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Title: You are authority
Author: Welwin
Language: en
Topics: anti civilisation, individualist, apocalypse, feminist 
Source: scanned from original

Welwin

You are authority

REQUEST: If you start reading this, read it until the end. Otherwise,

you may not get the full meaning and our purpose is defeated.

 

 

                                                YOU ARE AUTHORITY

 

Honesty is a dangerous policy.

 

Life is the most beautiful thing in this world.

Life knows no suffering.

Suffering is a social construct.

Now don’t ask what on earth this life is.

The person asking is himself life.

Sufferer(S): Oh my God, am I the most sacred life. If I am life and life

is the most beautiful something, then why don’t I feel it that way?

GONE CASE (GC): Because you are made to feel otherwise. You have been

disconnected from your own inner essence. To feel life in its full joy,

you have to connect to a person long forgotten by you.

S: Who is that? I don’t know any person long forgotten who is capable of

removing my suffering. Is that the girl with whom I used to go to

school?

GC: My dear, that long forgotten person is yourself.

S: Myself? I haven’t forgotten myself lately.

GC: But you haven’t yet remembered your true self.

S: Now don’t talk to me of True-self and that sort of thing. It is

causing confusion, as all metaphysical entities cause.

GC: Exactly that is the point, confusion. You are confused because you

don’t know your true self. Sorry, I will try once again.

You are confused because you are forced to play out the social roles

which promises great satisfaction but delivers none.

You are confused because you are forced to take decisions and actions

against your will and wish, desires and passions, your logic and reason.

(When you want to have sex, you talk about sacred love, universal

brotherhood, benefit of celibacy, chastity and so on)

In short you are confused because you are controlled. You are not meant

to be controlled .Confused are easy to control. Control causes

suffering.

Control means domination .Not a single soul in this planet likes to be

controlled whether he is a king or a beggar or a child or a woman or an

animal or a plant or a rock etc.

S: Ok this time I must admit that I am agreeing with you. I don’t want

to be dominated or controlled. I wish to live in freedom of my desires

and passions. Who on earth desires otherwise?

GC: Now this much is clear. Suffering is caused because you are acting

against your wishes and desires.

Here we are able to separate suffering from life. You can see that

suffering is an alien thing imposed upon life. And that, suffering can

be not the perpetual state of affairs in which you are currently placed.

So, suffering is imposed upon you or suffering is imposed upon life.

Life is not equal to suffering.

S: Then in whose interest is that suffering is imposed upon you?

GC: That is an enlightening question, whose interest?

Is it a person or a group of persons (institution) or a life hating

entity?

If it is a person, then he is not one with a good state of mind. It is a

perversion to draw pleasure from the suffering of others (sadism). Of

course there are few people of that order. But they are always few and

can be taken care of. For e.g. Hitler.

Then what is the cause of universal suffering of humanity.

Is it perpetuated by a group of person (an institution)?

Here we must look deeply at the mechanism of institution and individual

will.

People naturally volunteer to face a contingency situation or disaster.

But when the later are repeated, volunteers are expected to repeat. Then

the whole criteria of action changes. When a group of persons agree to

act according to their common needs, not all of them can agree to all

the decisions of that group. (A group always has to act according to

their common minimum program). So they reach consensus.

Now consensus is reach by a system of procedure which every member of

that group have to follow in order to get their aims fulfilled. Then

those procedures become law of that group, which persists even after the

situation has been contained. It persists because some have profited

from disaster.

It becomes a system to which each member have to adhere otherwise you

will expelled. You can make another group. But making another group is

not permitted. It will cause many inconveniences. Sorry for

inconvenience.

The activity of each member of that group becomes external to them i.e.

they act not according to their inner desires. They should act according

to the desires of the group. They begin to serve something external.

They become alienated in their own home. They begin to obey the laws of

an institution. They obey the thing which they idealize. They begin to

act according to their ideology. They are ready to kill or die or

destroy this planet ten times for the sake of their ideologies.

Now ideology can be anything from love, humanity, ecology, gay

liberation, Bible, Quran, Bhagavad-Gita, democracy, constitution,

Swadesi movement, Hindutva, Jihad, up to revolution.

You can name them anything. They differ only in flavors. They are

external to us.

Ideology has no room for individual desires. So when a group of persons

agrees to act, not one of them have their desires fulfilled. For e.g. If

you take the average height of persons in a class, that value will not

correspond to the height of a single person of that class. That value

doesn’t exist.

That doesn’t meant association between people always cause suffering. We

should be free to make and break association.

Sharing always increases joy and eliminates sorrow.

It is not the case with money, if you share. Of course you know that.

Sharing money causes a sense of loss. Money is not meant to be shared,

it is meant to be hoarded.

When you equate joy with money then the whole world turns up side down.

