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It's been nice tuning into some favorite geminauts again after several months intentionally avoiding the space.
It's unlikely I'll get back into posting in a big(ger) way, though. It's not so much that I don't enjoy the mechanics, or the occasional interactions. It's more that I've tired of this world in general, so tap-yapping (i.e. typing) about it more often than not leads to feeling fulfillment is more in the direction of being <can't be said but it's in the vicinity of what we truly are> instead of identified with the I-thought/person/individual phantasm called <my first name> in this horrific nightmare occasionally obscenely generously referred to as a dream.
But, then, this here ego has been wrong about such before.
2023-10-26 · 9 days ago · 1 👋
It's a nice day for writing, it always is
tm? welcome back.
2023-10-31 · 5 days ago
Hey, thank you! How've you been?
It's an interesting conundrum, this whether-to-participate-online-or-not thing. The greater - aka non-smol - space is clearly beyond hope/salvation. But a nook like Gemini, or a cranny like the little bit I've seen of "nex" present opportunity to encounter and engage decent, intelligent others well worth the effort to attempt to be texturally understood.
I appreciate your reaching out!
2023-10-31 · 4 days ago
I must believe in humanity, after all is said and done, and a place like this is one of the few where we can be, and not do.