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I think i want to write down some goals of mine.
- draw more i want to draw more me i want to draw more by practicing drawing more so i can be better at drawing more
- record the songs i wrote and publish them in a way that communicates “this is a final product, I’m done with this”. Even if after the fact i return to those songs and improve them more. I don’t want to make qualifications i just want to put it out and try and be proud of it.
- cook a meal that i would be proud to share with others (which means i need to practice. My food habits are Not Good)
- get in a good routine of working out.
- animate something. I have a tiny little bit of experience with this and i think it would be fun to do because it can be sloppy and rough and still look good.
- make my hair be a different color. Idk what yet. Need to ruminate some more
-tattoos and piercings to make me way cooler. Im getting my nose ring some time in June and i have like three or four tattoos that i wanna get. I need a lot of time to think these things through before i commit, but luckily i have already spent 1000 years thinking about these few. The next few will come when they come but i want to get at least three done this summer.
- little embarrassed about throwing this one on the list but I’m being brave and transparent. I want to be in a relationship so bad. I’m in a good place with myself and I’m ready to let people in and to be in love and to be loved and to be held and spend a lot of time with somebody. I always make caveats. But not this time. I think it would be good for me and i think i have something to bring to the table. Which is good.
- get a cat and have the cat be friends with my dog, who may not live with me right away, but that is my plan and my vision. I think I’ll wait until my sister graduates high school to take her all the time. Because she loves that dog too. But she’s my dog. And my parents want her to live with me anyways. So next year I’m hoping for sort of a split custody situation and then after that she’s mine. Win win win. So getting a cat and coming up with an awesome name for the cat is the next step. I had such a good cat name idea the other day but i forgot to write it down and now it’s gone!! Open to suggestions i think I’m going to compile a running list.
- get way more chill and cool. I got in the habit of meditating last winter. And not only was it good for me, i found i was really good at it. My mind is powerful and i know how to be at peace.
- read all the books i said i would so i can get some new ones.
- to be continued. I love having goals.