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Title: My visit to Leiden
Author: Antti Rautiainen
Date: December 3, 2006
Language: en
Topics: anti-globalization, conferences
Source: Retrieved on 3rd November 2021 from https://anttirautiainen.livejournal.com/15859.html
Notes: A subjective report of 2nd European PGA conference which took place 31st of August — 4th of September 2002 in Leiden of Holland. Unpublished.

Antti Rautiainen

My visit to Leiden

The purpose of this article is to summarize my personal experiences from

the European conference of the People’s Global Action, which took place

31^(st) of August-4^(th) of September 2002 in Leiden of Holland. The

experience was indeed confusing, and more than once I really find myself

asking “what am I doing in this place?”. However it was very useful to

clarify to myself some things what are going on in the Western Europe —

on situation and perspectives of the movement. My experiences were maybe

not always encouraging, but maybe I understand certain things more

clearly by now.

There are two kinds of people — others write too long articles, others

too short or do not write at all. After finishing this one (or making to

the middle), you won’t have a doubt to which category the author goes. I

decided first to write down everything, and then to make different

referates to various journals. If you haven’t seen these journals and

are reading this article, you are propably too dependent on the

internet.

Slipping from my principles

During last 5 years when I have been active in Finland and Russia, I

have found myself countless times criticizing activist tourism, where

people travel thousands of kilometres to some spectacles instead of

trying to get the message spread in their own areas. I personally tried

to stay away from these events, never travelling to West from the river

Oder. Last spring I however decided to travel to European PGA

conference, since I discovered that I am much in a need of some moral

boost. Luckily I expected to get this moral boost just from seeing big

bunch of political hippies, and not from the possible resolutions or

practical coordination the conference could make.

Altough no Russian was interested to travel with me and I am not

completely broken, I decided to hitchike onwards from Latvian border to

save money and to raise awareness in Russia that if you really want to

participate to an international event, it is not really a question of

money. I soon realized that my estimations about schedule were far too

optimistic, but I had incredible luck on the road plenty of times and

arrived to Leiden early in the morning of Friday the 30^(th), just a bit

more than 5 days and some 2500 kilometres since I had left Moscow.

It took days to accomodate to the environment. It was not only the

demonstration against the Corporate influence over the UN in Amsterdam

of the Saturday, which was the most hippie action I have ever been in,

but the Leiden in itself and Dutch cities in general. I mean, everything

was just too nice and cute even in the Finnish scale, not to talk about

the Russian! How can one seriously think about destroying the global

capitalism in such a place? In another hand, my undocumented Polish

friend from Berlin got harrassed by cops just for dumpster diving or

walking on the street — if you disturb all this disgusting niceness, you

are immediately pushed around! In such places one has feeling that you

just have to break something. No wonder why so many voted the racist LPF

party, the place would be ready to fascism if there only was some

movement crushing of which would require that! How I hate those welfare

states!

Bum rush the show

I was in the Finnish group which organised the first PGA conveyor’s

meeting in Finland in the summer of 1998 (to be honest I did not really

lift a finger for that since I had other projects then), and I have been

following the developments of the network ever since. Conveyor’s meeting

eventually lead to few burn-outs and destruction of our group, but I am

not really bitter for that since it was anyway best thing our group ever

got done. But what disappointed me was the analysis I then made about

the conveyor’s group. To me it then seemed like a discussion group of

super-activists, a sort of activist equivalent of the WEF. Reading old

PGA materials now, it is clear to me that the process of choosing the

conveyors was indeed transparent, but I do not think representatives of

the conveyors themselves had much of any mandate to discussions and

endorsements they made from the organisations they were represening. Not

that decisions about action days or informal discussions about NGO’s

were that crucial decisions about future of our all, but networks which

are based on personal ties only claiming to represent mass movements are

just in clear contradiction with my personal ideas. But biggest

disappointment of all was that it seemed to me that nothing else is

really possible — PGA unites such a multitude of different movements

with different structures from different organisational traditions, that

any attempts to make more democratic and rigit mechanism would lead to

immediate collapse of the project. In the world of today, any attempt to

more coherent international organisation seems to be doomed to 100 times

smaller scale.

However there has been some development in the network during 4 years,

most importantly introduction of the continental dimension. In Europe

there is much more coherence between the movements, people and groups

involved in the European PGA are from much more similar traditions (such

as anarchist, autonomist, anti-imperialist or radical NGO) than in the

global scale. Lately a number of people (such as French Sans Titre

collective and Eurodusnie) have raised the criticisms about problems I

had seen, and in the European level there maybe would be ways to find at

least partial solutions.

Hooked to organisation

We must point out that we have really a big cultural barrier here,

during last 3 years author of this text has soaken deep into tradition

of the “organisational anarchism”, which has same roots as the

“anti-authoritarian networking” which is somewhat hegemonic paradigm in

the European PGA, but has developed very different answers to problems

of representation and decisionmaking. Where many comments in the

European PGA discourse raise criticism of representation as such, my

current organisation Autonomous Action relies on delegates with

imperative mandates and immediate recallability. Our view of democracy

also does not demand consensus decisionmaking. Lack of the

“organisational anarchism” is that it does not put that much stress to

good process than “networking/consensus/affinity group” approach of

“anti-authoritarian networking”, where by simplifying a little one may

say that latter tradition is ready to sacrifice results for sake of a

good process.

