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Title: To Start Over
Author: Avis de TempĂŞtes
Date: Summer 2018
Language: en
Topics: autonomy, affinity, insurrectionary, Avis de TempĂŞtes, The Local Kids, The Local Kids #1
Source: Translated for The Local Kids, Issue 1
Notes: First appeared as Recommencer in Avis de tempĂŞtes (Bulletin anarchiste pour la guerre sociale), Issue 1, January 2018

Avis de TempĂŞtes

To Start Over

To start over, always. That is the prospect, which can seem kind of

tragic, of all those who are at war against this world of infinite

horrors. Along the way some fall under the blows, others don’t resist

the siren-song that calls to resign oneself and get back in line, some

even make an outright U-turn. The others, that persist in fighting –

with ups and downs – have to find strength and determination to start

over again each time. However, on second thought, the tragedy is not to

start over, to start from scratch, but to abandon and to betray oneself.

Conscience, always individual, can be a heavy burden to carry and

becomes cruel when one betrays it without having enough anaesthetics at

one’s disposal. This world doesn’t lack anaesthetics, and even distils

them at will. A little alternative career for your own good, Sundays to

marvel at a natural park, a humanitarian or cultural project. Even

harder drugs; screens of all varieties, virtual reality and

relationships, a total stupor. No, such a prospect frightens us more

than all the distress, than all the difficulties connected to the

failure to destroy authority.

So, to start over. To sharpen conscience in a world that has taken aim

at it by launching its deadly poisons at it. Because what is

accommodation, resignation and submission other than the quenching of

one’s conscience, justified – or not – by the conditions we’re all mired

in? “They are too strong”, “people are too stupid”, “surviving is

already too hard”, “it’s too far from my nest” are some of the classics.

So, to sharpen conscience, means also to redevelop a taste for ideas

that allow us to see, to distinguish more clearly the contours of those

that pour cement on freedom. And, at the same time, to open up horizons

so as to be able to look – even if only a peak – beyond the walls and

the antennas, beyond the prisons and the laboratories, beyond the

massacres and the soldiers. Ideas are not bought in supermarkets and are

not deepened on the internet. It is each individual that appropriates

them step by step till cherishing them, and that defends them also

through thick and thin. Above all so in our times when democratic,

mercantile and technological totalitarianism aspires to eliminate each

fervour, to install slaveries and dependencies even more deceptive.

Somehow it is the most important treasure of the anarchist; the

conviction that there is no compromise possible between freedom and

authority, that they exclude each other, always and everywhere.

Thousands of institutions, organizations, ideologies try to destroy this

treasure. As well a state that drowns in blood the – at last roused –

cries of yesterdays oppressed, as the technocrat who talks about freedom

to design a technological system that expands every day its hold to the

four corners of the earth. As well the next leaders who seek to call the

shots of a movement of anger, as the clever acrobat of rhetoric who

tries hard to remove all significance of the attacks carried out against

this world. If we talk about starting over, it is to express our will to

take up – once more – the deepening of our ideas, to make them toxic for

all the authoritarians who try to approach them, and stimulating for all

the lovers of freedom who embrace them. It is to start over again –

inside contexts which are born to us and which have changed a lot over

the last years – to elaborate our lifelong anarchist project; to destroy

oppression and exploitation. Over time, as we plunge into it, other

experiences will arise, other attempts, other defeats. All of them are

part of our baggage, our heritage if you will, that – instead of making

us sink into a dark melancholy – can reinforce us to rebuild an

individual and collective project of freedom, a revolutionary

perspective. Certainly, it is impossible to avoid errors, to not find

oneself at times in a dead-end, to not be shipwrecked in the stormy

seas, but these failures are an integral part of our journeys. Like that

anarchist from the beginning of the 20th century said: “We move with

ardour, with strength, with pleasure in such a determined way because

we’re conscious of having done everything and being prepared to do

everything for it to be the right direction. We give study the biggest

care, the biggest attention and we give to action the biggest energy.

(…) To precipitate our course, we don’t need mirages of an imminent goal

within reach. It suffices us to know that we’re moving… and that, if

sometimes we reach a stalemate, we don’t get lost.”

But ideas alone are not enough for us. To know that authority is our

enemy, and that all who embody it is a target, from politicians to cops,

from technocrats to officers, from capitalists to supervisors, from

priests to snitches, is one thing. To project oneself into the necessary

destruction of the social relations, the structures and the networks

that allow them to exist, is something else. The communicating vessels

of idea and action are at the heart of anarchism. So that ideas don’t

wither, you need actions to invigorate them. So that actions don’t go

round in circles, you need ideas to animate them. Ideas to corrode the

mind-sets of obedience, the ideologies and submission. Actions to

destroy the structures and persons of domination. And if it is always

the time to act, to strike what exploits and oppresses, acting cannot be

a simple conditioned reflex. It cannot be content with responding

(re-acting) on a case by case basis with rage and vigour. So that acting

really becomes to act – in a revolutionary and anarchist perspective –

the initiative has to be ours, in an offensive that starts from our

individualities, our imaginations, our analyses and our determination.