Why? Because now the whole joy of sharing is lost. You diminish when you

share money. But life increases by sharing. With money, we become

speculative.

Joy in money can be found only by acquiring more. No billionaire will

say that he had enough. It is the property of money to grow, otherwise

it is dead. (Growth is life- Dhiru Bhai Ambani)

So all are involved in making money live instead of living for himself.

They are giving away their life to an entity that counts its power in

currencies and reduces everyone to a general equivalent. Money also has

the power to corrupt our needs. With money you have the choice to either

buy liquor for yourself or food for your family.

S: Now I am confused about money, which is so dear, obvious, always in

my purse (Well almost). What is money then?

GC: Money is alienated stored human activity. Money is the receptacle

for storing the surplus forced labor of human beings. Money is effort

stored. Surplus fruits of your labor are stored for contingencies.

Prudence, if you like. (But eaten and circulated for profit by storers).

Life energy is drained out from you and contingency is the

justification.

But if you live in the wildness there is no contingency, because there

is no future in the wildness. It is always present. Wildness demands

consciousness. You can’t sleepwalk through a forest. Try it.

Money is brought into existence by labor pain. But stored money is also

dead money. Gold is only a refined rock. For money to live, it should

circulate, so we have commerce. Money lives by circulation. But

circulating money or gold or currency is boring. So we have commodities.

S: What is commodity?

GC: Commodity is what can be bought and sold. Commodity is made by

forced labor and sold by lies. Commodity includes every thing. It can be

anything from human waste up to electro-magnetic radiations. (Selling

and buying of electro-magnetic radiation is a billion dollar business).

Commodity promises a happy life even up to the attainment of God.

Commodity can be sold only by promises. So when we are buying a

commodity we are actually buying the illusion it promises. Only after

you possess it, you realize that the promise was a lie. Buyer’s guilt.

Commodities are materialization of religious lies. We have not evolved

out from our ignorance, illusions. We have only materialized it.

Commodification of nature has reached every nook and corner of this

world. (There is nothing else to commodify because only nature exists.)

Commodified nature is the staple food of this life-destroying machine.

Commodification of nature is done by productive forces. Productive

forces cause forced production. Forced production of commodities and

invention of lies to sell them are the activities to which humans are

enslaved. It is the metabolism of the machine.

We are all born salesman in which the majority has nothing but

themselves to sell. But sell you have to. Prostitution is the largest

and only employer.

It is draining out life energy from a person in order to maintain an

artificial life, which you can only maintain with more and more input

from yourself, that is giving away more and more of your life, yourself

for less and less returns.

S: Is that the cause of suffering?

GC: Good you are now turning on, oops! Getting along. You are compelled

to lead a life of forced labor for diminishing returns. The only thing

you want is a decent exit.

You are awestruck by great athletes who marched from victory to victory

or from defeat to defeat without losing their sportsman spirit. You call

them great souls whose life stories are always an inspiration for future

champions.

For artificial world it doesn’t matter whether you win or lose. The

point is marching (selling yourselves or working). Ends are nothing,

means is everything.

So why are people marching self willed or otherwise instead of loitering

around. Why are we enemies of leisure? Yourselves and others?

Life doesn’t demand marching, if that was so animals too would be

marching. But they are not. They simply play, eat, mate, and do whatever

thing they like. None of them seems to be working. But domesticated

animals do work as domesticated man works.

I am not saying that all animals do is enjoy. They too have their share

of grief but not on a massive scale like human beings. More over their

suffering is meaningful. It is the part of the seasons of life, the ebb

and flow of life. This animal thing is getting mystified, so I will

stick to our species and that is what matters because I don’t feel any

animal to be threatening to the very existence of life ( which is

yourself) on this planet, which we humans are currently hell bend upon

extinguishing.

One animal from the past had exhibited the same characteristics, the

mythical dinosaurs. They brought an end to their world by over eating or

by a piece of rock called meteor, which ever you believe. The argument

about their end is still on as is the case with every mythical creature.

But the moral of the story is that their world ended.

Are we not the next dinosaurs? Are we fated for extinction, apocalypse.

But apocalypse can be a good thing if we willed it. That can be called

awakening. But what are the blocks that stand in our way to awakening?

What stands in your way from realizing your dreams and passions?

You guessed right. Constraints. The constraints imposed upon you by the

civil society or artificial world.

S: Are there not natural constraints i.e. constraints imposed upon you

by the natural world.

GC: Of course there are. But are they constraints? Are they not

enjoyable? Do you feel that the natural laws are brutal? No, we are more

than happy to follow them. There is no need to follow them because it is

not external to us. It is what we are.

But that is not the case with constrains imposed upon you by the society

which are written laws, punishments, social morals, fear of god, filial

piety, duties and responsibility of citizens etc. Is there any joy in

respecting them?

