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Title: The Oppressed Identity
Author: Caroline Sanders
Date: 2021
Language: en
Topics: Hierarchy, oppression, family, abuse, Mutual Aid

Caroline Sanders

The Oppressed Identity

Introduction

“The hallmark of political anarchism is its opposition to the

established order of things: to the state, its institutions, the

ideologies that support and glorify these institutions. The established

order must be destroyed so that human spontaneity may come to the fore

and exercise its right of freely initiating action, of freely choosing

what it thinks is best.”

Paul Feyerabend. Against Method: Outline of an Anarchistic Theory of

Knowledge.

There is a poem by Yeats, called ‘A Prayer For My Daughter’. In the poem

he talks about his future daughter; that she be beautiful, but not too

beautiful; that she be clever, but not too clever. Parents have hopes

and dreams for their children, and these hopes and dreams are often

rooted in beliefs about the world, ourselves, and others. Beliefs can be

handed down through generations, and are an example of intergenerational

storytelling. Yeats wants his daughter to ‘fit into’ society. We are

left curious about what he would do to ensure his daughter meets this

belief, this expectation.

The explosion in prescription medication for our emotional and mental

health underpins a current consensus shared belief that there is

something wrong with us that needs fixing, and this can be done in

isolation from the rest of our world. We need a cure, and a pill. We are

struggling within our society's mental health epidemic. An article in

‘The British Medical Journal’ stated in March 2019 that, “The number of

prescriptions for antidepressants in England has almost doubled in the

past decade, new figures have shown. Data from NHS Digital show that

70.9 million prescriptions for antidepressants were given out in 2018,

compared with 36 million in 2008.”(1)

There are popular, and well meaning social media statements shared that

we should treat people with mental health issues as we treat someone

with a physical illness. Mental health is an invisible illness. If

someone had a broken leg we would make sure they had somewhere to sit

down and would show compassion and understanding until the leg is

healed. Similarly for these mental health invisible illnesses we should

make adjustments for the individual, until the pills cure us. This

belief is necessary for people to receive the support they so

desperately need, but it also minimises a particular quality of

emotional and mental health issues; that we are human beings with

complex emotions, and that it is normal to feel difficult feelings.

Furthermore, our feelings can communicate important information for us

to construct meanings about ourselves, our history and relationships

with others.These meanings can form part of our personal identities, of

who we are.

The belief ignores that we are social animals and that often our

emotional and mental health issues arise in our relationships with

others. We never question that our emotional and mental challenges may

have a cause within specific types of relationships with others, and

that the problem may not be, in fact, with us. Sometimes it can be

argued that our emotional responses are protective. If I get angry it

could be because you are actually threatening me, not because I’m

faulty.

Popular psychology has also done a good job of encouraging us to focus

on ourselves and our personality for explanations of all the bad things

that happen to us; extrovert, introvert, neuroticism, openness, but it

is not alone in this. I suppose if we are born with a fixed personality,

or under a particular astrological sign that determines our fate, then

there is not much we can do about it so we just need to accept it and

surrender to our life. In a world which seems so beyond our control I

can see that there could be a consolation in those ideas. Nevertheless

philosophers like David Hume liberated us from this determinism in

telling us that ‘the self’ was, in fact, an illusion. His ‘bundle

theory’, simply put, states that the ‘self’ is just a bundle of

properties, which if taken away leaves nothing at the core. Recent

research around plasticity of the brain seems to indicate that there is

a lot about ‘us’ that is changeable. We can escape the tyranny of

star-signs, personality types, and an essential ‘self’. I can choose who

I am in the choices I make.

During the past thirty years I have taught philosophy and politics,

worked in education, youth services, and children's services, as well as

in various roles within mental health services. In my work, people have

told me that the most important thing to them, the thing that matters

most, is family. Those loving connections are the most meaningful, and

the most profound. To feel a sense of belonging, to feel valued and

accepted gives us a source of support and identity. We need our

families. Sometimes, however, they cause us a great deal of deep

unhappiness too. An unhappiness that, as individuals and as a culture we

can be fearful to explore. It’s sometimes easier to blame ourselves, our

star signs, our personality, than the family itself. We could, however,

like Hume, separate out the characteristics of the family and discard

some, whilst keeping others. Like Hume’s bundle theory, there may not be

an entity of ‘family’ at the core but just a bundle of properties, some

of which, if harmful, we could discard.

We will be discussing child abuse and violence. Adverse childhood

experiences are potentially traumatic events that happen to us before

the age of eighteen. In section three we will look and discuss each

question used in the research questionnaire. I am not blaming

individuals for adverse childhood experiences. Just as I don’t agree

that emotional health problems are because we are faulty, I don’t agree

that adverse childhood experiences are deliberately caused by

individuals. As parents we have our own transgenerational traumas to

cope with when raising children.

I am, however, blaming the way we organise hierarchically within

families, as it creates the perfect conditions for abuse. The degree of

our hierarchical damage affects how mentally, emotionally, and

physically unwell we are as children and as adults, and impacts on our

life expectancy. I have worked with hundreds upon hundreds of families

and I have never met any person who actively wanted to hurt anyone else.

I met people who were simply trapped in a toxic system. People with whom

I have deepest respect and empathy. Our identities are created within

the familial relationship of oppression when we are children, and

determine the experiences of our lives, the way we interact with others,

and the world around us. These oppressed identities suppress the free,

liberated, spontaneous individuality that bubbles underneath. As

Rousseau said, ‘we are born free, but are everywhere in chains.’

Anarchism sees the hierarchies and structures of power around as not

inevitable, but as deliberate devices of control. I see the oppression

caused by these hierarchical relationships as damaging to humans,

non-human animals and the planet. I think it could be different.

Anarchism asks us to challenge the accepted and conventional view, the

status quo, and to fight for the release of human beings from servitude.

Capitalism embeds power relationships and hierarchies of oppression

wherever it travels. It is an economic system that extracts profit, from

people in the form of surplus value, from non-human animals, and from

the planet's resources. In order for some people to ‘get away’ with this

economic hoarding and oppression, this plundering, the beneficiaries of

capitalism establish hierarchies and power relationships throughout

political and civil society which normalise inequality in wealth, power,

and privilege. These hierarchies, which are distributions of power, are

replicated throughout political life, and exist in the institutions of

state and government. We accept the authority over us, and actually ask

other people to govern over us by electing them in elections, in a mass

movement of self-harm. We live within multiple social, political and

economic hierarchies, accepting them as normal, rarely questioning them

or wondering about them. Most of us live towards the bottom of those

hierarchies and are oppressed, which means other people have power over

us, and make decisions on our behalf. We are controlled, and we are

unfree.

The criticisms of anarchism include the view that humans need political

hierarchies in order to live safely. WIthout these power relationships

it would be chaos. The famous quote from Hobbes writing at the end of

the English Civil War was that life without government would be ‘nasty,

brutish and short’. Kropotkin and others have argued that it was in fact

mutual aid and co-operation that drove evolution and historical

progress, not competition, and here is no need for tyranny. Political

mutual aid has been practised within countercultural communities without

chaotic outcomes. Non-hierarchical political processes have also been

implemented successfully.

Yet it is not just the rich and powerful who perpetrate the view that we

need hierarchy, and there is something wrong with us if we feel

emotionally unwell whilst living within it. Paulo Freire said that,

“oppressed people believe deeply that they need the oppressors for their

own survival”? One way of explaining this phenomenon is to notice that

we are born into hierarchical families under capitalism. We experience

oppression within this first hierarchy where we absolutely do need our

parents to survive, and this is so successfully embedded in us, even

within our brain development, that we don’t even question our further

experiences of oppression. Oppression does not only consist of political

oppression therefore, but also happens within social relationships such

as the family, where we experience control by our parents who have

authority and power over us. We can be put down, humiliated or denied

opportunity within these social hierarchies. The hierarchical family, as

the adverse childhood experiences research shows, can be the vehicle for

this behaviour, for this abuse. Moreover, the family lays the foundation

for our unquestioning acceptance of other informal social hierarchies

and political hierarchy

I will identify the oppressed identity as something that comes from the

hierarchy of the family. Within any relationship of oppression, the

oppressor turns the oppressed into a material object to control. We hold

sentimental beliefs that the loving family is supposed to mitigate these

effects of hierarchy. Unconditional love prevents oppression. I will

argue, however, that the adverse childhood experiences research shows us

that within the family oppression can actually be amplified. Within the

family hierarchy parents can create oppressed identities for their

children through the normal workings of the hierarchy; holding a

position of power and authority over another person, which is compounded

within the family by a particular relationship where the parent can hold

a belief that they ‘own’ the child, that the child is theirs. They

decide and define who the child will be, as if they are making an

object. They can reject the free, creative, authentic capacity to change

and be different, and they judge the child. The child internalises this.

A child’s oppressed identity affects their whole life, their mental,

emotional and physical health outcomes, their ability to challenge their

continuing oppression as they leave the family, and their acceptance of

other hierarchies and experiences of oppression. It is even more

profound because we experience it at a time when our brains are

developing, and in some sense this oppressed identity becomes the most

significant way of apprehending the world.