Because to act is not a given and it doesn’t fall out of the sky,

reflecting on how to act is indispensable. It is for this reason we have

to bring again to the table the question of projectuality, our

autonomous capacity to project ideas and actions directly into the field

of the enemy. Waiting for “the people” - that hollow abstraction, here

to substitute the deceased proletariat – to become conscious and to

desire freedom, endeavouring to “educate”, doesn’t befit us. Not only

because it wouldn’t work, but also because such a perspective is now

totally obsolete (if it hasn’t already been always) in the face of a

constant bombardment of minds and senses by domination. To advance

gradually, struggle by struggle, social movement by social movement,

towards the big moment where everything finally converges to announce

the total upheaval, doesn’t suit us neither. If in every revolt against

what is imposed upon us, is always dormant the potential of a challenge

to everything beyond its starting point, too many checks, repetitions,

channelling are at work inside this kind of social movements to prevent

the dykes bursting and the unknown of subversion opening up.

That leaves us with – forgive us for going a bit fast – the possibility

to act as anarchists, on our own. But in order to go much further than

ourselves. Striking back is a basis, to elaborate a projectuality to not

only strike, but also to destroy the dykes of domination is an extension

more than desirable. It is here that we enter again the spheres of

insurrection; the perspective of making the dykes burst, of unleashing

the evil passions as another said, of opening a rupture in time to

strike more crushingly against the state and capital. Evidently there

are no recipes for insurrection, in spite of the veiled calls of modern

Leninists – recycling under less patched-up costumes the old recipe of

the seizure of power (this time from the bottom-up). But having no

recipes doesn’t prevent us from reflecting on, putting to the test and

exploring anti-authoritarian hypotheses; from a struggle against a

specific project of authority to an autonomous intervention during a

bout of social fever, from the paralyses of infrastructures that allow

the daily reproduction of wage slavery to the bold and sudden upheaval

against an enemy in the midst of a restructuring with an uncertain

outcome. To experiment in one’s own life these insurrectionary

hypotheses on anarchist bases, even on a small scale (our own), takes us

in any case far away from the tedious barracks of militancy, the same

old guesswork about what “the people” think or not, about what “the

milieu” does or doesn’t do, far from the expectation of the next social

movement, and so on and so forth. That means taking yourself the

initiative of attack following your own approach and itinerary.

Conceiving of an insurrectionary and anarchist perspective leads us

necessarily to the question of how to organize ourselves to advance on

such a path. That labour unions, also the more or less libertarian, will

not be appropriate instruments is rather obvious. Certainly so in the

current times where old “communities” based on work have been neatly

severed and dissolved by the advances of capital. The same goes for the

formal anarchist organizations; with their branches, congresses,

resolutions and initials. Maybe less evident is the fact that big

assemblies (that are adorned with the adjective “horizontal”) are also

inappropriate. We’re not denying the importance of open and contrary

discussions inside struggles and revolts, and so the eventual interest

to take part in them, but anarchists shouldn’t confine themselves to

participating in these moments of exchange, but also organize themselves

outside of them. The best element to ensure the communicating vessels

between ideas and actions, to formulate a real autonomy of action, is

the affinity between individuals; mutual understanding, shared

perspectives, willingness to act. Next, to develop more incisiveness, to

expand possibilities, to elaborate a vaster projectuality, to coordinate

efforts, to lend support to potentially crucial moments; there can grow

between the affinity constellations – always depending on the

necessities of a project – an informal organization. Meaning

self-organized, without name, without delegation, without

representation… And to be clear: informal organizations are also

multiple, according to objectives. The informal method doesn’t aspire to

bring all anarchists together in a single constellation, but makes it

possible to multiply coordinations, informal organizations, affinity

groups. Their encounter can happen on the terrain of a concrete

proposal, hypothesis or a precise projectuality. That makes all the

difference between an informal organization with necessarily “vague and

subterranean” outlines (so without being in search of the spotlights),

and other types of fighting organizations for whom the most important is

almost always the affirmation of their existence in the hope of

influencing the events, giving indications on the path to take, being a

force that is part of the power equilibrium. Informal organization

projects oneself elsewhere: avoiding the attention of the guard dogs of

domination, it exists only in the facts it fosters. In short, it doesn’t

have a name to defend or assert, only a project to bring about. An

insurrectionary project.

So that is where we start over from. In this day and age where revolts

hardly erupt and are more on the defensive than on the offensive, where

war moves in parallel with the technological caging of the world, where

the control grid closes in on everyone and so also on anarchists, where

the adherence of a lot of oppressed to the system is – as always – the

best defence domination can arm itself with, we persist in wanting to

propagate our ideas of freedom through a struggle without compromise

with authority. Outside the well-trodden paths, by affinity and informal

organization, conscious of the necessity of social revolution regardless

if it seems close-by or far-away, to transform fundamentally the social

relations on which this authoritarian society relies. To propagate ideas

and echoes of destructive attacks against the structures and persons

that embody oppression and exploitation, so as to open up

insurrectionary horizons.