The privileged class is in all praise for them. But do you think they

observe them or is it used to control you? What is happening behind the

closed doors of palaces, no one knows.

The system is always in a great danger of imploding. But the privileged

class can’t afford that. They think, they benefit from the system.(But

they are only agents).

So there are more restrictions, austerity measures, more call to hard

work, more and more submission to the life threatening system. But the

system has been in danger since the word go. The system is a perpetual

contingency.

We are all being taken for a ride by the system. The idea of progress is

the biggest lie of the system. Progress is the single catastrophe

threatening our existence. Meteor, super volcano, etc. may be a

blessing.

The bigger the lie, the more easier to swallow.

The end to which progress leads is not clear. All we can do is to hope

that it will be a good one. But someone with a means to power can impose

their version of end ( Heaven, kingdom of god, dictatorship of

proletariats, Sathya Yuga, American way of life, Islamic theocracy,

etc.) on the masses- masses are always stupid. The demand made by

progress is that we have to sacrifice our present for a promised future.

Now my question is, is it worth sacrificing our present (Or life because

life is now) for an illusory paradise in the future? Do you have to sell

your life (work) so that you may be permitted to live in the future?

My country men, we have been doing it as far back as history goes.

Thousands of generations have sacrificed their life for that illusion of

future paradise. All gains were irrecoverable losses. Thousands have

given up their precious life to materialize that ever slipping future

paradise. We are left wanting.

Does a lie told thousands times become truth? Do they want us to still

believe in their idea of sacrifice and progress?

OR DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE BACK?

Do you want to live your life free from monotonous routine work, alarm

clock, calendar, identity cards, surveillance cameras, having sex with

the same lady again and again for the rest of your life(marriage is

daily rape).

Surveillance cameras are materialized eternal witness- God. Alarm clock

is a revealing phrase. Clocks always cause alarm. It warns you of the

time to work or sell your life.

But life is dear to everybody. Nobody gives it away happily except for

loved ones. But you are not free to choose your loved ones. Authority

makes the choice for you. We are taught in the school that our loved

ones are nations, authority etc. So you should be more than happy to

give away your life for the nation. It will be glorified as the supreme

sacrifice. Hallelujah!

Time is control. It is the most subtlest form of control. Clock is the

most disastrous invention of mankind. Clock is the concept of time

materialized. It is the primary instrument of control. You wake up to

the alarm clock instead of your natural rhythm.

As the accuracy in time keeping increases so does the degree of control.

Humans are not permitted to communicate so they take the help of

language. Language begins when communication stops.

Accounting begins when sharing stops.

Utility begins when wonder stops. Science disenchants this world.

Is not our life invaded by these devices of life hating entities? Is not

our movement controlled by clocks and identity cards? A time will come

when you will not be allowed to exist if you are not in possession of a

piece of paper or a digital signature.E.g. Adhar card.

You are allowed to exist only as a working part of the machine.

It is a ghostly machine which eats human flesh and defecates the living

image. The perfect living image is a film star, whose only concern is

his image, eats by his image and finally becomes a victim of his own

image. Other living images are politicians, sports star etc. They are

all privileged images. They are all agents of the machine. Image is the

role we are playing.

Living image is the current species we have evolved to. But as evolution

continues the living diminishes and the image grows by drinking the

blood of the living. A point will be reached when there will be no

living left. But as soon as the living collapse, the image collapse too

because image is dependent on living. (Remember, living is not dependent

on image).

If both collapse what will remain. Here we will examine some future

scenarios.

Living and image is mediated by technology. When former collapse does

the technology survive. Do the machines become independent? This subject

has been the theme of many Hollywood blockbusters.( Indian films are

based on lovers escaping into wildness, questioning the values of the

world). All our fantasies are about killing the machine.

Or will all the three of them collapse and only ghosts remains to live.

Then may be in the future some sentient being will look back at this

ghost planet, the same way we look back at dinosaurs and say that there

was a mental dinosaur called man who with his Tyrannosaurus mind, put an

end to his own world, dragging down with him all other living beings,

innocents.

Or should we happily pave way for the much heralded super-human species.

Of course not, we are having family and children. We don’t want to

abandon them however filthy they are for the sake of superhumans.

Or will we master enough techniques to migrate to a new energy source

abandoning our dying mother, Gaia, the gem of universe, our grand

inheritance. (Remember,if we migrate, we will migrate only as machines,

cyborgs. There are already cyborgs among us e.g. astronaut, fighter

pilot).

Or that, we will strike a balance in green capitalism pivoted on

sustainable development so that we can continue with buying, selling,

working, investing ad infinitum. Are we condemned to eternal hell?

Enough of futurology. All those are dark endings of our misery.

So what is the problem with human? Why is he so restless? Why does he

want to destroy his only home? Why does he want to cut the branch of the

tree he is sitting? Why he is left wanting? Why does he feel empty? What

is the cause of his emptiness? Is it that he has separated from nature

and is unable to fill the vacuum?

