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9/7/23 @8:52am
@jmax - i hear things in the white noise too. voices and singing and crying and music and screaming. it started in the hospital when i had the baby. i was trying to sleep with her in the plastic rolling bassinet cart next to me. i thought it was an auditory hallucination from lack of sleep, but it’s continued since we’ve gotten home. maybe it’s still from lack of sleep.
also, i always think that—“the first september of my daughter’s life.” i tell her, “this is your first july. this is your first august. you’ve lived through your first august. this is your first time in september.”