If we look at the data on mental health and prescriptions for

antidepressants, then we can see that life within hierarchies does not

seem to be working for us at all. In fact, I would argue that

hierarchical relationships of oppression cause chaos for those towards

the bottom of them, which is most of us. They cause emotional chaos and

distress. Our oppression is experienced traumatically and with enormous

consequences for us, our children, and broader society. The adverse

childhood experiences research has demonstrated not only a social cause

for mental and physical health problems, but also shocking linkages

between adverse childhood experiences and heart attacks, cancer, life

expectancy and anxiety/depression which I will detail in chapter two. I

will argue that this is because the hierarchical nature of the family

creates the conditions for abuse, violence, and neglect; for emotional

chaos which affects the quality of our future lives, and our life

expectancy.

Human beings are social and experience emotions. Emotions can be good

and bad, and can be overwhelming. As children within family

relationships, our parents help us to understand our emotions and

co-regulate to help us feel safe. If families are not good at this, or

if we experience adverse experiences during childhood, we can struggle

with what we call mental health issues, such as anxiety, depression and

suicidal ideation, because we have not been supported to cope with our

big emotions. Mental health difficulties are understood here as

unregulated, uncontrolled emotion which impacts on a person's

functioning in life. I prefer to call it emotional health as it is more

accurate and helps us to open up possibilities for a solution.

Of course, mental health can describe more than this, and there are

cases where there may be genetic, biological or other reasons for mental

health problems. Nevertheless we know that the brain and environment

work together. It is not the case of nature versus nurture. More likely

we are born with brains that change materially because of environmental

experiences. The research on the plasticity of the brain tells us that

we develop neural pathways as we learn and experience new things, good

and bad. If we are read to by our parents or other adults, we develop

strong language pathways. If we experience scary situations, we will

develop strong fear pathways, meaning we are more likely to go down this

route as adults.

So what happens to us as children affects our brain development, and how

we deal with our emotions. The family then becomes an even more

important institution because it determines how we deal with and cope

with big emotions, and how we create our identities; the qualities,

beliefs, and values we hold. Adverse childhood experiences impact

further and determine our mental, emotional, and physical health

outcomes, including our life expectancy. The more adverse childhood

experiences we experience, the worse our outcomes. The family could be

the most important institution in our lives, and we usually experience

it, within capitalist societies, as a hierarchy.

The hierarchy of the family gives us our oppressed identities; it

creates the very model of oppression that informs all of our future

relationships with people, institutions and the world. The family

creates the conditions for adverse childhood experiences to happen, and

the degree of hierarchical damage we receive from these adverse

experiences harms us emotionally and physically. The family is a

hierarchy of such huge scope that it blinds us to the possibilities of a

world without hierarchy: it posits hierarchy as necessary and

inevitable, and makes a world without it appear, at best, absurd and

impossible, and, at worst, chaotic and terrifying. However, it is the

existence of hierarchy which enables the toxic system of oppression that

is literally killing us.

I will use phenomenological methodology, which is extracting philosophy

from our experiences in the world. More simply stated, phenomenology is

the study of an individual's lived experience of the world. I have

fictionalised some of the stories I have been told over the years, but

will relate common strands, common experiences as illustrative of

adverse childhood experiences on people. I want to demonstrate the

importance of this for real people, who are living this every day, in

their physical and emotional pain. Adverse childhood experiences are

real, human events that destroy lives. A phenomenological approach can

reveal the meanings that people give to their experiences of oppression,

often internalised in what we are naming as an oppressed identity. Such

an approach can reveal the sadness and tragedy of a person accepting

something so damaging as inevitable, and furthermore believing it is

their own fault. After thirty years I feel it imperative that we hear

our ‘health’ stories as what they are, as stories of oppression. It is

not our fault. It is not our bad genes, our personality or star sign. It

is not our deficiencies. We can be free, and it can be different.

I am trying to name the problem as honestly as I am able, and point

towards the direction of a solution; there is always hope. Inevitably

the point of writing this is to effect change. I will show in the final

section that we can challenge the institution of the family as a

hierarchy, and develop non-hierarchical social solutions for the family,

for community, and for therapy: solutions that will liberate us from our

oppressed identities and enable us to live as authentic, spontaneous,

creative, and free people. Solutions that will lead to our flourishing,

experiencing good mental and physical health, and to our being happy.

Solutions that could change all social and political relationships, and

processes that could be truly liberating.

It is difficult when hierarchies and oppressive relationships are the

usual way we interact and apprehend each other. The challenge for us is

to wonder how we can do things differently and create different

experiences and models for people. In the third chapter I will draw on

the work of mutual aid to give practical examples of how we can support

change as practitioners, as parents/carers, and as free, authentic

people.

We must imagine the unimaginable

2. Adverse Childhood Experiences

The original Adverse Childhood Experiences study was conducted in the

United States at Kaiser Permanente from 1995 to 1997. “The study's

participants were 17,000 mostly white, middle and upper-middle class

college-educated San Diegans with good jobs and great health care - they

all belonged to the Kaiser Permanente health maintenance

organization.”(1) The ACEs questionnaire had ten yes/no questions asking

about childhood experiences of violence, abuse and neglect. “As your

ACEs score increases [with each yes], so does your chance of disease,

social and emotional problems. With an ACE score of 4 or more, things

start getting serious. The likelihood of chronic pulmonary lung disease

increases 390 percent; hepatitis, 240 percent; depression, 460 percent;

attempted suicide, 1,220 percent.”(1) The research and evidence seemed

to confirm our collective experience that there are often social causes

for mental and physical health challenges, and that what happens to us

as children has consequences on us as adults.

Adverse childhood experiences are potentially traumatic events that

occur in childhood. For example, if we experience abuse, neglect and

violence as children it will impact on our sense of safety. Safety is a

fundamental drive for all animals. It is thought that children

experience a toxic stress response to these experiences, and this toxic

stress, neuroscientists believe, alters neural networks and the

biochemistry of neuroendocrine systems.(2) Exposure to adverse childhood

experiences can change our brain development. This leads to mental and

physical health problems as children and adults.

Adults with multiple ACE’s may have difficulty forming loving

relationships, struggle with depression, anxiety, and as noted above,

links have also been found between ACEs and poor physical health

outcomes, and life expectancy.

These effects can then also be passed onto our own children, so there is

a transgenerational aspect to adverse childhood experiences. It stays as

a limiting factor in families. It is called epigenetics, where we pass

on environmental ‘pickups’. As a simplistic material example, toxic

stress created by an adverse childhood experience, experiences in a

child's mind and body can create problems for children’s learning,

therefore ensuring poor educational attainment (which is already

systemically embedded if you are poor), worsened job opportunities and

then poverty as adults and parents themselves. There is an increased

possibility of homelessness and family break up. So the children of

these parents who experienced adverse childhood experiences themselves

also experience their own adverse childhood experiences.There is a cycle

of deprivation.

Moreover, if we think about historical trauma, using slavery as an

example, the adverse childhood experiences that those subjegated in that

particular toxicity experienced, which when added to the ongoing

systemic racism, colonialism and white supremacist abuse that Black,

Indigenous, and People of Colour experience, then we can see how any

abuse and violence impacts not just at that specific time for that

specific incident, but affects physical and mental health outcomes for

individuals and groups for generations. “Some children may face further

exposure to toxic stress from historical and ongoing traumas due to

systemic racism or the impacts of poverty resulting from limited

educational and economic opportunities.''(3)

Although we can see that adverse childhood experiences can impact

people's economic situation, we need to remember the research was

conducted on middle-class people, and we can therefore agree that

although there may be an increased likelihood of poverty as a result, it

is not necessarily the case. It could be that economic family privileges

under capitalism, like inherited wealth, ensures some people who have

experienced adverse childhood experiences don’t necessarily live in

poverty or have reduced job opportunities. They may not be able to

sustain relationships, and may live with anxiety, alcohol dependence and

heart disease, but still be a stockbroker.

Furthermore, and shockingly, “ACEs are common. About 61% of adults

surveyed across 25 states in America reported that they had experienced

at least one type of ACE, and nearly 1 in 6 reported they had

experienced four or more types of ACEs”.(3) So nearly two thirds of the

population of America have self-reported at least one traumatic

experience as a child.

So this was impactful research that provided clear evidence on how

social conditions in the family, and abuse in childhood, creates serious

mental health, emotional health, and physical health problems for

children and adults. They affect how long we will live. Furthermore it

showed how these problems are transgenerational and are handed down

through generations. It showed how these early experiences have wide

reaching effects on social issues like poverty and homelessness. It also

showed how common they are, affecting the majority of the population. It

demonstrated how any experience of violence and abuse can affect our

wellbeing and our physical health.

The evidence challenged the model of mental, and physical health that

says that there is something wrong with me and that I was born defective

in some way, or have inherited ‘bad’ genes. This is the model that, in

my experience, people usually carry with them. It is not to say that

this is not the case, just that it is not always the case. There is

often a social cause.