Will we feel whole if we return to the state of nature, interacting with

it as wild beings? Why don’t we try that?

Nature has the power to cure us of our illness, restlessness, Whiteman’s

dis-ease. It can restore the long lost psychological balance in our

being. We can become whole when we return to the community of life with

its full diversity and celebrations.

Like recognizes like. Only celebration can recognize celebration and

life is uninterrupted celebration. There can be no scheduled

celebration. Holiday is the time for recuperation for work. Time to

work, time to sleep, time to meditate, time to celebrate are all

controls.

Celebration is going out of control. Celebration is insurgent desire,

rioting, sexual freedom, destruction of nation state, end to capitalism,

end to commodification of nature.

But before we go into the strategies for bringing the mother fucker

down, we should give attention to our inner dimensions. Otherwise, we

will repeat the mistakes of past rebellions.

We have been victims and victimizers for generations. Fear and guilt

(sin) are the governing forces of our actions. Excess of them are the

only mental illnesses.

Are they the natural forces of our mind? Be it natural or man made, we

have to get rid of them in order to live free.

Partial solutions are not solutions at all. We have to go to the root of

the problem. So how does fear and guilt arise in our minds?

Fear has its root in death and guilt (sin) in transcendental wholeness

(God). (Guilt is the feeling of emptiness).

So what is death and transcendental wholeness? Death is fear of unknown.

Death is nothing but the fear of death. The more we fear death, the less

we live. Have you noticed that only the other had ever died!

Transcendental wholeness is the solution for death. It is the essence of

progress. It is the essence of religion and the enlightened religion

called spiritualism. So what is the essence of religion?

Essence of religion is God. Religion starts from God and ends in God.

God is authority. It allows no one else. God is nothing but the original

authority, internal authority, alienated authority. Therefore, every

religion or transcendental philosophies are authoritarian. God is the

fulcrum of our miseries. It is the single internal authority from which

evolved every external type of domination and control. Subjects serve

the king, king serve the God. Servitude is misery.

Here we don’t want to go into the argument which came first, internal

authority or the external one, cause or effect. Let us leave that to the

philosophers. There are making a living out of those arguments. We

lesser mortals can concern ourselves with effects whatever may be the

cause.

For us, God exists and it exists only in our imaginations. It is our own

fantasy to whom we have become servants. God is so much sacred that even

its appointed servants are sacred. (Servants are human beings without a

will of their own.)

“Thy will be done”. But how to know thy will. Of course, in the

mystifications of stunted human beings claiming to posses the original

copy of God’s will. Today it is a fashion to look within for God. Some

claim to possess truth, are Truth. But here is an irony. Who ever had

spoken the truth were crucified, burned in stakes, skinned alive,

imprisoned in mental asylum etc.

Humans strive to bring out truth but will not tolerate truth. Truth

speakers are a threat to power, authority. Truth speakers told they were

God (authority). No authority will tolerate that. There is a constant

battle for supremacy. But in whatever name we battle, humans are

inevitably sacrificed. Man is always the victim and victimizer. We all

live in fear and guilt. We are victims and guilty at the same time.

The left and the right political racketeers haven’t reached the

conclusion who will stay- victim or guilty. But both of them cannot

exist without the other. There is no victim without the guilty and no

guilty without the victim. They may claim to be diehard friends, as

people in an organization do. But they are ever on the look out for the

opportunity to kill each other if no one is watching.

Victim and victimizer, fear and guilt are the same. Fear is physical

death and guilt is transcendental wholeness. Death and transcendental

wholeness are the same. Both are negations of life. Former is the

problem and later its solution. We fear both death and God. We fear both

the problem as well as its solution. We don’t agree that God and death

are same. But God is death corrupted. God can be corrupted by showing

respect, living by his rules etc. God is a death which receives bribes.

 

 

S: So are you saying that there is no death?

GC: In nature, wildness, death is a part of life. It is what nourishes

the living. But as we have been separated from nature we don’t want to

die. (The cause of separation may be fear of death or God). We fear

death. It is considered bad, a failure, a weakness. It is associated

with pain and agony. We die because we are weak. Strong is immortal. We

die because we are not whole. Wholeness cannot die. So the search for

wholeness is on.

But since we have separated from nature, wildness, ourselves, which is

the original wholeness, we search for it in transcendence. We call it

God, Advaita Vedanta, Nirvana, teachings of Holy Prophet (holy profit),

etc. You can call it by any name as secularism confirms. Secularism is a

disenchanted religion. We are also uncomfortable with dead bodies, we

are scared of it. We try to restore the dignity of the dead body by

burying it or by burning it.

A man from India called Adi Shankara had gone too far to call this world

unreal( Maya- illusion). Jagath mithya, brahmam sathyam- imminence

false, transcendence truth. Life is suffering – Buddha.