In many Western countries less than 5% of the anarchists (not that most

in PGA define themselves as such) are part in any formal organisation,

in East-Europe this share is bigger but propably nowhere much more than

25%. It is an open question if organisational anarchism may organise

mass movements these days, since it has not really succeeded in that

since 1936. But PGA is around and unites millions (and tens of thousands

in Europe), so plenty of organisational anarchists find themselves in

the PGA conferences (including leading moderate syndicalist unions,

Swedish SAC and Spanish CGT).

However, since my understanding of democracy differs so much from the

European PGA paradigm, in every discussion I am in another leg

out-situation. However since many people had made similar criticisms as

I have, I was more inside than for example the syndicalists who were

carefully following process discussions but never said a word, obviously

feeling themselves as sole observers.

So fresh, so clean

As I said I had no any expectations beforehand, but this changed soon on

the place. Everything (food, nightplaces, venues) was stunningly well

organised, organised even published a daily conference paper with

informations about all the sessions of the day before! Even more

important, the wish to deal with the structural problems on the European

level was very evident, both conveyors, MRG Catalonia and Eurodusnie,

had done propositions to deal with some of the problems, such as

increasing transparency to the process how conveyors are working and

what are their responsabilities. I was expecially happy to see that

Eurodusnie had published Jo Freeman’s “tyranny of structurelesness” in

the conference reader, this text is very important theoretical reference

of our movement and we (Autonomous Action) have distributed its Russian

translation in the former Soviet Union.

So suddenly I was much more motivated with the process part of the

conference, expecially when I realized that none of the more practical

working groups were about themes which have any relevancy in the former

Soviet Union. The fact that “civil society” does not exist in xUSSR sets

a very rigid frame to what you may even think to try. For example,

although Russia is not contributing less to the global debt problem than

Western countries, in Russia you may forget about organising around some

demands towards decisionmakers which do not raise direct possibilities

of people to influence their own lifes by direct action. Same thing with

any Third World issue whatsoever, the segment of the society which would

pressure policymakers towards something just does not exist. Chechen war

was another thing since the own nationals were slained there in

thousands in the both sides, and there were real chances of mutinies for

example, but we finished organising against even that when anti-war

movement took course to agony two years ago (in December 2002 we however

resurrected our campaign). Our solidarity demonstration as part of the

S26 of year 2000 around IMF and World Bank issues is unlikely to be

repeated, it is not really the problem in Russia that people do not know

that they are robbed, they know it very well — it is not the information

what is needed but effective and credibile forms of resistance.

Discussions about Rio+10 or Carbon Trade could be as well in another

planet for us.

Global Season of Struggle — connecting movements for emancipation

So besides the East European working group in afternoon of the Monday

the 2^(nd) of September, I ended up to Strategy and Process debates.

Since in Saturday evening I heard that there was an urgent lack of the

note takers, I listed to taking notes from two strategy debates of the

Sunday. This was a mistake for sure, since there was 8 PM deadline for

the notes to be published in the paper of next day — by that time I had

not even notes of the first debate finished! I was for sure somewhat

disappointed about this, expecially when I saw next morning that small

size of the paper (one A3) allowed only very superficial look to debates

which had taken place, and for half of the discussions there was no

place in the first place. There was a sort of misunderstanding about the

function of the paper — editors had journalistic approach, and materials

were treated as news — where people writing the notes for sure wanted to

give people who had not been able to participate to concrete discussions

as complete picture as possible about what had taken place. Luckily

these two approaches were converging later on, expecially when size of

the conference paper grew bigger... and anyway internet compensated

partly limitations of the paper version.

There were 6 themes for the strategy debates — “How do we look back on

the international mobilisations and days of action, and how will we move

forward?”, “What concrete alternatives can we create?”, “How do we

relate to more vertical organisations and with the wider society”, “How

do we react to repression”, “Which new forms of resistance are emerging”

and “How do we organise in a direct democratic way and build up counter

power”. All debates took place both in the morning and in afternoon,

where the idea was that everyone could then participate to two different

debates on different times. I was taking notes about 6^(th) theme in the

afternoon, and 4^(th) theme in the morning.