I thought about the people I had worked with and their stories, which

usually meant discussing their childhood adverse experiences, whatever

their current age. Older women and men often discussed their childhood

with me. For example, Irene was a 60 year old woman who lived alone in a

council owned property. She struggled with mental health issues, in

particular depression, and she was a frequent caller to her GP about

physical health needs. She experienced pain in her joints, and had a

stroke and heart problems. Her son had experienced the death of friends

and used heroin. He would often live with her as he would get into

conflicts with other people in his own flat. She had a lot she wanted to

change in her life. She wasn’t sleeping, was not happy about her weight

and was always worried about her son. She was an outgoing person but she

said she often felt ashamed about her life and would hide away from

other people. She was taking anti-depressant medication. At 60 I

expected the conversation would talk about current difficulties and how

we could resolve them. The conversation would invariably flit back to

her childhood, however, and the neglect and physical abuse she had

suffered at the hands of her parents, her lack of trust in others and

her fear and expectation of violence. She had an ACEs score of six.

Tony was in his 50’s when he spoke to me about his mental-health issues;

anxiety and low mood, and explained that he was using alcohol to block

out thoughts. He was rich, and had fast cars, many houses and many

marriages. Things always fell apart, however. He had been the victim of

sexual abuse whilst he and his parents were living in a religious

community as a young child, and as time went on he found it harder to

forget and harder to live with. He was experiencing physical health

issues; pain, early onset dementia, liver disease, and emotional health

issues that professional services were not able to make any difference

to, although he was on medication. He wanted justice for himself and

other victims. He had an ACEs score of eight, and he sadly died a year

after we met.

If I thought about the adults and children I have worked with in my time

as an educator, and in mental health services, then the ACEs research

really corresponded with my experience. Adults often focus our

conversations on the abuses they experienced as a child which have been

determining factors in their lives. The shame they have often felt at

the hands of others in childhood has impacted on their relationships,

opportunities, mental and physical health. I listened to the conference

and felt exhilarated that finally we could start to address these issues

honestly.

It was accepted by the conference that abuse happens, but it was

concerning that it was discussed as though these experiences ‘just

happen’. The name ‘adverse childhood experiences’ minimised the actual

events, as we will see when we look at the questions. Although pleased

we were moving to an understanding of emotional health difficulties as

springing from adverse childhood experiences, I wanted to question the

assumption further.

The solutions that we will discuss in the next section identify some

salient points as to possible reasons why researchers believe adverse

childhood experiences happen. They posit solutions in improving

education and developing social networks. We could deduce, therefore,

that there is a belief that as society has grown, extended families have

lost connection, and communities have been destroyed which has led to

deficits in wisdom and connection which families experience in abuse. As

such there is no need to rely on religious or bio-psychological reasons

for the existence of adverse childhood experiences. We can firmly root

them within sociological analysis. As such there can be a solution and

they are not inevitable.

There are also sociological views that poverty increases the likelihood

of adverse childhood experiences by increasing family pressures.

Certainly it feels like poverty compounds problems for families, as does

systemic oppression, and those who experience adverse childhood

experiences may find their economic security jeopardised, but we need to

remember that the original research was conducted on white middle-class

people, so it is not simply an economic problem. There is more to it.

We need to get the analysis right or we are not going to get a solution

that actually works. Worse is that our solution could be actually as

toxic as the cause and perpetrate further harm. It is our duty, as

practitioners, to explore this as broadly as possible. I wondered if we

could look at the ACEs research in a different way. It could be a

breakdown in community, lack of wisdom which led to adverse childhood

experiences, but it could also be something else within the family and

community.

I thought back to someone who had refused to join any groups because her

experiences within school and family had been so damaging that she felt

unable to go back into any social group again. She told me she

experienced critical judgement, bullying, physical violence, and lack of

empathy in her relationships within her family and at school. I wondered

what had gone so wrong and why she had experienced these oppressions? It

wasn’t so much the breakdown of community and community wisdom in her

childhood that had led to her mental health problems as an adult, and it

wasn’t pressures of poverty as her family were affluent. Rather it was

something about those communities, a specific characteristic.

In order to explore this, firstly we shall explore and analyse the ACEs

questions in more detail to offer a different interpretation, and

secondly use a phenomenological approach with our case studies to

extract the meaning of adverse childhood experiences.

3. An interpretation of the ACEs questions

ACEs questions 1 - 3

1. Did a parent or other adult in the household often or very often ...

Swear at you, insult you, put you down, or humiliate you? Or act in a

way that made you afraid that you might be physically hurt?

2. Did a parent or other adult in the household often or very often 


Push, grab, slap, or throw something at you? Or ever hit you so hard

that you had marks or were injured?

3. Did an adult or person at least 5 years older than you ever 
 Touch

or fondle you or have you touch their body in a sexual way? or Attempt

or actually have oral, anal, or vaginal intercourse with you?

We can see straight away that the first three questions are focused on

actions of verbal, physical and sexual violence and abuse perpetrated

against children by parents or adults. Abuse within a social setting. We

know that all children are vulnerable by their very nature as children.

We know that under Western society, under capitalism which is

pathologically hierarchical, children end up living in hierarchical

relationships with adults, and by virtue of the fact of them being

children they are at the bottom of those hierarchies. Adults make

decisions and choices on behalf of children. We often believe in Western

societies that adults external to the family can be a risk to children.

The loving family is supposed to mitigate against the danger of violence

from external adults, but we find that within the institution of the

loving and protective family these very dangers still exist. As the ACEs

research shows us, this protective and nurturing relationship can go

wrong and become violent and abusive, causing long term harm to the

children involved. So what goes wrong? Why do parents, who should love

their children, sometimes commit acts of violence upon them?

It is within the very nature of hierarchy that we can always see the

danger of violence, abuse, and oppression. Children are always within

these hierarchies when they are with adults in our society, even with

the adults that love them. In a hierarchy, one person or group of people

have authority and power over others derived from status, economic

resources, and characteristics such as strength, or through political

legal process. They have power to make the decisions for others,

oppress, control and change the behaviour of others, and dominate the

scope of the particular hierarchy. They can do this in a number of ways;

benignly by persuasion, rewards and reason, or malignantly through

punishment, coercion and violence for example. A government makes

decisions and controls people through law-making. A boss holds power and

decides on wage control and working conditions for the workers.

Sometimes governments will exert violence towards citizens if they do

not comply with decisions, if they break a law for example. Sometimes

bosses will sack people for complaining about work and conditions. Work

on intersectionality has shown how systemic racism, sexism and ableism

is embedded within capitalist hierarchical structures and we experience

those oppressions throughout society. What is clear is that the

oppressor fails to apprehend the oppressed as a free human being to

accord dignity, respect and choice. The oppressed are just material

objects to dominate.

The ‘#MeToo’ movement demonstrated the prevalence of sexual assault and

rape within workplaces by those in positions of power and authority.

This is not to say that within our own particular experiences of

hierarchies rape and violence will always be committed, but they exist

at one end of the spectrum of oppression. We know from research that

rape is usually about power, the perpetrator motivated by the need for

domination and control. “Far and away, most sexual assaults and sexual

violence are perpetrated by men, and typically arise within asymmetrical

power dynamics, where the perpetrator occupies a more powerful or

dominant position in relation to the victim.”(1) It should not surprise

us, therefore, when within a hierarchical institution which has an

asymmetrical power dynamic, like the family, violent acts are sometimes

perpetrated on children within that family as exertions of power and

control. Families are hierarchical institutions within Western

capitalism. The parents hold authority and power derived from their

existence as adults. This power is legally held within Western societies

where it is called parental responsibility, and the scope is huge and

encompasses almost the whole life of the child.

If we think back to the first chapter we can perhaps understand why love

does not always mitigate against the inherent danger of hierarchy. The

desire to objectify and possess ‘the other’ can be part of our

inauthentic carer child relationships. It amplifies the already present

hierarchical tendency to create an oppressed identity. Nowhere do we see

this more clearly than within families. Parental language is often

riddled with discussion about their children as objects in relation to

themselves, ‘he has my eyes, he is lazy like you, etc’. Parents see

themselves reflected back rather than seeing a child as a free

individual. They see them as objects. They see them as ‘their’ objects’,

defined, possessed and controlled. This particular relationship is

heightened because of children being created by parents and family

resemblance.

All kinds of beliefs and values are also wrapped around ‘our’ children,

who are unable to speak or challenge these assumptions. I have worked

with many families who shared beliefs that all children were

manipulative, that they cheated and lied, and the parents behaved

towards their children accordingly by instigating punishments for

perceived deceptions. In pieces of therapeutic work I filmed board games

which ended in disaster as the eldest child was accused of cheating by

his parents and sent to his room. I looked back on the films to see no

cheating taking place by the child, the child was simply winning, and

having fun. The parents were in competition with the child and this

determined the tone of their interactions and what they ‘saw’ in that

moment. The picture of the child the parents had developed, the

oppressed identity in the hierarchy was of a cheater and deceiver

towards his parents. Not to be trusted and so deserving of punishment. A

different picture could be seen when watching clips of the game back. A

picture which challenged the nature of the oppressed identity being

created.

