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i took the gender juice

this morning, like 5 minutes ago, i did the thing. there's extra estrogen inside of me. i had the little vial for like a week, and i finally did it.

me: "it's a small needle, it's not a big deal. the injection site is huge, it's a piece of cake!"

my heart: *drum solo*

for real though, heck, i'm scared that i didn't measure it right. i'm scared that i missed the injection site, i'm scared cause there's a chance this stuff is just expensive olive oil in a container and i've been smeckledorfed!

i'm scared. i'm stupid and i'm scared. gee, that's a good description of me in general, but *especially* right now!

march 05, 2021