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# day after
yesterday was celebration of navigating around the sun one more time
lots of trauma from this day
yesterday was a reminder of it
hospitals disassociation and an after thought
reminder of the social distance
today feeling the after effects
triggered
back at work
anxiety rising
social repulsion
nobody safe
can wei even trust muirselfs?
feeling drained
life force sucked out
refocus
affirmation of difficulty
this feeling is temporary
these feelings aren't held by others
the anxiety and anti social thoughts are just scenery
they don't hold for indicating value of selfs