The biggest problem to me as a note taker was not the unrealistic

deadline or extracting demand, but the fact that it was almost

impossible to grasp some content from the discussions in the first

place. The themes were just way too abstract to get something out, in

context where there could be dozens of people in the room and most saw

each other the very first time. Sixth group I choosed as a laboratory

experiment, since I found the theme most widest and thus most impossible

to have results in 3 hours. To discussion about repression in afternoon

I went because it was the most concrete, but still people (there were

only 5 of us) expressed their concerns about anything from bloodtests in

England via banning the demonstrations in Strasbourg to Pim Fortyin’s

murder, RAF and repressions in Moscow. What is the point in discussion

repression without any focus on what could we do about it? And as

always, discussing concrete proposals is impossible if they are not

printed to paper and distributed says in prior to beginning of the

discussion. Not that I am criticizing, since I noted that during all the

strategy debates there were number of people who

results

interesting

I can do nothing but remember those people with an enormous respect. I

can also only respect the note takers who were able to extract contents

of the groups to 200 words, and giving picture that there had been a

clear process which had converged to some common solution about the

problem in question. I tried that, but I realized that it would be

horrible violence against contents of the discussion since I should

imagine the overall storyline which I just could not see. Those people

must just have born a laptop in their hands.

Process as a goal in itself

In the morning of Monday the 2^(nd) there were still no any really

relevant one case issue workshops from xUSSR perspective, and I decided

to join the PGA process discussion. Here my activist culture went to a

full crash course with the one around there, the consensus process here

became a painful experience at least. Most of the morning session went

to discussion about what issues we should discuss and in which order. In

the end not any real decision was made, discussion just followed it’s

own logic. Later I hear that the afternoon session had been less painful

and had managed to proceed with the agenda.

In the end, conference ended up to make decisions about 5 issues

concerning the process of the European PGA network. First was about

infopoints, how information about PGA is distributed on the local level.

Second one was about Global contacts, how European PGA takes care about

global communications and maintains the global contacts list. Third one

was about support group, group of people who together with conveyors

help with the practical work. Fourth one was how convenors are chosen

and what their tasks are, and fifth one was about communication tools.

Eurodusnie had made ready-written propositions only about issues of

communication tools and conveyorship. MRG Catalonia had had propositions

on decentralization (this developed into infopoint structure) and

support group, but in their original form propositions were somewhat

loosely defined and pleased few people. Issues of both infopoints and

support group were controversial for many people around, and the

conference was in the end somewhat unable to make about any decisions on

the latter. Taking in the account that guidelines for infopoint- and

support group working had to be drafted from zero, it was actually

surprising that conference was able to make even that much decisions.

Consensing for fun

The pain of the consensus was that I had to strive to keep my mouth shut

in order not to sabotage the process. Everytime I opened it (usually

that was for some fundamental criticism), I received suffering looks

pleaing for mercy. For sure no-one was rude and asked me to shut up, but

it was clear that most of my comments (and many comments of other people

as well) caused plenty of suffering. When you make majority decisions,

you can raise objection on about every detail, since most of the details

are not very interesting to most of the people and thus you may just

vote, and everything is over in the five minutes. In consensus process

in large groups, if you start to whine about details everyone will just

get crazy.

One example was the issue of decisionmaking in the final plenary.

Eurodusnie had proposed that decisions could be made with 3/4 majority

if consensus may not be reached, where MRG Catalonia was strictly

demanding consensus. This was a clear conflict, and to me it seemed that

solving it should be of first priority since plenary itself could hardly

make a draft decision about this one. So I proposed the topic to be the

first to be discussed. Some people agreed, others not, and somewhat the

idea just got buried without any explicit decision having been made

about it. Of course I could have insisted when facilitator made

propositions about next issues to be discussed, but that would hardly

have been constructive. I heard that in the beginning of the afternoon

session another person had made the same proposition, but it sinked as

well without any special rejection. Finally no any session managed to

really priorize issues, which ended up to situation that process

discussion was finished 3 AM in the morning of the plenary day. And if

some draft decision about plenary decisionmaking was made, it was not

announced anywhere (so I supposed it was not made). So plenary ended up

to work in a consensus. Quite logical — if there is not consensus about

something else than consensus, decisions will be made in consensus.

Consensus for sure made the final plenary very slow, and in a sense

these flaws which were present in the process from the very beginning

lead to situation where final plenary was unable to make decisions about

a number of points.

If I ruled the decisionmaking procedure (imagine that)

I am not against consensus decisionmaking, but the conditions for it to

work out are that group should be small enough (less than 30 persons),

homogenous in their opinions and discussion culture and there should be

almost unlimited time frame. None of these conditions were fulfilled in

the European PGA conference. Due to this, even many hard boiled

activists get very frustrated and stressed. For sure consensus decisions

might be made in an unrelaxed atmosphere as well, but there is no more

any guarantee that these are real consensus decisions, not arbitrary and

watered down compromises which people agree only in order to get back

home some day. In this kind of conditions consensus decisions become

sort of a game, where each participator has to weight very carefully are

their disagreements with some points principial enough to have them said

out, since this will always increase frustration of others and endanger

the discussion about even more important topics, since time frame is

limited and it is not possible to make decision about all of the points.

