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Note: Going just based off the date, I think I wrote this one when I started realizing my relationship kinda sucked. Before this one, I wrote a lot of my poetry thinking I had been fixating on a previous relationship and this is the first time I acknowledged the problem was with the current one.

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hold my hand, give it up

give yourself all to me

all the blood, and some spit

promise me

we'll rewrite, and revise

this waste of time

fix me up, tear me up

and throw me out

scream out loud

running down, down my chest

wednesday's gone, friday too

so are you

hard to breathe, throat is dry,

fill my thirst,

filled with love, and the hope

that i'll feel what i've never had before

sooooo sad,

did you think they would care?

it's a real disappointment

sooooo lame,

how you cling to the dream that your breath will get lighter.

sooooo weak.

feel so strange,

head is light, arms are limp

who's to blame? is it me?

did i eat?

help me out

tell me what i should think, before i die

hurricane in my head spins around,

spins my heaven into hell

sooooo sad,

did you think that a smile

and a kiss could just fix you?

sooooo lame,

how you fight every day,

but you don't know what kills you.

sooooo weak,

crying just as you read

the ending in silence

sooooo weird,

when you know that you're wrong

but it just won't forget you

what's the point of it if it's all i fear?

can you listen to me through my tears?

i'd love to tell you, and so i shout

but the crowd seems to be too loud

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