These types of people have claimed to have acquired transcendental

wholeness by negating the world. They are immortals. So they have the

right to live by the sweat of lesser fortunate mortals. They have

conquered death by negating life.

 

Negation of life is civilization. History is the graveyard of immortals.

 

Now some down to earth matters. What are the driving forces behind human

actions apart from fear and guilt? Conditioned human thought or

self-desires. If it is conditioned human thought, you can act blindly.

You only have to refer to operating manuals. For self-desires you have

to be creative.

So for verifying whether you are acting as per your self desires or

conditioned human thought, look how creative you are? (Don’t confused

creativity with productivity- creativity is qualitative, productivity is

quantitative). Majority will come with negative marks. So what is the

need for the majority to act blindly or be uncreative? Why is creativity

not expected of you? Why are majority not eligible to the fruits of

their labor? What causes division of labor that reduces man to be an

appendage to the machines?

Is it that the internal authority (internal split) causing the

hierarchical relationship called society? Is the internal division

causing the external division of labor? Or is it vice versa. I don’t

know. What I know is that division of labor kills creativity. So we feel

our activities half done, meaningless, empty (guilty). We lose

wholeness. So we build artificial whole worlds (e.g. cities) to make up

for the emptiness inside ourselves which leads to further division of

labor, further division within, emptiness within. We destroy nature (our

original wholeness), destroy life, destroy ourselves, the very You. We

are compelled to act according to conditioned human thought instead of

being creative. So what is conditioning human thought, Education,

morals, threat of state violence, God. What ever it is, it is

programming human mind.

S: But programming is what is done to a computer. Am I a computer?

GC: You are more than that. You are a smiling robot always at service.

You are not expected to be creative. All our creative sparks have been

perverted or programmed out.

By creativity, I don’t mean the passive creativity of artists or the

perverted creativity of scientists which only profits the image industry

i.e. the artificial world.

But we can be creative in destruction. Destruction is a necessary

creation. Destructive joy can become creative passion.

 

We can be creative in bringing down this artificial boring world. We can

be creative in idleness. We can be creative in knowing the ways of

nature. We can be creative in rewilding ourselves. We can be creative in

finding our true Selfs. We can end suffering. We can live in

uninterrupted ecstasy of our wild passions.

So the task before us is to destroy the machines and rewild ourselves.

For that, we have to examine what is wildness and what is machine.

Everyone has a poor idea about wildness, due to self lose. Life in the

wild is considered to be nasty, brutal and short. Wildness is considered

filthy. (Animals smell each others’ ass. They do that because they live

in an erotic world, humans live in a mental prison). Filthiness can be

overcome by Eros. Eros can do other great things also. Eros can produce

life out of nowhere. There is nothing filthy in nature as there is

nothing sacred in civilization.

We are terrified by the prospectus of living in the wild; at best it can

be an adventure, a vacation. Living in the wild is only a holiday

package for the humans. What a pity. But is life in the wild is so

nasty? Recent anthropological finding reveal that tribal people lead a

more fulfilling life, free from back breaking labor than a civilized

person, city dweller.

What is a city, other than a shit hole? In city, crap is not allowed to

decompose naturally, it turns into poison instead of manure — food of

plants.Crapping is the most uncivilized behavior. City produces wastes,

the byproduct of city life. In the wild, there is no waste.

Can you find wildness (life) in city? Can you breathe fresh air in city?

Will you dare drink the water of the river flowing through your city?

Have you heard bird singing in your city? Can you show a single

butterfly visiting a flower in your city?

S: What about parks?

GC: Shut up you moron.

In city you can only look at fossilized butterflies in the museums.

City is anti-life. It is death incarnated. City is injurious to health.

City is injurious to our planet. City includes villages. If it was not

for the city, villages would not exist. There is no point in romantising

villages.

City is none other than the never healing wound of our mother earth,

which is caused by the disease called civilization, spread by the vector

called human beings. Humans are not the disease. City is the disease.

Humans are only vectors (agents). City (urbanization) is the

transformation of wildness to machine standard so that they can exist.

City is a gigantic machine to which we are spare parts.

Machines cannot survive in the wild. Earth is alien planet to them.

Wildness is anti- machine. Wildness is injurious to machines. So they

transform wildness to suit their lifestyle. Humans are agents of

transformation, transformers. Machines have enticed humans. Humans

marvel at machines. Humans are slave to their master, machines. To make

a human slave, wildness, his original self has to be killed,

domesticated, programmed.

There are specialized institutions in our society for domestication.

They are called schools, family. In schools, natural rhythm is replaced

by the rhythm of clock, which is the heartbeat of the machine;

monotonous, continuous, accurate, nonstop and inflexible. Humans till

date haven’t become accustomed to clock, be at ease with time which is a

machine standard. It is what causes mental dis-ease, which leads to

physical disease. We are always worried what time is it now.

