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Goodness me, it has been quite a while since I have been able to finish anything creative. Uni hit me like a brick! I wish it wasn't so overwhelming for me, honestly, but I probably shouldn't complain. Complaining just leads to more negative thinking, I suppose.
Another reason I wasn't able to continue with this blog was the breaking of my right hand wrist which had to be put in a cast.
Today I am thinking about my past self and how much I've changed over the last few years. I feel like I used to be more creative and unafraid to do or make weird things, and now everything I do just feels repetitive and bland. It could be possible that I am over-romanticizing the past as most humans tend to do. There were a lot of things about the past that weren't so good. For example, I used to be a huge downer. I was a bit pessimistic and I always had something negative to say.
After I stopped thinking about what could wrong and more about enjoying the present and doing the best I can, I gradually became happier and more positive over the next few years.
I actually got some decent things to write for this blog in future. Stay Tuned!