Time to drop some heads? Not quite. I could not really grasp the logics

how some propositions got accepted and some just dropped without any

discussion. However the process discussion followed all the time a

certain logic. One reason for this might be homogenity of opinions among

dominating activists — which is maybe not due to clique but due to a

long experience on PGA work which has lead to different people

supporting similar kind of solutions to existing problems. Many people

seemed to have a really clear vision what could work in practice and

what not, and on which themes a consensus might be reached and on which

themes not. Facilitators were extremely skilled as well. For example

other people than me just implicitly understood, that as no other

proposition than consensus would be accepted for the final plenary,

waisting hours to discuss about that be a waste of time. Most of the

decisions made were really small steps, but in a sense important steps

for the development of the network.

Working group of the rising sun

The East European working group in the Monday afternoon was a source of

controversial feelings not only for me. We had met in the Saturday

evening with a small group of people from Russia, Czech Republic and

Poland, as well as the Swedish person who had initiated this working

group for the conference. Our purpose was not to take control of the

agenda, but to make some propositions for the general discussion. We

decided to pick up three points — EU expansion and campaigns related to

that, European Social Consulta impact and participation in the Eastern

Europe and at last how western groups willing to help East European

groups could do that in a constructive and useful way. We did not picked

up the issue of NATO protests coming up in Prague, since that was a

topic of a separate presentation. These points were agreed (or more

correctly, no-one disagreed) in the big working group, although the

discussion to come was propably something different from what we had

expected.

People who had initiated the point in program had one ambitious idea

above others — making European PGA a genuinely European organisation,

where East-European groups are as much present as those of the West. But

as the usual rule goes, if you have not written concrete prosposals

prepared, you may just forget about it. Even worse if you have your goal

but expect others to make the concrete proposals to reach it.

After lenghty presentations of the groups present, we decided to start

with the theme of the EU expansion. Some people noted that they would

like to talk about expansion of the capital in general. It was very

clear to me that this kind of debate would transfer discussion to a

moarning in a choir about evils of the capital. People did not seem to

figure out, that for example Czech comrades were planning a very

concrete campaign on the EU expansion, and wished to have that discussed

on a very concrete level. But only me and Czech comrades were supporting

splitting of the group to have more practical issues to be discussed

separately, so the group went for the moarning.

Easternplayalisticadillacmuzic

At this point it became clear that people had come to the discussion

with very different kinds of ideas what it should be, and most came

without any idea whatsoever. Almost all people from the West came to

hear a lecture about East Europe, without any opinions or wishes to do

something. Many people from the East came to talk about their concerns

about any theme whatsoever, without any attempt to make some concrete

proposals (not that they could have been worked out collectively in any

case). Some people were NGOists, they were very nice people but I am

afraid there would be no any basis for common projects for them since I

have no any faith to NGO way of activity in the Eastern Europe. So in

the end I just ended up listening the flow of words and trying to write

notes.

I do not think the presentations in conferences are a good idea, if

people want to just learn something the written articles are for that.

However, for many people from East it was pleasant just to sit and tell

about their projects, and to listen about projects of the others. This

obviously because for many people adopting oral information is more

easier that adopting written one, and because many people are unable to

use full opportunities of the internet, where information about any

groups and projects is available but hard to reach.

During the break, more than 10 Western Europeans left the room, without

having said any word. Propably most were there for presentations anyway,

but maybe some were silenced because for some reason the discussion

adopted a sort of “East talks, West listens” mode. I do not see much of

a point in this, maybe it is some remniscent of some “Western guilt”

discourse which is quite present in all documents of the movement who

address the issue of raising the Eastern and Southern participation.

However as far as the East goes, this is quite pointless approach since

role of Westerners here is not that of sole cheerleaders, since in East

there are no similar living tradition of peoples movements than in the

South and thus the ideas and modes of organisations come from the West.

Some groups in the East for sure try to operate on the tradition of the

movements which toppled the iron curtain, but to a large extent it is

the Western movements which generate movements in the East, and thus

Western and Eastern groups should have completely equal roles in this

discussion.

I am quite happy that the European Social Consulta was not adressed a

lot, I had only supported its inclusion to draft agenda since some

comrades in the Czech republic seemed to have a some sort of vision

about its relevance in the East. To me, all consulta documents seem to

be some of the most horrible collections of vague and abstract rhetorics

I have ever seen. I do not claim that there is no any concrete content

in the projet, they just succeeded very well in making it unvisible. At

first sight, it seems like either there is a hidden agenda in it, or

organisers do not have much of any idea and just hope that gathering

masses of people to one common mess would be a good goal in itself. So I

decided to stay far from any conference events with any relation to

consulta, and watch from the distance what is about to come from the

process until stepping into it.

Actually there had been one concrete proposal to increase East European

participation in the preparation of the conference — proposition of the

MRG Catalonia to create regional PGA’s to various areas of the Europe,

one being the East Europe. This would have been a disaster for East

Europe, if passed. No group in East Europe which currently has any

commitment whatsoever to PGA has a capacity to do such an organising on

their own. This would have effectively meant throwing responsability of

East European organising to East Europeans, and that Western groups

focus only to their own area — as it unfortunately has usually been at

least until now.