I worked with families who believed their own families had unique

collective characteristics of not being good at maths, for example, or

conversely children were placed in competition with parents and were not

as good as them at maths, for example. In both cases parents behaved

towards their toddlers and young children accordingly by limiting

opportunities. In my therapeutic work I watched a child in a room doing

homework with their mum whilst the television was on, a video game was

being played, the curtains were closed. He struggled to stay still, his

focus moving towards the relative light of television or computer screen

and away from the maths homework. The parent became frustrated and

declared homework at an end because the child was not able to

concentrate or complete the task. That goes to the heart of self-esteem

and identity as failure when compared to others in the hierarchy.

Within all the families I worked with, encouraging parents to ‘see’ the

child underneath these transgenerational beliefs, values and prejudices,

and to see them as separate, free individuals could be incredibly hard.

I created clips from short films to show them pictures of their children

doing well, having fun, not cheating, to challenge these beliefs which

often came from the parents' own childhoods and their own experiences of

abuse, and their own oppressed identities..

Love, rather than mitigating dangers of hierarchy, can sometimes

actually increase the dangers to a child, as the ‘object of love’

refuses to comply with instructions and parental beliefs and insists on

their individual freedom. Children can react with anger and frustration,

or withdraw completely as they react to these false beliefs about them.

In an effort to control, possess, and for self-fulfilling processes to

occur, the parent can commit acts of violence upon ‘their’ child. Within

hierarchies oppressors regard the oppressed as material objects for

their use, and love can amplify that tendency even further. I am not

arguing this is always the case, and in the next chapter we will look at

how love can minimise hierarchical danger when parents are able to love

their children as authentic, free human beings, delighting in their

uniqueness. Nevertheless, hierarchical families whose children are

objectified, defined and possessed by parents can become dangerous

places.

ACEs questions 4 - 5

4. Did you often or very often feel that 
 No one in your family loved

you or thought you were important or special? Or your family didn’t look

out for each other, feel close to each other, or support each other?

5. Did you often or very often feel that 
 You didn’t have enough to

eat, had to wear dirty clothes, and had no one to protect you? Or your

parents were too drunk or high to take care of you or take you to the

doctor if you needed it?

These two questions are asking about emotional and physical neglect. The

discovery of the Romanian orphanages after CeauƟescu was overthrown

informed much of the research on neglect as it was such a profound

experience of institutional neglect. Fox, et al., write, “They found

many profound problems among the children who had been born into

neglect. Institutionalized children had delays in cognitive function,

motor development and language. They showed deficits in socio-emotional

behaviors and experienced more psychiatric disorders. They also showed

changes in the patterns of electrical activity in their brains, as

measured by EEG.”(2) Again, the very existence of children within a

hierarchy established just by being a child opens up possibilities of

the absence of action, as a means of control; i.e., neglect.

We know that in patterns of coercive control, withdrawing of love,

stonewalling, not meeting needs, hoarding and conserving material

resources are aspects of abuse. Within hierarchical systems we see these

patterns all the time, in governments who refuse money and resources to

‘undeserving’ citizens, who decide what resources are given out and to

whom. In companies the bosses decide who gets paid and how much, and who

has access to resources and information.This is abuse and oppression by

commission, to visibly exert control over those at the bottom of the

hierarchy.

These neglect patterns can also exist by omission. A person may be

emotionally and materially neglectful because they are in poverty, and

are struggling to make ends meet, for example. There is something

blocking the giving of love and material resources to their children.

Even in these cases, where there is not commissioned exertion of power

and control, the very fact of the hierarchy makes the child unsafe. The

dependence on the parent who is unable to meet needs, a parent who is

probably a victim of multiple hierarchies and systemic oppressions

themselves, means the child experiences toxic stress. They are unable to

seek responsiveness from other non-hierarchical sources as they are tied

into this particular hierarchy. In fact other hierarchies often take

over in these cases; schools and churches for example. They step into

the deficit and provide food and resources for the child. Some schools

provide nurture provision to make up for the emotional neglect the child

has experienced. We need to remember though that these provisions are

still hierarchies and as such fraught with danger for the child. We will

discuss more about these solutions in the next chapter.

ACEs questions 6 - 10

6. Were your parents ever separated or divorced?

7. Was your mother or stepmother: Often or very often pushed, grabbed,

slapped, or had something thrown at her? Or sometimes, often, or very

often kicked, bitten, hit with a fist, or hit with something hard? Or

ever repeatedly hit at least a few minutes or threatened with a gun or

knife?

8. Did you live with anyone who was a problem drinker or alcoholic or

who used street drugs?

9. Was a household member depressed or mentally ill, or did a household

member attempt suicide?

10. Did a household member go to prison?

In these questions we have adverse childhood experiences which are

indicative of transgenerational abuses and oppressions. Of course, all

the questions do indicate transgenerational patterns, but these seem to

identify parents who are obviously struggling and suffering from their

own adverse childhood experiences. This impacts on their own children

with whom they are in a hierarchical relationship, perhaps albeit

unwillingly. The child, again, is born into a hierarchy that has

instability built in. The rules of the hierarchy may be unclear. It may

be scary. It may be dangerous. It may be okay. The problem of

hierarchies, and of being at the bottom of the hierarchy, is that we

don't determine the conditions or outcomes. The oppressed person reacts

to the oppressor’s every mood and whim. The oppressor treats the

oppressed like a material object, not a person, and this tendency is

amplified in the carer child relationship. We know that in unsafe and

uncertain environments where toxic stress is being experienced,

fight/flight/friend survival responses can be activated in children. It

was noted by Megan Gunnar, PhD, director of the Institute of Child

Development at the University of Minnesota that the Romanian orphans

were friendly to every single adult they met, greeting them like loved

ones.

Furthermore historical trauma and toxic stress experienced by

individuals has become transgenerational, and further impacts parental

behaviour as they continue to run up against systemic oppressions. They

continue to experience toxic stress in their daily lives which further

increases the probability of adverse childhood experiences their

children are experiencing. Hierarchy and oppression creates toxic stress

which impacts mental and physical health and limits life expectancy. It

literally kills us.

Using hierarchy to look at the ACEs questionnaire, we can see that it is

not simply the case that adverse childhood experiences just happen. We

can see they occur because of the specific social relationship within

families. Families are hierarchical institutions with extraordinary

scope over a child’s life. The number of adverse childhood experiences

increases the probability of poor mental and physical health outcomes. A

more accurate description of adverse childhood experiences could be

degrees of hierarchical damage from the family. It minimises less and

identifies the cause.

Children are born as vulnerable into these hierarchies. Hierarchies are

inherently dangerous for those at the bottom, as research shows;

oppressions existing on a spectrum from rape and violence at one end to

critical judgements and limiting options at the other. If we also unpack

some of the characteristics of parental love, we can see how that can

exacerbate the dangers for children. Oppressors do not permit the

oppressed to be free human beings, and loving parents often don’t permit

their children to be either. This double oppression creates oppressed

identities with far reaching consequences for children and adults.

Families can be benignly oppressive or malignantly oppressive but as the

ACEs research shows us, they are often the latter.

3. The Oppressed Identity

The ACEs research tells us that if we experience adverse childhood

experiences our bodies can have toxic stress which can lead us to

increased likelihood of emotional, mental and physical health issues as

adults. We have analysed the ACEs questions through the anarchist frame

of hierarchy and concluded that the family is a hierarchy which can be a

dangerous place for children, as danger is inherent in all hierarchies

when you live towards the bottom of them.

It is important to remember that at the heart of this are people and

it’s important to extract the meaning that people give to their own

adverse childhood experiences to fully understand this, so that we can

develop non-toxic solutions. The people I discuss are fictionalised

accounts drawn from multiple people, who often share similar

experiences. It is surprising how similar people’s accounts are, but I

have drawn out common themes to describe as they relate to adverse

childhood experiences.

Irene and Tony

I spoke to Irene every month for a year. She had trouble with her

anxiety and mood for which she was on medication, along with heart

problems, diabetes and rheumatism. She would start each conversation

explaining that she didn’t want help for herself but for her son. She

felt so worried about her son who had experienced the loss of his

partner, and was engaging in risky substance abuse. He had a flat but no

friends and often got into conflicts with his neighbours. He also had

physical health problems which meant he was in pain and unable to work.

She carried guilt about his experiences as a child with her husband who

was physically abusive to both of them. She had empathy for him because

they mirrored her own experiences as a child and she understood his

sensitivity which matched her own. Her son lived with her at times, but

she felt oppressed and controlled by him when he was there as he did not

help with housework, cooking or financially. He was occasionally

physically abusive towards her. She always forgave him and let him back

in when he needed to stay even though it made her unhappy.

She spent a lot of time in her bed and was reluctant to go out. She told

me she felt ashamed. She would try to decorate her house and tidy it,

but then would give up and go back to bed. Irene told me stories about

when she had been younger and had loved theatre, she was gregarious as a

person, and talked in a soft tone about how she had loved dressing up

and going out. She told me she did not have real confidence though,

despite how it seemed, and described feelings of shame at her

experiences as a child. It seemed like this feeling was carried through

to her life today as she hid in her bed. Her memories of her childhood

were as clear as the day today.

