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2019-10-02 untitled

Note: I remember feeling a huge weight lift itself off my chest when I finished writing this.

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save the angel in me

and kill the demon in my head

im tempted by the whisper

im tempted by the dread

and now we share our daily bread

the angel who's a sinner

the demon who's a saint

if you could, please clip my wings

the anger that it brings

stir me up, and drink me down

ill wear your favorite gown

i am none, but everything

again, its all the same

your perfect face is filled with light

yet your heart is filled with strife

connect the broken parts in mine

ill treat you kind

just to you, ill tell

im the one who fell

i could never sell

the pain inside, free

i dont know who to be

and so, the light is almost gone

i can't believe i gave in so easy

please bring me back because i cant forgive me

no rest in peace

hell is the new home

for the sins ive grown

i reach for the light i'll never see.

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