There is nothing like a good guilt-tripping

As for the last common topic, “how western groups willing to help East

European groups could do it in a constructive and useful way” goes, it

was my idea. When I started with it we had some 20 minutes left, so I

just said what I think without much of hope that some larger discussion

would take place. The point behind the topic was that there seems to be

much goodwill in the West about how to get East Europeans involved, but

not much of any practical ideas. For example I have not read a single

strategy paper during the last years not wooing about low level of East

European participation, and concerns how to have some more of it. In

another hand, when there are some very concrete proposals by Eastern

groups about cooperation, often nothing comes out from them.

When I was talking how conference and summit travelling of the few

without sharing the experience with the others creates activist elites,

a comrade from the Rainbow Keepers was a little bit insulted since she

had organised this kind of projects in the Russia in the past, and had a

contradictory experience. She felt that in general the interest in

Russia to international events is miserably low, and it is a huge pain

to have some people travelling even when it is possible to do it for

free.

In the end, I sort of agree with her that the issue is much more

complicated that just “activist elite vs. the rest”. But it is not the

stupid and ignorant mass of activists either — there are just deep

structural and social reasons which prevent PGA and other international

initiatives, such as summit spectacles, to create synergy with the

Russian movements. At first, the Russian society is currently in a very

different state that those of the West or of the South. Where in many

Southern countries structural adjustement has pushed huge masses of

people back against the wall, where chance is to resist or to die, and

in many Western countries traditional left is facing the same choice, in

Russia where Yeltsinite democracy is going to its agonizing death the

fragile civil society born during the Perestroika time is gone as well.

The nation is ready to totalitarism, only reason why it is not created

is that really fascism is only necessary for capital where there is an

opposition which has to be crushed, and in Russia there isn’t. For

masses of people hooked to their tv screens, events like Prague, Seattle

or Gothenburg would as well take place in another planet. Those Russians

who travel to these events get some moral boost, but do not have much of

an attempt to organise around same kind of issues on the local level

since there is hardly any perspective.

Really networking always goes from bottom to up — you must have a well

functioning group in your city until you may reach out to local and

national level, and unless the regional networks are not functioning,

doing international work is a waste of time. For example Alter-EE list

has been networking East European anti-authoritarian activists for 6

years already and has a very wide base of subscribers, but it has seldom

been able to create common projects since there is just not that much

base for such a thing. Really networking and common projects sort of

born out spontaneously, when time is ripe for them. For example I

proposed 4 years ago in East European anarchist conference in Prague to

set up such a East European news courier as the Abolishing the Borders

from Below is now, but the time was just not ripe then — now it is, and

ABB appeared completely independently from the networks in which I have

been raising the discussion. In some sense attempts to have some success

with Russian participation to international movement is sort of hitting

ones head to brickwall, as long as the social conditions for that just

are not there. Or more exactly, you maybe would get some results but

better not to expect too much, and better to very carefully work out

some model how those possible results could be reached since there are

many traps on the way, and good intentions alone are not much of any

help.

We are just note-taking for fun

Once again, I was ready with the notes around midnight, which meant that

our working group was mentioned with 30 words in the conference

newspaper. This was a disappointement to a Swedish comrade who had

initiated the working group, but I commented that just having some

written words about East Europe could do a little to change the problems

we have. Same goes with his proposition to have something about East

Europe to have mentioned in the final strategy document — some nice

words like “we must work hard to increase East European involvement”

would change the real situation very little since the same phraseology

is present anywhere anyway. At first, there should be concrete

proposals, and at second, this concern should be integrated to network

far more deeper way than just the level of declarations. European PGA

network structure is lightyears from having a chance to make strategy

documents binding all participators. It is the minds of the people we

have to change, not papers, and to me the most crucial question with the

PGA is if there any chances for that in the first place?

After typing the notes another night in a row until midnight, I for sure

was quite tired, and much more confused than any time before wondering

what I am doing in this place. So Tuesday morning I spent few hours just

hanging around and refocusing. When my mind was cleared from all

intentions and I was 100% I was not nervous anymore, I find myself

floating to discussion about conclusions on the strategy debates. My

intention was not to participate but just to observe the process.

Here we go again

Quite long time was sacrificed to presenting the strategy debates which

had taken place some two days before. This was somewhat boring, mostly

just reading and referring from the conference newspaper. For some

reason I said something about the groups to which I had participated,

which seem to make people even more bored since I had not a much of idea

about what our discussions had been about and for why they had taken

place.

Some people showed incredible capacity of creative thought, and managed

to extract some common nominators from all the strategy debates. Or

maybe they had just been thinking about the issues they rised on their

own, and thus they saw everything linked to these issues. Anyway, these

nominators were “Intervention to real social dynamics”, “From welfare

state to control state” and “Private property & reappropriation”. Then

we faced a problem — all strategy debates should have included the

aspect of gender, in order that not to have been marginalized to its own

debate, but apparently no debate had been dealing with the issue. So it

was decided that this time gender issue will have another try in the

form of a separate group. I decided to opt for this one, since it was

most interesting in a sense of laboratory experiment — gender issue is

propably the worst among all of those “all talk no do” topics (beating

even “East European participation” and “local involvement”), and I was

very curious to know if something else could be reached this time. It

was a source of amusement for everyone to notice, that our debate

consisted of two guys — me and a French one. Later a Dutch guy working

in PGA radio joined us.