Although she wanted things to be different Irene’s main focus was that

her son would be okay. We discussed friendships, and social groups,

developing social networks, but her embarrassment was too high and she

would retreat back to her bed, despite being a person who said that she

really wanted to be with others. She said she felt judged by other

people and could not cope with the feeling. She told me she did not

blame her father for his violence or the lack of love she had felt as a

child, as she was too sensitive like her own son. She said she was a

weak person. She was always tearful and told me this was proof of her

weakness.

The adverse childhood experiences that Irene had experienced which had

led to her mental and physical health issues as an adult, and had

become, or probably always were, transgenerational, were given meaning

by her in her sense of identity. A weak, sensitive person who was

embarrassed at meeting others, felt they might ‘see’ her like this, as

weak. She had been turned into this object as a child by her adverse

childhood experiences, by a hierarchical experience which defined her as

this, in relation to the person with power who was presumably strong.

Weak and sensitive was her oppressed identity from her childhood. It’s

difficult to see how weak, as a description, makes sense without a

relationship to power, without hierarchy.

In fact, my experience of Irene was anything but weak. I thought of her

as a deeply empathic person who felt her son’s pain. She had blue hair

and talked engagingly and with humour. She laughed and wore bright and

vivacious clothing. I felt her to be quite formidable, charming and a

delight to talk with. There was little congruity between the person in

front of me and her definition of herself.

Tony illustrates the impact of adverse childhood experiences on quality

of life and life expectancy. Tony explained to me, as soon as we met,

that he wanted to kill himself and that he had struggled his entire life

with mental health problems which he used alcohol to cope with. He told

me he had been in prison for violence, and he told me any threat to

himself would result in him exploding. Although he was rich, and had

houses and relationships, he had not found happiness. He told me very

little about his adult life but focused on his childhood experiences of

sexual abuse at the hands of the institution and physical abuse at the

hands of his parents. He told me that he had continually run away and it

was his rebelliousness and non-compliance that had let to more beatings

and more sexual abuse. He told me he was bitter and angry with his

parents who had hurt him and allowed him to be sexually abused by adults

in the community. He wanted justice. He returned to the question of why

him, over and over again, why not his siblings, but his answer was

always the same.

The meaning Tony gave to this was his rebellious nature, this was his

oppressed identity. We can only be defined as rebellious if we are

rebelling against some power or hierarchy. This view of himself as

rebellious and dangerous had led to him not leaving his bedroom and

never leaving the house unless it was night time. He was in constant

pain from arthritis, and had liver disease along with early onset

dementia.. He had no friends and his family did not talk to him. He

regarded himself as an outsider, against society, antisocial. He was

rebellious and dangerous and because of that other people in society

would try to hurt him.

My own experience of Tony was not of a dangerous person, but one who was

scared most of the time. He was kind, loved to feed the birds and wanted

a different life, a life where he could live in the Greek countryside

without fear.

So, the meaning that Irene and Tony gave to their adverse childhood

experiences I have called their oppressed identities, because they are

given to them by their oppressors within that family hierarchy. You are

too weak, sensitive, or rebellious, and that is why bad things are

happening to you. They are also attributes that can only exist within

hierarchical relationships. Being weak or being rebellious only makes

sense in a relationship to something else. In relationship to power.

Being too sensitive can be seen as a criticism of a person trying to

protest something being done to them. So this seems to support a view

that it is hierarchy that is inherently dangerous because this is where

individual meaning is located.

Irene, and Tony experienced low mood and anxiety which impacted on their

lives. They also had serious physical health issues, and Tony passed

away early in his life. They had a number of adverse childhood

experiences which we understand as a degree of hierarchical damage from

the family, and all carried with them an oppressed identity from

childhood which affected and blocked their social contact with others.

They are fictional characters but drawn from numerous real people who

have told me surprisingly similar stories over and over again.

One of the most difficult stories to hear is the type of story from

adults who were unwanted children, and were told they were unwanted.

Sometimes they become looked after children, sometimes they remain in

birth families.I think of stories where any glimpse of the child’s

happiness led to physical abuse, in beatings. Thus happiness can never

be felt as an adult because of its association with pain. The unwanted

child is a burden, lucky to even be at the bottom. These adults feel

themselves lucky to be oppressed.

In these last two sections we have looked at the Adverse Childhood

Experiences research that demonstrated that adverse childhood

experiences create toxic stress. We have acknowledged the shocking

statistics about mental and physical health outcomes for people who have

experienced four or more adverse childhood experiences. We have seen the

transgenerational nature of this, and how common adverse childhood

experiences are.

This evidence-based link between early social experiences and mental and

physical health outcomes has allowed us to apply an anarchist analysis,

in order to view the research differently. Adverse childhood experiences

occur within families which are hierarchical institutions within

capitalist society. We were able to analyse the ACEs questions using the

political frame of hierarchy. Hierarchies are inherently dangerous for

those towards the bottom and create opportunities for violence, abuse

and neglect because the oppressor regards the oppressed as an object. So

the hierarchical family provides the conditions for adverse childhood

experiences. The quantity or number of adverse childhood experiences

gives us the degree of hierarchical damage.

Parental or carer love can sometimes amplify the oppressors' tendency to

make an object of the oppressed. Parents/carers can form relationships

with their children as ‘the other’ and will define, control and possess

them. They create them in that moment of judgement, a judgement often

from values created by their own transgenerational trauma, but we are

created as ‘this’ or ‘that’ for all time. These relationships of

oppression; firstly through hierarchy and secondly through inauthentic

parental love, create oppressed identities for children as they become

adults. We saw, within the case studies, that we think of ourselves in

the way that our oppressors think of us; they think of ourselves in

relation to our oppressor, to our parents. This is further support that

it is the hierarchical social relationship that creates the perfect

conditions for adverse childhood experiences to happen.

We understand then: i) that the hierarchical family can create oppressed

identities for children through the quality of the oppressive

relationships, and; ii) that the quantity of adverse childhood

experiences is the degree of hierarchical damage from the family. This

damage creates physical, emotional, and mental illness, and we saw

shocking statistics about the link between adverse childhood experiences

and life expectancy. Early oppressions are deadly.

There are broader conclusions we can draw. It could be that these

experiences embed acceptance and submission to other hierarchies and

oppressions. Moreover, we may experience toxic stress every time we

experience further oppressions which could have a further impact on our

life expectancy and happiness.

Prevention measures and solutions that do not explicitly acknowledge the

hierarchical nature of families as actually creating the conditions for

adverse childhood experiences to happen, will create further problems

for children, families and adults. If we create social networks for

people, who may have experienced trauma in childhood, or are currently

experiencing adverse childhood experiences, and those social networks

are hierarchical, we run a high risk of creating further problems,

further toxic stress, further illness.

I work with people because I believe that things can be different, and

that we can make things better. We do know from psychological therapies

that we can still create new neural pathways in the brain even as

adults. Even if our oppressed identity is ingrained and we have a high

degree of hierarchical damage and an ACEs score of four or more, we can

still change the inevitable outcomes towards feeling physically better,

and emotionally happier. It is important that we can repair the damage

to us, and also prevent further damage to children.

In the next chapter we will look at preventative measures and solutions

discussed by the ACEs research, and explore consciously competent

non-hierarchical and mutual aid solutions for families, communities and

therapists to help prevent adverse childhood experiences, and to help

people heal from these early experiences. We will discuss how liberating

and transforming these can be for individuals, families, society and

communities. We can look forward to creative, authentic individuals who

are healthy and happy, and do not accept or submit that we have to

organise in a hierarchical way.

4. Mutual Aid

According to the Centres for Disease Control and Prevention, preventing

adverse childhood experiences could prevent 21 million cases of

depression, 1.9 million cases of heart disease and 2.5 million cases of

obesity(1). The solutions are found in educating people about the

research, creating community support, and teaching nurturing parent

strategies. When I sat in that first conference on the research it was

said that it just takes a child to have one consistent and responsive

adult in their lives to mitigate the worst effects. The primary focus

has been to develop good social networks for families and build support.

I thought as a trauma informed practitioner with training in nurturing

and attuned parenting, I could help to reduce adverse childhood

experiences, by supporting community development and social networks for

families, and also for adults who were experiencing the outcomes of

their own ACEs.

Nurturing parenting strategies are understood primarily as following a

PLACE (Play, Love, Acceptance, Curiosity, and Empathy) model created by

Dan Hughes. If a child is demonstrating challenging behaviours such as

anger or running away, for example, then parenting using play, love,

acceptance, curiosity, and empathy can help to change the behaviour. It

will help the child feel safe, and therefore the anxiety and toxic

stress will be reduced.

Developing social networks, it is argued, can support with social and

economic stressors, meaning that parents or adults don’t feel so alone

in coping with difficulties, as well as getting practical support for

economic or relationship problems. Also abuse can be spotted, and

preventative support can be netted around behaviours such as substance

or domestic abuse. Community is also a good in itself, as we know that

isolation also causes emotional and physical health problems.

