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why

do wei do the things wei do

manipulation and so natural,

lies come from a fountain that never dries

hiding and misdirection seem as natural as breathing

fear

anyways living in fear

can't even remember a pleasant dream

wei've come to define happiness as the lack of being overwhelmed by fear

hope tonight isn't night terrors yet again

just want to escape the fear and the response

the above was written just before bedtime, at midnight

now I'm back at work

feeling increasingly emotional, angry, rage filled,

with the current society of hate, waste, and destruction

had strong feelings of wanting to die again

feel so hopeless with the future