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2023-01-01

Missed

What have I done for you?

Do I expect some things?

I've always been there, your shadow.

Pushing limits, the poem sings.

Why do I feel not included?

Do you see me as a stranger?

I've been there with you all the time.

Yet I'm alone, it's all stranger danger.

Seeing you, I think it's love.

Things I'd do to make you smile.

And yet you've lost me here.

I see you found your style.

Expectations, they are gone now.

I think, I am done here.

Ignoring you would be so great.

You don't know what love is, dear.

I've lost people this way.

One person at a time.

Now I feel how my mom felt.

I've been too kind, I'm fine.

Blind spots, though, you see things.

I was always in your side.

Some sides you don't notice.

Though, you notice far and wide.

I don't care what you saw.

I always did my part there.

You should have seen me do it.

My spectra were loud and clear.

Now I think why I did it.

Should not have pushed the bounds.

Now, every time it scares me.

Your eyes, the face, those sounds.

Think I'll stop what I did.

But others deserve the same.

So, I'll behave the same way.

Until I finish crossing their name.

I don't feel missed by you.

Because feelings can be false.

But the proof doesn't lie me.

You missed me, middle of the alls.