Obedience to authority is taught at home but completed at school. Again

nobody obeys authority out of respect.

No children like to go to school as no adult likes to go to work. Many

educationists have devised techniques to make school attractive as many

management gurus try to make work attractive. Transform work into play,

study into play is the new mantra (productive play).But what we want is

play without adjectives. Whatever trick they (machines) devise, wildness

will not fall too easily.

School is the preparation for work. It is the place where wild free

instincts are transformed (by beating) into disciplined productive

forces. Whoever have beaten them- selves more (rank holders), are very

dear to the machines. They become privileged class. The agents of

machines live in luxury. Today’s rank holders are tomorrow’s oppressors.

The ones left behind have a world of back breaking labor awaiting them.

But the left behind, who are the majority, try to emulate the life of

the toppers. It is a disaster to be poor, a shame, a pain in the ass.

Poor have to feed the rich. Rich shalt make arrangements for the formers

perpetual poverty.

But a door is always opened for the poor. They are given opportunity to

become rich. Free market capitalism gives opportunity to everyone, only

he has to be speculative enough (cunning). There are unbelievable rags

to riches stories. So the poor will never leave the system and the

system has enough labor force to move its artificial limbs. The poor

dream of becoming rich on their empty stomachs. So they don’t open their

eyes and see the system for what it is and dare take the motherfucker

down. (Poor have only one dream. Why should we be stingy in dreaming? It

costs neither effort nor money. Dream, dream, dream).

The purpose of media is to control dreams and pass orders. It even

provides virtual existence as material existence become harder and

boring day by day.

 

God is the principal governor gear of the machine but cannot be seen. It

is believed to have set all other gears into motion. All gears believe

that by grinding against each other more and more they too will become

invisible and be the godly gear, who will then control all other gears

as he wish.

Finding god and killing him is apocalypse, end of time. Don’t get

metaphysical with end of time. Ending time is simple; you only have to

destroy clocks and calendars.

You wait and see. Every natural features and movements will be

transformed by the machines to suit their scientific, geometric, clock

work like precision, earth flattened and divided into square inches, all

activities carried out by order.

Order comes from authority, machines.

Chaos comes from wildness, yourselves.

Order can be destroyed only by chaos.

Be your own authority.

Do you want the world to be ordered, predictable, profitable, peaceful,

mechanized or chaotic, free, spontaneous, unpredictable (so thrilling),

wonderful, erotic where violent passions play until exhaustion. What

ever you want your world to be, be that yourselves because you are

Authority. (Remember, your authority is free will).

 

We have to examine here about language. Humans can communicate only from

memory. Language is the record of memory. Language begins when

communication stops. Language is the communication of the authority, so,

one-way traffic. Language conceals order as it conceals domination. “At

the beginning there was Word and the word was from God (authority)”.

Bible is very revealing.

Words have the power to hypnotize. It causes hypnotic behavior so much

needed by the authority, machines. Language is the basic programming of

human mind. It is none other than hypnotism.

True feelings doesn’t require words to express. Instead, language is

used to cover true feelings. Did you have the grace of speechless

moments?

Language is the alchemist, which converts lie into truth and truth into

lie. Language can only lie. Liars are good orators. Politicians have

good command over language as does spiritual leaders, both are power

brokers.

He is considered worthy who keeps his words. It is a manly thing to keep

words. Those who don’t keep words are considered corrupt, womanly. That

only means that his programming has become corrupt.

But corruption in the system is only a double rot in the system. The

system benefits by every rot. Corruption conceals the original rot,

which is the system itself. Poor India Against Corruption activists.

We consider animals to be dumb (fools) because they don’t talk. Talking

is considered to be the faculty of superior intelligence. But wildness

doesn’t require language as it doesn’t require time. (Because it doesn’t

permit control).

Language alienates us from the world, ourselves, wildness just as time

alienates us from the present. When you name an object you isolate it,

give it an independent existence. It causes the creation of a world

outside yourself and you being alienated from it. You become a stranger

in this alienated world (separate world.). You fear this alien world.

You feel you are in an enemy territory. But the enemies are very strong

for you to challenge. So you act like being one of them, play their

roles. But you fear that one day they will find out who you are, a

traitor, a criminal to their laws. So you begin to act sincerely with

all your might so that they may never find you and you also join them in

punishing other traitors who where caught, who gave away to their wild

instincts.

Later you forget, due to repetition, that the role you were playing was

only a defense mechanism for your survival and believe that role to be

your true self. Now you are a civilized man.

You learn their language and speak their ideology. You learn their ways

of living, which are of course very hard to learn and teach them to your

children, those unfortunates born of your wild instincts. So the

business of the world carries on.