Et si des keums en écoutant ce skeud pensent que j’ai tort

The French guy was taking notes, and he had also very strong vision what

we should state about the topic. I concentrated just to raise my bad

experiences about lack of real content on various gender debates and I

called for concrete proposals. I told about only new concrete proposal I

had heard in many years, that is the triple stack system. Stack is the

facilitation technique where instead of chairman giving one person a

right to speak at time, one person is just writing down names in the

order where people ask their turn, and everyone is given turn in their

times. There is a variant of this, when direct points and general points

are separated — people who want to make direct comments to one speaker

are given priority, so they “are in another, priorized stack”. But few

weeks before I heard from an American anarchist communist comrade

another variant used in their federation — that in which people who have

been unactive in the discussion before are giving priority to others,

which puts them to “third stack”, which is given a priority over the two

others (actually technical points are given a priority over all of

these, so it is not “triple stack” but “quadruple stack”). This is

certainly a gender issue and not a sex issue, since there are plenty of

macho women dominating the discussions, as well as silent and timid men

— persons discussion gender may differ from the biological one. But

usually it is women who are silent, and this method helps to integrate

everyone who is afraid to talk aloud in public to discussion.

However the French guy had another interest in this discussion, and he

ended up writing a very beautiful declaration on his own which consisted

about one third of the final conclusions of the strategy debates. For

sure there was not a single phrase in this text with which I would not

agree with, but it also had not anything I had not read dozens of times

before, it sort of fulfilled my bad expectations.

In general I think gender issue was not that rudely sidelined in the

conference. Although many debates were dominated by men, and the women

who participated were from the minority with a good self-esteem, still

in all of the issues (except gender issue) there was a much better

presence of women than in any issues our federation has lately been

working on in Russia. I do not think this is just an accident, the

European PGA paradigm of consensus and concentration to good process

(such as facilitation) instead of results really gives better abilities

for women (in the sense of gender, that means I include silent men here)

to participate. Of course applying this approach which is succesfull in

small, homogenous groups is not always doing so well in the big events

such as the European PGA conference, but still the difference is clear.

In Russia we should really think what to do improve our process, and

what in the European PGA paradigm would be applicable for us — miserable

share of women among our militants is a proof that we may not continue

as we have done before.

36 process discussion points of danger

In afternoon I joined the discussion about conclusions of the of the PGA

process. At once I was able to sit the whole time without saying

anything. When the allocated time was finished, half of the themes were

not even discussed yet. As far as I know, there had not been any

priority discussion about the themes, althought it had been proposed

several times. This was maybe not such a bad thing after all, since such

a thing would have wasted hours. Finally some people ended up discussing

proposition to plenary until 3 AM. I guess everyone understands that

this approach is not very democratic or transparent since most people

are just too tired to participate, expecially if they want to be awake

during the plentary itself.

In the end I think the mistake was not really lack of the priority

discussion, but the fact that there was not enough time in the first

place, and too few well-prepared proposals. The issues of the support

group and infopoints are really big and controversial ones, and one and

half days to prepare them were certainly not enough. I do not really

understand what was the point in sacrificing the morning session to

strategy debates. Is goal of the European PGA to make some strategy

document which everyone will find useful and necessary to their

activity, and to which they will be committed to? I doubt. At worst, the

results will be just abstract words impossible to apply in any concrete

project, at best still just some commentaries and recommendations.

European PGA is quite far from being able to draft a sort of a party

action program, if such a thing is needed. I do not think that

increasing coherence is bad thing, certainly there are things I hope all

people involved in the European PGAdo and concentrate into. But due to

extremely loose structure, no any strategy debate may reach such

results, it is always the groups setting their agendas separately from

each other. That is the level where I hope the development to take

place, not in the level of the declarations.

So the morning of the plenary once again mostly ended up just to present

the results of the strategy debates. I think it would have been enough

to have these debates just once, and a note-taker to extract some 200

words from each to common report. What is the point of a structure like

European PGA to have some strategy paper, which everyone have formally

agreed? I would be surprised if any of the groups who were in the

conference would sit dow in their local, translate the strategy document

to their own language and make a decision how to apply it to each of

their projects. The abstractness of the paper was not result of the

confusion among those who came to conference, it was result of the

structure of the European PGA itself.

100 plenaries and runnin’

From which we may move to the point of having the plenary in the first

place. Lately I have come to conclusion that the main problem is in

having any kind of formal decision — this formal decision can be reached

in a more (such as parlamentary, authoritarian) or less evil (such as

imperatively mandated delegates, direct democracy, plenary or consensus)

ways, but it is evil anyway. Any need to have a formal, written down

decision is a sign that people are not capable to reach an agreement in

a normal face-to-face discussion, a decision which is expected to be

accepted and followed in the future as well. Making any formal, written

down decision is always a pain, against natural group dynamics of the

human beings.

