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Well that's good to hear at least. As for employment, I understand the need to be somewhere else other than in the house for large periods of the day.
Even if it's my face under the heel of someone else's vision, being stomped on all the way -- still beats being at home and giving in to the stupors of comfort.
My gosh, do I hear that "stupors of comfort" part thundering in the increasing cloudiness between my ears!
"Someone else's vision" reminds me of how often I've marveled at how ambitious so many others are, i.e. to the point of having businesses where face heeling proceeds at full throttle, which to me implies blindness to full social consequences, leading unto wondering how/why shit happens.
I'm in a different kind of stupor tonight, what with my wife out at some wine and painting event with an older sister. I probably should have grabbed the guitar to keep callouses intact, but instead wander Midnight Pub and various Gemini spaces, mostly concluding I had next to nothing of value to add.
I'd like to believe I still do, and yet there's a dull, hesitancy-invoking numbness in the vicinity of presumptuousness.