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2/4/2023 - substance use
Mood: Groggy.
This is gonna be a bit shorter than usual. You might have noticed I updated the alcohol-related section of my site a bit more recently. Well, this was not 100% intentional. Last night I ended up going out with a pal of mine and I brought along some canned wine to taste and lighten up my mood. After that, without me even realizing it, we ended up at a bar and I had more after that (and even had to finish his drink for him). Now, I'm a lightweight, but I don't usually get more than tipsy so I felt a little silly on the way back home... and then I fell asleep.
I didn't realize this until that night, but drinking just makes me sleepy. I'll get a full night's sleep no matter what time, position, or surface I'm laying on (although I prefer my bed, obviolsy). We actually got home pretty early in the evening and yet I still fell asleep only to wake up at around 4 a.m. or so.
Yeah, maybe this isn't for me. Maybe I gotta cut back.
It's not like I drink alot, but there was a little while where I was smoking a bit more... and I did try some psychedelics a while ago, but I don't want to do that again soon even though it was a good experience. Overall I feel a bit dull in the head, duller than usual. I don't like that. It probably doesn't help that I also was getting asked to "finish off" a lot of drinks this week.
Also I just keep getting so thirsty! I would kill for some ginger ale right now. I'm gonna go check if there's any in the fridge.