I have no doubt that such a pain is often needed — but the fact that the

pain is there shows that we are moving on dangerous ground here. And

more there is pain, more you may question the sense of all that. And

plenary, if anything, is a very painful thing. Its existence indicates

that people who are really committed to the PGA process have desperate

need to legitimaze the steps they are taking, by forcing everyone to one

big room for hours in a desperate attempt to reach a consensus decision.

Almost all people really interested about the process were in the

process discussion, which was some 4 or 5 times smaller than the final

plenary, and respectively 4 or 5 times less painful. But although PGA

crystallizes hopes of tens of millions of people, it networks millions

of people in the world and tens of thousands in Europe, and is the most

credible international initiative since founding of I-do-not-know-which

workers international, still in the European level there are just a

handful of people who have a slightest vision how the process of PGA

should develop. Just a handful of people who are ready to sacrifice few

days to difficult discussions about the theme. Such a small group of

people, that they must get legitimization to their decisions by the

painful plenary process — otherwise they will feel like a small activist

group, and propably will soon to collapse into being such. Although vast

majority of the participators of the conference and plenary are not

really committed to the process and their presence is mostly symbolical

support, their presence is still the lifeline for the maintenance of the

myth of the PGA.

biNGO time!

Whatever, during the plenary I managed not to stress too much, instead I

was observing the social dynamics in a rather relaxed mood. A great help

for this one were my biNGO grids, where I crossed keywords every time

when someone mentioned them. Unfortunately I was not succesfull this

time, and in general only one French comrade got a biNGO although the

rules of the game had been published in the general conference newspaper

of the same morning. Here are my grids, crossed blocks are noted with

green colour. Strategy biNGO was a common effort of two Finnish and one

Swedish comrade, in process biNGO Finnish were supported by Danish.

Strategy debate:

Movimento Sem Terra

North-South Cooperation

Alternative

Zapatistas

Proposal

Autonomous

Continuation

Local involvement

Radical change

Creative forms of resistance

Reformism

Grassroot organization

Network

Argentina

Democratic

Social struggle

Decentrali-zed

Disobedien-ce

Horizontal

Prisoner support

Coordination

Forum

Migration

European Social Consulta

Anarchism

Process debate

E-mail list

Organisation

Issue

We don’t have that much time so...

Hierarchical

Working group

Hallmark

Democratic

Structure

<<Translation sign “L”>>

We should not go to the details

Technical detail

Network

Keep your comments short, please

Keep to the point

Internet

Reflect

Proposal

Webpage

So we leave it for later

Please

Initiative

Transparent

Diversity

Spirit

Note that words did not have to be mentioned in the exact form — for

example we crossed “anarchism” when “anarchist” was mentioned. However

combined expressions had to explicitly include all parts, although

“radical” and “change” were mentioned many times, sometimes even in the

same phrase, we could not cross “radical change” since they were not

mentioned combined. It was also not allowed to cross expressions when

they were just read aloud from written documents submitted to the

plenary.

We played the first biNGO to afternoon as well, but since the results

were not good we decided to make a separate process biNGO, which we

played only one hour — with tremendous results! One may make some

conclusions about the spirit in the plenary from the fact that “please”

was not said at once during this period...

Lenghty punchline starts here

Ok, having read some 7000 words of cynical or tragicomedical remarks,

reader maybe wants to know if I have something positive to say about the

European PGA conference, or at least some concrete proposals which I

called all the time. Well, although I certainly love all you people who

were there, boosting your moral is not that much my style. To me pain

and understanding have always been two somewhat synonymous expressions.

First good step would be that everyone just spent a while to think what

do they want from the network, after having done a reality check. It is

obvious that European PGA is unlikely rushing as one to any new

initiative, it is for example not necessary a sign of racism if network

does not run immediately to support issue such as the movement against

the war in Congo, in contrary to opinion of one African participator. In

another hand, although European PGA has its own priorizing dynamics, and

these dymanics are to a large extent independent from any collective

decision, priorities are still not necessary a monolith course which is

unchangeable, I think that by patient discussion it is possible to

influence not only formal priorization by the network (which is a little

in itself) but also to priorities of the individuals who are

participating to it.

We need some more dimensions here

Take concrete issue, such as the East-European involvement. At first

West-Europeans should realize, that most issues which work out in the

West do not work in the East. Even many issues, which you could imagine

should work in the East, will not work. Still there are and will be some

ideas which could be worth of trying. For example Autonomous Action of

Moscow got first hooked to European Noborder-network just in connection

with the organisation of the Polish bordercamps, but in few years an

idea of organising support campaign to Chechen refugees popped up. It

did not really worked out, but was worth of trying anyway. When we again

began questioning our participation to the Noborder in the spring of

2002, Southern groups of Autonomous Action began to organise

anti-deportation campaigns in the Kuban region of the Black Sea rim.