The solutions are positive but they still employ an assumption that the

systems in place are fine; it’s the faulty individuals within them that

need educating to behave differently, and need propping up. An example

can illustrate why and how these conclusions are incomplete. If we think

about a family who need to claim benefits because of parental/carer

disability, (perhaps because of adverse childhood experiences within the

carer's childhood) and are unable to afford decent housing, they are

always going to be stuck without decent housing because our economic

system gives inadequate benefits and housing solutions to the poorest.

This is a systemic problem not an individual one. The faulty individual

view, in itself, is a damaging supposition for somebody already

suffering from adverse experiences, and especially if it is determined

by someone in a position of power and authority. The judgement in the

eyes of the other is still bad. It feels shameful. It is still the

oppressed identity.

Towards Healing

In this section I want to explore specific solutions, based on the

adverse childhood experiences, solutions of social networks and

community, along with nurture, but ones that adequately respond to the

hierarchical dimension. We will look at family, community and therapy

and explore whether mutual aid solutions can give answers that promote

human flourishing. Specifically, the solutions are practical.

Mutual Aid and The Community of Family

The Western nuclear family is troublesome as an institution. A

parent/carer (or two) are adults, and a baby arrives, necessarily

dependent on the adults for survival. There is a necessary age and

experience hierarchy already developed. The parent/carer has a set of

values and beliefs, lives in a particular social situation, within the

external hierarchies. We experience it everywhere.

We can separate out the functions of the family into the necessary and

the contingent. Necessary means essential and required. Contingent means

accidental or by chance. When we are children we are necessarily kept

safe by adults. The family provides this necessary function. The initial

and necessary relationship of hierarchy in the family provides safety

for children, and the hierarchy exists by virtue of the fact that adults

are older and have experience. Children need adults to keep them safe,

and if they don’t provide this function then we begin the cycle of toxic

stress. This is a relationship of safety and is essential.

The contingent (or accidental part), is whether these adults can provide

a nurturing environment, co-regulate emotions, and flatten hierarchy. We

cannot change the necessary conditions by definition, but we have to

mitigate against this necessary and inevitable hierarchy through the

contingent features of the social relationship. To think of the

contingent social relationship within families then is to see an

opportunity to change. If the contingent aspect of it is nurturing and

empowering, and flattening of hierarchy it can help to mitigate against

the abuse that could arise from that initial and necessary hierarchy. It

informs how the initial hierarchy works.

Sadly, the contingent (or accidental) social relationships of the

nuclear family in the West, which are organised hierarchically, can

actually destroy the necessary function of the family for practical

safety. In extreme cases, carers can threaten the life of children. The

contingent hierarchy feeds the danger implicit in the hierarchical

relationship of safety. Thus we experience degrees of hierarchical

damage and internalise an oppressed identity.

When we talk about family relationships then, we assume an initial and

necessary hierarchy based on age and experience for survival. Our

exploration for opportunities for change occurs in the contingent, which

we hope can mitigate against this hierarchical necessity.

It is argued that groups of adults raising children together could water

down the impact of individual parental transgenerational trauma or

difficulties with emotional health in parenting. This is also a more

supportive social system for the adults as well. This multiple adult

model can take the forms of communes, but also the development of social

support networks though the ACEs research reimagines this in a more

palatable way, without the ‘commune’ connotations. This social solution

fits in with our understanding of emotional health as social, that human

beings are social creatures, and so the answer lies in increasing

‘sociability’. This is also the findings of the Adverse Childhood

Experiences research.

The problem with these social network solutions is how we stop further

hierarchies emerging within the adults, because we have seen that it is

hierarchy that is the problem. Rather than mitigate the problems,

multiple adults could just increase the problems, by increasing the

number of hierarchies, and possibilities for inattention and collusion

to enable child and adult abuse. More people may not water things down,

but may actually intensify and overwhelm. Furthermore, multiple adults

may give rise to feelings of insecurity in children, as it is not clear

who has responsibility for the necessary safety relationship of

parenthood, and adults may become inattentive to the children.

The solution of multiple carers, or supporting social networks seems

right but is not of itself enough. There has to be a political dimension

to the social relationship. There must be understanding how hierarchy,

and power relationships provide conditions for abuse and then explicit

measures put into place to stop hierarchical abuse. The contingent

features of the social relationship needs to include some political

features. Yes, we need nurturing parental strategies and use of the

PLACE model as fundamental. We need a developed social network, and

economic measures that ensure universal income and decent housing. But

we also need political understanding and process in place.

I think mutual aid can help us. Mutual aid was first discussed by

Kropotkin who argued that co-operation, not competition, was the driving

force of evolution. Communities help each other out to survive, and

thrive. Mutual aid practice is non-hierarchical, and is organised by

members of the community. Mutual aid usually uses consensus decision

making, as well as forms of participatory democracy and it is

egalitarian. At a basic level, if my community were running short of

food we could pool our ingredients, make a meal together and share it

together to survive. It is a reciprocal relationship rather than a

charitable one. Mutual aid has been used successfully in communities

experiencing disasters and also in oppressed communities.

Families could, therefore, be part of a mutual aid community of

families. They still live in their close family groups, but are also

part of a mutual aid network with other families. The carers and

children of three or four families could gather together each week for

facilitated community meetings or perhaps more accurately termed

communities of reflection, to discuss issues arising that week. Everyone

discusses how they feel and children are given equal voice as their

carers. Issues are discussed openly using curiosity, acceptance, and

empathy, and solutions found. These mutual aid groups must be explicitly

and consciously premised on non-hierarchical principles, along with

utilising Dan Hughes’s PLACE model for interaction; playfulness, love,

acceptance, curiosity, and empathy.

The families could also support each other in mutual aid ways. For

example, I babysit for you in exchange for some emotional support on a

walk together. My son helps with maths homework and your daughter fixes

his bike in exchange. This is basic and it doesn’t need to be directly

transactional but are just illustrative examples.

This solution avoids the first problem of multiple adult parenting, that

of internal hierarchies developing which cannot be challenged because of

the intimate dependence of these relationships. Within the mutual aid

community, hierarchies would not develop because of a number of

mitigating factors.

Firstly, there would need to be conscious competence about the dangers

of hierarchies; a watchfulness, education provided, and desire to create

a change. Resources could be created and shared and non-hierarchical

processes developed and used. Secondly, the individual families maintain

their autonomy and so can act as challengers, and supporters to other

adults within the community if needed. Thirdly, the children are also

given voice in the meetings. If decisions are taken the children count

as one like an adult. Nobody is an expert and everyone contributes

within equality of relationships. So the mutual aid community becomes an

active process of flourishing and thriving, engaged in producing

non-hierarchical, non-abusive relationships, not an end in itself. The

community is a social and moral good.

It also avoids the second problem of multiple parenting, which is that

the child can feel unsafe and unsure which parent or carer has

responsibility for their safety. And this avoids the related problem

that groups of adults may become inattentive to abuse as they focus on

their own relationships with each other. Children would still live in

small autonomous families, who are clearly responsible for the necessary

hierarchical relationship of safety, and the carers would be aware of

this. The contingent mitigation is produced within the community of

reflection and the mutual aid relationship with the other families.

Mutual aid is also empowering, and mitigates the judgement that we

discussed, and which we have termed as our oppressed identity. Our

social relationships are based on the underlying premise that everyone

has something to contribute. We feel empowered in the eyes of others

because we have something to give. Our carers see us in pride as they

see our capabilities, our capacity, and we therefore apprehend ourselves

with pride, as being a person of value. We are not being ‘done to’ by a

team of professionals who are supporting us, or even friends supporting

us. There is inherent equality. Without money in the equation the

inequality of financial value is removed. Value is not dependent on

supply and demand, but is focused on need. Therefore my ability to fix a

bike is inherently valuable when you need your bike fixed, and is no

less valuable than your ability to grow some potatoes. Our parent/child

relationship internalised as an oppressed identity is instead a

liberated and empowered identity with something important to contribute

and with a say in decision making.

I can see how emotional health would be supported in this system.

Co-regulating each other's emotions would happen naturally and

inevitably in a safe and nurturing social environment without hierarchy,

and where everyone is valued. Children would experience themselves as of

worth, with something to say and equally able to contribute to the

community. Overwhelming emotions could be contained, empathised with,

understood and normalised within the community of families. Emotional

health would be improved and our degrees of hierarchical damage reduced

as the contingent aspects of the family social relationships mitigate

the effects of the necessary hierarchy. Abuse is less likely in this

situation as children have a voice and feel valued, and adults are

supported within a nurturing community themselves.

This seems straightforward. All I am describing is a group of friends

who have common and shared ideals in community and non-hierarchy,

respecting a degree of freedom and autonomy, whilst sharing some public

aspects of life together. Friends who communicate with each other and

wish their community, and the individuals in it to flourish. I have been

part of an international affinity group for the past few years. We meet

every week and discuss our lives and activism, our sorrows, difficulties

and successes. We have created a non-hierarchical space to share and be

open and can embrace reflection, sometimes challenging ourselves. This

has been enriching and empowering.

Of course, it should and must seem straight forward, Kroptkin discussed

mutual aid as an cooperative evolutionary process that enabled progress

to happen. It is simple, natural and sustainable, and encourages

creativity, authenticity, and flourishing. It is empowering. It is

premised on the core belief that people do not wish harm to be done to

themselves and others. This is the belief, supported through my own

experience, that adverse childhood experiences do not happen

intentionally through ill will by carers.

