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pretend i’m folding these notes up into little paper cranes and giving them to you. <3

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11/13 @10:12pm

@bluet - first time catching up on flounder since 11/1 so my notes are backed up!

thank you for the kind words about “four months”! crazy how much she changes in just a couple weeks. now her newest thing is blowing raspberries and sounding like a creaky door. the book title you listed, “drunk on all your strange new words,” captures how i feel whenever she makes a new sound.
you should look into Lullatone’s song titles. also there is a band called The World Is A Beautiful Place And I Am No Longer Afraid To Die (TWIABPAIANLATD)

last night was big, i took it all calmly, but with the awareness that what was happening was crazy for the plot. no thoughts yet. is this a normal way to experience life

this is how i am too. sometimes it makes me worried that i am a robot with no feelings, but then i remind myself that just because i can’t articulate my feelings yet doesn’t mean i’m not feeling things. or i’ll cry out of the blue and think “oh good, i do have big feelings about this thing i’ve been strangely cool about, i thought i was dead inside”
the way you describe people makes me desperate for someone to perceive me in the same thoughtful way