So when Western groups begin new campaigns, they should have a thought

if there could be an East- European dimension in them. The same way,

East-European groups should have a thought if their campaigns could have

some West European dimension, and more importantly, be concrete and

realisitic with their expectations, and even more importantly, to expect

something else except just money. People shouldn’t be too realistic —

every anti-repression issue, every ecological protest has at least some

potential to become international, you should at least have a try.

East Europeans should strive to understand

West-European movements in a more deeper than just a superficial way. At

first sight anything in West Europe seems just awesome, but after

another look it is easy to find plenty of problems. My strongest

discovery after Leiden was that I am actually hell of a lucky to live

and organise in Moscow — our autonomy of action is in a completely

different level than in the West. In the West, whatever you say or do is

annoying someone else in the “left”. In Russia there are people

criticizing and hating you as well, but they are something like 10

persons in some closed e-mail list. But in the West, there will always

be hundreds or thousands of people putting you as a reformist, an

extremist, an authoritarian, a disorganized, a liberal, a dogmatic, a

sexist or a sectarian feminist nutcracker or whatever on every step you

take. Here we can just do whatever we want and organise the way we want.

Actually in federative level Autonomous Action is just about as

organised as is possible without sinking into bureaucracy or to endless

discussions about formalisms, being in this edge is a sort of an ideal

compromise to me. In the West, there would not be a chance for such a

balancing. If East-Europeans do not start to understand West-European

society and movements, they do not even find any normal people to

cooperate with, for example dozens of people in Russia live in faith

that ATTAC in the West are good people and efforts should be taken in

order to network with them.... what a waste! In similar way, most of

people in Russia think that the commonly agreed main goal of any big

international mobilization is to have as big riot as possible.

If there is something from which West-Europeans should get rid of, that

is the attitude that everything should be on a walking distance! If you

think that places like Warsaw or Prague are far away.... fuck you! They

are not! People from Siberia spend days hitchiking on highways or

bumming in short-distance trains to get to our summer conferences at the

Black Sea, and you may not spend few short hours in a comfortable

Western train which is a direct connection!

Propably East-European involvement would also require that some people

which have a long-term involvement in the PGA should take the issue to

their hearts. Eastern expansion was for sure a condition for the

Noborder network to have any perspective at all (since soon Central

Europe won’t have any ground borders), but it would not have happended

without lots of sacrifices and work by a very few Western individuals.

Playahatin’

There is also one very practical issue which is currently a barrier in

the East European involvement. That is the current East European

coordinator, Rainbow Keepers. I am sure that the few people who have

some vision about developing PGA in East Europe among Rainbow Keepers

have most honest intentions, but they seem to have much other

priorities. Besides few articles in somewhat little distributed paper,

Tretiy Put, and organising a bus travel to founding conference and

presence in Cochabamba, Finland and Leiden for example, I have not seen

much attempts to organise on PGA frame in the xUSSR by them. Nothing

came out from the idea to have East-European/CIS PGA conference

organised in Votkinsk in August of 2001.

Unactivity would not be a problem in itself it could not at times hamper

participation of the others. Example on this was the Cochabamba

conference, support group passed East-European applications to Rainbow

Keepers to approve, but Rainbow Keepers refused announcing that they do

not know these groups and have no method to decide about their

suitability. Support group had not such resources either, but it was

even worse idea to pass applications to conference organisers. In the

end, no-one did anything with the applications, and as far as I know

Rainbow Keepers was the only group travelling to the Cochabamba from

East Europe. Among thus refused applicants were two persons from

Autonomous Action. Actually the fact they applied was outrageous since

these people did not had approval of the whole organisation (which was

then just a network) to their application and seemed just to think that

Western activist are happy to waste $1000 anytime just to see some

Russian faces (this actually at times seems to be the case). However if

nothing is done with the current situation same thing is likely to be

repeated in the future.

A Rainbow Keeper activist explained me that in Cochabamba it was decided

that RK will not “monopolize contacts”, that any other East European

group should have equal access to information.

This is a good decision. I think another decision which should be made

is that any East Europeans should be able to participate to European

process in the equal terms, whatever happens to the East European

process hosted by Rainbow Keepers.

Note that I am as well a Rainbow Keeper member myself, so I am not just

trying to throw some mud on a rival organisation. And if these few

details are solved, I have no problem of having Rainbow Keepers to

continue as East-European coordinator, or conveyor, or whatever. But in

the long run, I think for European PGA it would be good to have an

East-European conveyor, or maybe a group of East European conveyors

since it is unlikely that a single group could handle the task on their

own.

This seems like a completely unrealistic thing right now, where some

East European groups which have had a long involvement in the PGA even

wonder have they enough resources to work as infopoints. But I think in

few years it would be possible to have East European conveyors, if we

approve it as a common goal now. For sure it would require also very

active role of the support group (if it will still exist) and

withdrawing conveyor, since organisation of the conference, and even

that of the coordination meetings would be financially dependant from

the West.

(Post scriptum: when making final edition to the text, it seems like PGA

will have an East-European conveyor already 2003...)