We can imagine mutual aid communities of three or four families

developing throughout the country, educating each other about

non-hierarchical practices, supporting each other, hearing each other,

challenging each other, and facilitating solutions to problems together.

Liberating themselves and each other from the cycles of dominance and

oppression. This feels like a giant step up for peer support. We know we

hold the answers within ourselves, and we know we want to live happy

flourishing lives, and therefore providing space for clarifying

discussion and support is life-affirming.

Mutual Aid and The Community of Professional Services

The community of services around the family and children, schools,

family support, social workers and mental health services, also need to

understand the non-hierarchical model if they are to help us. We all

know that parents and children often feel disempowered by public

services. I know from working within teams in schools, children’s

services and mental health that professionals rarely want parents and

children to feel disempowered; it is an unintentional consequence of

hierarchical work. Supportive work is often experienced by parents and

children as critical and judgemental, further embedding identities of

oppression. I have spoken with parents with children on the autistic

spectrum who are being supported by school and children's services. One

of them tells me they feel exposed and vulnerable. The social worker's

criticism reminded her of her mum's criticisms of her as a child.

Everything is her fault and nothing is good enough. She feels like

giving up and her anxiety was causing her some definite problems. She

was scared to go out and face anyone.

The school, the social workers and the counsellors could work with mum

and her children by supporting them to join with other families in an

explicitly non-hierarchical mutual aid community where she could feel

safe, supported and empowered to make choices towards flourishing and

health. They could employ democratic principles in school to reduce

further harm caused there through hierarchy; involve families in

decision making, empower children to learn through active learning,

become coaches rather than expert teachers. Social workers could

co-create assessment of risk, and really trust strength based models of

support. We already know that the evidence tells us that these ways of

working produce good outcomes, and many professionals try to work in

this way, and want to work in this way, but end up within

under-resourced teams. Without their own peer support and mutual aid

systems in place they can struggle.

I think that these already known non-hierarchical practices, if employed

consciously as non-hierarchical, can reduce further adverse childhood

experiences for parents, professionals, and children. As professionals,

we need to name hierarchy as the problem, challenge hierarchy wherever

it arises, and not default to ‘authoritarian’ and ‘expert’ models when

we get scared and lose trust, which happens because we are unsupported

ourselves in our teams, and feel unsafe. Rather than professionals

acting as experts and telling people how to live, we must trust that

human beings can and will flourish within mutual aid social

relationships, through actively engaging in non-hierarchical processes,

because this is natural for human beings. It is what we understand from

some evolutionary biological research, and from what the adverse

childhood experiences research is telling us. Hierarchy is the problem,

not people.

Our professional teams could be organised as mutual aid communities. We

need to engage with humility and ‘let go’ of our expertise. A teacher

once told me, “we can’t teach anyone without learning ourselves”. As

professionals we are always engaging in mutual aid, we support others,

but in turn we benefit in our wellbeing, and our understanding. This

whole piece of work, for example, is a product of mutual aid with

everyone I have ever worked with, and I am wholly grateful to the

hundreds of people who have shared their stories with me.

The challenging hope is that the idea of professional social workers or

teachers eventually becomes redundant as mutual aid communities

flourish. As we realise that hierarchies are the problem, as they force

human beings into artificial relationships with each other as ‘expert’

or ‘patient’ or ‘student’; as objects. As we realise that we all hold

the answers within us and through collective discussion can draw out

these answers and solutions when working together in mutual aid. We are

all educators and students, social workers, counsellors, and patients.

As Hume might say, we have all these roles as properties bundled

together in what we think of as our self.

Mutual Aid and The Community of Healing.

I often encourage people to take part in meaningful and purposeful

activity as part of healing from the experiences that have harmed them.

Last week someone shared with me that she had started volunteering at a

cafe. Sadly her work was met with critical response from a small group

of volunteers who had worked within the shop for some years. It was

hurtful and difficult to understand. The social relationships I had

asked her to develop were harming her. Another person also shared with

me that professionals in the support group he attended had not listened

to him, but were too busy chatting to each other to notice him. He felt

old and invisible. If hierarchies are allowed to develop through

professional status and expertise, or through how long someone has

worked somewhere, or popularity, then it has a detrimental effect on the

people we are supposed to be helping. We must not do harm. We have

already experienced harmful experiences because of family hierarchies,

which has impacted on our emotional and physical health, so let’s not

get sent into further damaging social relationships to experience

further toxic stress..

It is not enough therefore to learn about trauma informed environments.

It is not enough to develop social networks, however well intentioned.

Sometimes we can get lucky and these further experiences are therapeutic

and healing. It is, however, too much like a game of roulette at the

moment. Anyone who is working therapeutically must understand that we

have to create healing mutual aid environments which are

non-hierarchical if we want to enable healing to occur. We need to

scrutinise the systems we ask people to engage with and ensure they are

actively mitigating against hierarchies. We can actively promote peer

support groups, but again we need to establish non-hierarchical

principles for facilitation and engagement.

Social anxiety should really be regarded as damage caused from

hierarchy. We have internalised hierarchy through our first experiences

within the family, so we rarely even question it when we encounter it in

the world. We believe we fear people, when we really fear the systems we

have created that have caused us shame and humiliation because we are at

the bottom of them. Systems that continue their toxic harm and continue

to damage us physically, mentally, and emotionally. A lot of people

experience this social anxiety or hierarchy anxiety alongside other

health issues, and so any therapeutic groups need to be open about their

mutuality and acknowledge the baseline hierarchy anxiety that everyone

is challenged by. It will take time to develop trust.

Nevertheless, we should actively create mutual aid communities of

reflection, and small affinity groups gathered around a specific problem

or health issue, where people can share experience, feel accepted,

supported and challenged to find creative and authentic solutions. For

example a menopause mutual aid group where participants research

themselves, discuss and find solutions together. Steinberg's book, ‘The

Mutual-Aid Approach To Working With Groups’ is an excellent resource to

use for understanding and ideas. These mutual aid peer support groups,

or affinity groups must be explicitly and consciously premised on

non-hierarchical principles, along with utilising Dan Hughes’s PLACE

model for interaction; playfulness, love, acceptance, curiosity, and

empathy.

Of course all of these mutual aid communities, of families, of

professionals and of healing should include diverse members of the

broader community. We can imagine networks of mutual aid communities all

linked together, everyone being a member of a few communities. Those

without families could be in mutual aid affinity groups around

interests, hobbies, values, health or a variety of identities. Social

media, and connecting applications has made these groups easy to

organise globally, not just locally, and also around multiple

identities.

Our prevention and therapeutic solutions for traumas created by

hierarchies are mutual aid communities or networks, which are explicitly

and consciously non-hierarchical. There is a degree of autonomy and a

degree of collectivism, which provides checks and balances. This is

individually and collectively empowering and liberating from domination.

Freed from the abuse, shame, guilt cycle, people can feel empowered to

create themselves in the way they choose, to express their freedom in

their projects, and create meaning for themselves. To thrive.

5. A Note on Non-Hierarchical Consciousness

The foundation for successful mutual aid reciprocity is a good political

understanding of how hierarchy works, and developing non-hierarchical

consciousness, by which I mean an explicit, reflective understanding of

non-hierarchy. This is because firstly, as we noted, we are born into a

family hierarchy, and it is so embedded as normal and natural that we

fail to notice, see, or question the further hierarchies we inhabit.

Secondly, not only are we blind to hierarchies, but also we have

internalised hierarchical behaviours in our relationships with others,

and so it is difficult to change without gaining insight and noticing it

in ourselves, becoming conscious of them. Thirdly, because we don’t

notice hierarchy and we also exhibit hierarchical behaviours it is

really difficult to embed in non-hierarchical practice without processes

in place to protect the non-hierarchy.

Noticing hierarchies

We have discussed that often social anxiety, and our worry about others,

is actually a worry about oppression, and the result of someone having

power over us. Hierarchy is about power. Power can be derived from all

sorts of sources; wealth, gender, race, political process, education,

expertise, age. Hierarchies exist within the state and government and

most of us realise this. We vote in elections for people to represent

us. We are told what to do by the police and we often obey. There are

other hierarchies though that exist in social contexts in communities,

and in work. These can be based on economic differences like wages,

property ownership, and management structures. There are further

informal social hierarchies in friendship groups and families. These are

not noticed as much but often derive from age, values, prejudices,

affluence, education, gender etc.

So the first task in the mutual aid groups is to acknowledge, accept and

understand that hierarchy is related to power, that we have usually

experienced many hierarchies in our lives, and that these hierarchies

are present in most social, political and economic situations that we

inhabit within western capitalism. Discussions about power and politics

are not just limited to political parties or the state. We should keep a

journal to identify the hierarchies around us, how they work, where does

power and authority derive, where are we within the hierarchy, and how

does it make us feel.

