atom of anxiety....