Language is related to time. Time creates past and future for us and

those worlds exists only in words. With the introduction of time and

language, we have a past world and a future world apart from the present

world.

Now as you don’t like your present world (obviously), you try to improve

it so that the future world can be perfect, you can live happily. So

there is no problem in sweating out in the sun. We see human miseries as

a ladder you have to climb to a future happy world. (Way of cross). And

some even say that there isn’t any easy ladder to success but the path

is a greased pole. Therefore, you have to work harder and harder to the

top. But when you reach the top rung of the ladder you find nothing

there, you feel emptiness there too. But you become a role model for

other idiots- the determination, perseverance and courage that others

should copy in their life. There are other ways to reach top- privilege,

cunning, lifting.

Do you think that the hierarchy and division of labor in our society

have got anything to do with time and language?

English is the language of elites as well as that of the future. (All

other languages will be eliminated).

Tribal people are considered primitive, from the old world, related to

past, as is the case with laborers and a citizen of America (white

people), already a resident of future world, as is the case with bosses.

Tribal people missed the boat called Progress, which will take us to the

future paradise. But labors are in the boat and not in the boat at the

same time. They are rowing the boat but doesn’t benefit from rowing.

They are not allowed in the first class (except in the movie Titanic

which ended in sacrifice).

And animals are definitely losers, poor beings. But that is not our

fault. They lack intelligence so cannot be helped.

Progress and the paradise it promises are only for the intelligent

species especially for the superior subspecies called privileged class

and the mutant, hard worker. So evolution has delivered us the superior

race. Whiteman’s theory of evolution is racist. And evolution will not

stop at this. Evolution continues as time flows into the future. It is

claimed by some that the next race to evolve will be the superhuman race

who will have magical powers (matter control).

So why are we wanting magical powers. Of course to realize our fantasies

without the machines, to do away with the machines and the slavery it

demands. Machines have stripped out the magic of life.

There is no need of machines to humans. It is a created need, a forced

one. They haven’t realized our fantasies. For e.g. landing on moon was a

great disappointment, there was nothing but rocks, rocks and rocks. The

next disappointment is wormholes.

Now, as machines have disappointed us and is threatening the balance of

life on earth, let us abandon them and the mutual programming it

demands.

Or do you still believe that the machine will save you from this misery

which was created in the first place by the machine itself or will you

save yourself?

Are you waiting for time- machine, the ultimate machine?

You want time- machine to get out of time, as you want God to get out of

this misery. God is an out dated time- machine. But time exists only in

language, so do God. Do away with language and you do away with time and

God.

Language is clouding our inner dimension. It diverts us to the dimension

of time. Language is the imprisonment of thought and imagination (mind),

time its outward manifestation, imprisonment of body.

With introduction of time, life is converted into a tiresome journey

from birth to death with very short and insufficient intervals of joy

and rest. Time and language creates an alienated world, a dead world.

How does it do that?

When you name an object, you isolate it from its surroundings, give it

an independent existence. Anything in this world isolated from its

surroundings dies. For e.g. if you remove a tissue from your body, it

dies. Naming is symbolic killing in order to dominate. You can’t

dominate a living thing, a wild animal. In Indian culture, people

consider it offensive to call by name a person involved in intimate

relationship with her.

Domestication is method of domination without killing (slow killing)

because a slave alive is more useful than a dead one. So the importance

of teaching language in schools. (But it is better to be dead than be a

slave, dying instantly is better than slow death.)

Language is none other than learned sound modulations that can be

understood only by a person already so trained. It separates us from

others. It creates foreigners. Have you wondered why animals don’t

understand our language or vice versa. But animals understand the tones

of the words we are speaking, so they understand the intent better.

Language is thought control hence ultimate control. For e.g. scientific

theories (which are only words and symbols) is a method of naming

(knowing). It is simple logic- you are knowing a thing if you know its

name. But name is not the thing; name is only the known aspect (utility)

of the thing. Machines are born of scientific theory and they control us

(use us). Science is nothing other than domination and technology its

control lever. Civilization is the materialization of language and

technology, the tool of materialization

S: What about casual talks?

GC: Casual talks are lies, gossips, expectation of future, connecting to

past.

So time and language are tools of domination which creates a separate

world where death rules. It is a prison in which you are living in, with

no doors of exit except death. You contemplate suicide. But suicide is a

well guarded door, because it has got an element of personal will in it.

You are not even permitted to die i.e. exercise a personal will.

Authority doesn’t like personal will.

Time leads us to inevitable death. So there is no point in living, no

meaning in life. You become irresponsible towards life, yourself,

wildness. You lose value of yourself, wildness. You value death more

than life. You try to find meaning in death. You value the dead

artificial world more than the natural world, the world you are made

for. Life is cheap, commodities are precious.