Hierarchical behaviour

Our oppressed identity from the family informs much of our ongoing

social behaviour within social groups. If we have experienced

hierarchical damage from adverse childhood experiences, then our

oppressed identity will make it difficult for us to develop flourishing

social relationships. Even if we have been lucky enough not to

experience adverse childhood experiences, we have probably still

internalised an oppressed identity.

We need to acknowledge that our experiences of hierarchy could be

informing the quality of our relationships. We may be wanting to be told

what to do, waiting for permission, expecting judgement, trying to

please, taking control over others, not expressing emotions, reacting,

or any number of behaviours that only really make sense if we have

internalised a view of hierarchy as being normal.

People often seek security through seeing GPs or mental health

professionals, some even wanting inpatient admissions to feel safe. They

can fear themselves and what they may do to themselves or others. Other

times they just want the expert view to rid themselves of anxieties. We

can find it difficult to rely on ourselves and others when we have been

oppressed. It is by its very nature disempowering, and if we are holding

onto beliefs about individual competence and position in social

structures, it can be very scary. For example we often think we are at

the bottom because of our own personal failings, so of course we need

people who know better to tell us what to do.

Furthermore, without an expressly political consciousness regarding

non-hierarchy, organisations can become oppressive, even without intent.

We bring all sorts of values and beliefs, internalised prejudices and

oppressed identities to everything we do. In one organisation I was part

of, a group of white men were on the committee organising the business

of the group. They regarded themselves as progressive, and worked in the

anti-racist, anti-sexist sectors of our society. Yet, women never stayed

long on the committee. Emotional burdens were placed on them,

prejudicial values were embedded in how much time and money was

allocated to activities women took part in, and volunteers looked to the

men as authority. All of this was unthinking. These white men would not

regard themselves as oppressive, but every woman who walked through the

door felt the oppression.

Hierarchical behaviours are internalised, and we need to look at them

consciously and name them as what they are. Mutual aid with the idea of

reciprocity that guides it should in itself counter these behaviours.

Through engaging in mutual aid we should encourage habits of

co-operative behaviour. The first firm nudge to this is joining in with

a mutual aid community. Then over time, smaller nudges guide our

behaviour from oppressed identity to co-operative empowerment. It is

like learning the violin. At first it is difficult and hurts, but if we

practice every day it becomes like second nature, changing the neural

pathways in our brain. It is a habit.

Further than this, though, mutual aid communities could educate

themselves about social, political and economic justice and should take

part in activism with other communities and solidarity struggles, as

this also changes the oppressed identity into an empowered identity, and

develops co-operative behaviour: thinking together about solidarity

actions with other groups and people who are experiencing oppression

within the numerous hierarchies present in the world. Activism is

transformative and empowering, but only if you embed non-hierarchical

systems into practice. We must remember that although we have oppressed

identities and have experienced toxic stress and hierarchical damage, it

is fundamentally the system that needs changing, not us. Changing our

behaviours will help us to feel happier, empowered and flourish, but it

must run alongside the fight for systemic change.

Joining a mutual aid group and consciously practicing cooperative

behaviours until they become habitual, thereby replacing the old

oppressed/oppressor behaviours, is one way of changing the old toxic

patterns. Further activism in solidarity struggles will further embed

co-operative behaviour as a habit.

Non-hierarchical processes

The final step is to make sure the mutual aid community, as a whole,

does not slide back towards hierarchy. For this we need explicitly

non-hierarchical processes in place. Discussions need to happen in the

group about how we make decisions through consensus, how we allocate any

time or resources fairly, and how we challenge any power and privilege

that develops. Facilitation of meetings should be shared between all

members, meetings actively participated in by everyone, and agendas

should have input by everyone. Mutual aid communities should be small

enough that this is not problematic. It is vitally important that time

and thought is given to put these processes into place for the mutual

aid community, using research and the community resources available.

Practicing mutual aid is a revolutionary activity, because it is a

direct challenge to the dominant way of doing things. The hope is that

practicing the non-hierarchical processes within mutual aid communities

helps us all to learn important lessons, get better at it, along with

demonstrating an alternative to the status quo. An alternative that is

already present within the old toxic system, an alternative that can

replace the old toxic system and help to liberate human, non-human and

planet from the dangers of hierarchy.

The non-hierarchical consciousness, therefore, has three phases:

Notice hierarchies and write our experiences down.

Join a mutual aid community and practice cooperative behaviours and

activism until they become a habit that replaces the old oppressed

identity;

Spend time putting non-hierarchical processes in place within the mutual

aid community, including the ability to challenge power and privilege if

it starts to develop, to prevent systemic slips backwards.

Conclusion

A score of four or more adverse childhood experiences means that “the

likelihood of chronic pulmonary lung disease increases 390 percent;

hepatitis, 240 percent; depression 460 percent; attempted suicide, 1,220

percent.”(1) Just think about those statistics. The result of hierarchy

on me and you is increased risk of lung disease, hepatitis, and

depression. Suddenly political philosophy has gone from discussion

around moral goods and competing values to something concrete and

material. Hierarchy is bad for our health. It literally kills us.

The Adverse Childhood Experiences research is an important piece of work

that is bringing real benefit to people’s lives by locating solutions to

emotional, physical and mental health in social networks and nurturing

strategies. It breaks with a model that there is something biologically

wrong with us, that we were born this way or that way. We know that

human beings are not fixed, but are dynamic and developing; even the

brain has plasticity. We are born with some propensities, but our

environment and what happens to us, especially as children, creates and

changes us biologically, emotionally, and psychologically. In the case

of adverse childhood experiences the damage can be profound and shocking

and can have life changing consequences. Equally if we get things right

for human beings, we co-regulate their emotions, nurture and develop

safe and trusting relationships, then we can flourish.

So how we live together matters, because it impacts on our life

expectancy. It impacts on concrete things, like rates of cancer, heart

disease, obesity, and depression. Through using the phenomenology of

lived experience, I have understood that what was left out of the

adverse childhood experiences research was an analysis of hierarchy

within the family. The family has a necessary hierarchy in a

relationship of safety; children need adults to survive. The contingent

relationship, if also hierarchical, can cause chaos, and drive the

relationship of necessity into something unsafe.

Hierarchy is fertile ground for adverse childhood experiences and for

abuse. It creates an oppressed identity for us, because we understand

that we have parents who ‘create us’ in their judgement, as if we are an

object for them. The oppressor always treats the oppressed as if they

were an object, denying them their right to freedom at every turn. This

oppressed identity is internalised and dictates our future sense of

ourselves, and our capacity for agency and change. Furthermore the

adverse childhood experiences can be understood as degrees of

hierarchical damage which happen to us because we are oppressed and

powerless at the bottom of this familial hierarchy. They are abuses that

are done to us because it is the danger of all hierarchy to be abusive,

and these abuses affect our health and life expectancy. We are all

victims of a toxic system.

The social and nurturing solutions that lie in the contingent realm need

to properly mitigate against the dangers implicit in the necessary

hierarchy of safety. The solution, therefore, lies in families

organising themselves into consciously political, non-hierarchical,

mutual aid relationships which are empowering and liberating, and

protect the child from the hierarchical dangers present in their need

for adults for survival. We should employ playfulness, love, acceptance,

curiosity, and empathy in our ways of relating to each other, and

flatten hierarchies if they arise. The community around families should

rid itself of ‘expert’ roles, and have mutual aid structures. The

therapeutic solution lies in non-hierarchical mutual aid affinity groups

for particular health issues.

In the last thirty years I have learned that the most significant wounds

we carry are our wounds of oppression, and related abuse. These wounds

were created within social relationships, noticed and communicated to

ourselves and others through emotions that cause us toxic stress.

Healing is to be found within social relationships, not in isolation,

because human beings are social and emotions are a type of social

communication. The healing cannot happen in the same type of social

relationship that created that wound.. It must be a different type of

social relationship. We need relationships where we apprehend each other

authentically in freedom; where we apprehend our children as liberated,

capable of choices and of change, and as empowered; where we apprehend

ourselves in pride, and with agency: within mutual aid; without

hierarchy.

Adverse childhood experiences affect people who are living with these

wounds every day; who die from these wounds every day, kill themselves

every day, and struggle with the pain every day. I wonder how much

longer we are to continue with this anti-human practice of hierarchical

organisation, that privileges and upholds a few people’s power and

wealth. It is killing us.

In his poem ‘A Prayer For My Daughter’, Yeats expressed his anxiety for

the safety and for the future happiness of his daughter. He wanted her

to be a particular way so that she could fit well into society. I say

that it is the way we organise ourselves in society together that we

must change in order to liberate ourselves, to allow us to flourish and

thrive, to express ourselves, to make choices, to decide for ourselves

who we are today, and tomorrow. To be authentic. The family is

meaningful and important for us all, but like Hume’s bundle theory, some

properties of it can be discarded. We don’t need to destroy it all but

just reimagine it. Let’s focus on what we can change, and let’s create a

world where human beings and all life can flourish.

At the very least, in our families, in our communities, and in our

professional roles, let’s recognise the terrible danger that hierarchy

presents to all of us from our earliest breath, and strive to do

everything we can to change, and do things differently.

“So that all may live this rich, overflowing life.”

Peter Kropotkin, ‘Anarchist Morality’

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