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11042023. good morning flounder
november challenge day 4
btw the challenge is to survive without majorly disappointing myself or others
finally checked into the discussion about group assignment. i am so sorry groupmates. need to get all that in tonight because tomorrow i will have another deadline to worry about
finished a song last night
today costar asks me "why are you in such a hurry?" and yesterday, "have you ever counted how many intense relationships you are in?" the answer is all of them. relating to people is extremely intense
A is out of town again. before he left he reminded me to "keep it chill"
i had a hardcore october, trying to have a soft november. i feel like last night was a win for soft november because i declined an invitation and made a meal. in hardcore october i would have accepted the invitation and skipped the meal
my forehead is being creative again
thinking about the time i greeted a coworker in the morning and then worked with him later in the evening. he looked at me and said "woah. i didn't think you were wearing white." and i was like "i am." and he was like did i see you earlier? and i was like yes, i was wearing the same thing. we have the best conversations. i thought of this because i am wearing the same white shirt today. no one will ever say anything as interesting about it as he did
11032023. hello flounder november challenge day 3
actually brb gonna finish an email
finished the email
i saw [] last night for the first time in a while, he was waiting on the porch, and met me at my car door, don't remember anyone ever being so excited to see me
confused to report that i find him completely precious
hanging out with him there is an effect like a weighted blanket over my brain, he is the antidote to something
[april-june bae] had an effect like...idk...like a shock to the system. being around him was disorienting. sometimes really fun!! tearful laughter was normal
[july-august mistake] had an effect like...idk...being around him wiped me out...afterwards i would feel like i survived something...it was kind of like hanging out with myself...laughter was not normal
[october-current surprise] makes me think of something [old friend] said in an email once, about his new relationship:
To update you, [] (tiny poem) and I have been getting along for about 6 months now. The going has been as the tiny poem was--wholesome. Far more wholesome and kind a place than I ever thought I'd be allowed to inhabit.
does everyone know about google's emoji fusion feature??? this is going to change my communication game
11022023. good morning flounder
dark circles spooked me in the mirror today. i checked with A, he said i look like i got punched. applied makeup, so i look less punched but equally unsettling. [] stopped replying last night in the middle of making plans
finding everything pretty difficult!
alioop "four months" made me smile today, i especially like the part where she fake coughs for attention. i love how expressive she is, baby babbles are so cool
book titles that are stuck in my head
if i were the ocean, i'd carry you home
drunk on all your strange new words
thinking about song titles that are sentences
love me in whatever way
leave me (like you found me)
the sun is in your eyes
someday we'll all be free
(you're a fish and i'm a) water sign
sometimes i ignore you too
i was sad last night i'm ok now
don't miss it
are you in love?
you're too precious
i love you more than you'll ever know
do what you gotta do
i just called to say i love you
how can you mend a broken heart
how deep is your love
how much can a heart take
you needed love, i needed you
11012023. good morning flounder
back at work, feeling ok about it
happy november
gonna try to be a more present employee this month. lol
will also try
brb time to read my alice sparkly kat horoscope
Questions for Cancer for November 2023:
What type of work makes you believe in the world a little better?
Is there work that shuts off possibility for you?
What work feels too normal for it to matter to you?
ew
danced for a while to the new troye sivan yesterday, "something to give each other." i love when pop music is good
things i did in quarantine