Anyone can buy and use us as they wish. If you are smart, you sell

yourself to the highest bidder. You are not concerned whether your job

leads to destruction of nature or destruction of yourself.

We consider animals dumb because they don’t use tools and have no

language. But they communicate perfectly. They don’t have the need to

talk (lie) because they have nothing to hide. But we have our true

selves to hide, otherwise we will be prosecuted. So we parrot their

language. We all are parrots.

Now about tool using. Is tool using a sign of superior intelligence or a

handicap? Animals doesn’t feel the need of tools. They are happy without

tools, but we humans are unhappy in spite of tools. Is it because we are

using tools or tools are using us? Is human a handicap by birth or is he

made one by domestication. (A trained dog is an inferior dog).

All our claims to superior intelligence may be false. May be we are as

intelligent as all other living beings but have been corrupted by some

life hating entity (Satan, education) that put an end to our innocence.

We are controlled by carrot or stick, by grace or death.

Authority which is God incarnated presides over death. Just as we are

told to believe that life was given by God and can be taken away by him

without notice, the earthly authority too have the power to give life

i.e. permit living and take life. It hasn’t yet mastered giving life (it

is working on it – cloning, artificial intelligence), but it has been a

huge success in taking life (hoax of WMD).

Life to authority is only intelligence. It doesn’t give importance to

any other aspects of life. All non-intelligence and intelligence useless

to it will be eliminated.

Just as God can be corrupted, made happy, so that he doesn’t do any

nasty things on us, by showing respect, obeying divine laws etc, earthly

authority can also be corrupted( but cannot be made happy ) by showing

respect, obeying their laws. It is the only conscious activity of

humans.

In the case of God, we have the choice to show respect or not. He may

forgive us. But in the case of earthly authority there is no choice

left. You have to submit or perish.

But how can you respect your killer? Only a hopeless person considers

death to be a grace. Respect to authority shows how hopeless we have

become.

S: So is respect bad? Don’t we respect our loved ones?

GC: Definitely. Respect is an expression of love, it comes from love.

Respect doesn’t come from fear. When you are showing respect to your

killer, it is only a defense mechanism of the weak. You think that he

may spare your life by playing the card of love. (Love is identification

of Self). Wild animals fights to death, they value freedom more.

Respect is accepting the being of others, others’ self as you accept

yourself. It is being at ease with others, because you know your self

and others’. You know the greatness of you as well as of others’.

Respect is between equal mights.

Respect shown in hierarchically divided society is only a survival

technique. It is better named obedience. It is learned in your family.

As children, you learn how to get gifts (grace, life) and how to avoid

punishments (death) by showing respect (being obedient, lovable,

peaceful) to your parents, elders especially your father who has

monopoly in the family. But children doesn’t require father. It is not a

biological need. It is a social need i.e. a need imposed. Children wish

their father doesn’t exists. All children fear (and so hate) their

fathers as all adults hate their bosses. In animal kingdom fathers are a

danger to the off springs. He is a baby killer.

You can’t love your boss however lovable he is. But bosses are the most

respected person in the society as father is the most respected person

in the family. And why not, earthly fathers and bosses are only the

representatives of the ultimate father – God, the supreme commander.

 

Now about science and technology.

Technology is a process by which ghosts come to life and rules the

living. Technological progress is a straw pipe for the authority or

ghosts to suck the blood from the living without dirtying their hands.

Your fear of this world is not immaterial.

Also technology is there to keep you alive (agriculture, medical

science) so that they have a lifetime supply of your blood. Technology

does more. It lullabies you to sleep with news (orders and its

consequences), sports, music, art, cinema, cyberspace so that you don’t

wake up and find out that your blood is being sucked.

Nowadays ghosts are getting allergic to polluted blood. So the change

over to organic farming, green technology, yoga and meditation, ecology,

health consciousness etc.

 

But we can exorcise the ghost using his own methods. Illegal –

anarchists knows this better.

 

Now we examine science which is the new religion with methods of

divination called scientific experiments, which leaves the layman’s

mouth wide opened. Its priests are highly respected and handsomely paid.

It is a highly mutating religion with theoretical physics holding the

limelight and claims to provide answers for our creation.

Do you think that the theories of physics are always present in universe

or they come in to existence the moment they were discovered? I told

that scientific process is a method of naming. Atoms were named the

tiniest particles and proofs where given to show its existence. Not

satisfied, they were further divided into electron, protons, and

neutrons and came their proofs. Proofs are provided by mathematics

(which is machine language, but all languages are machine language) and

by the instruments it materialize. They further divide. They go on

dividing till the particles are reduced to mathematical formulas and

then to pure imagination. Atoms were also imaginations, so they are back

to square one. But with perseverance and funds they can invent

instruments to detect them.

Do you believe that the earth goes round the sun or the sun goes round

the earth? There are proofs (mathematics!). Do you believe that the

earth is round or is it flat? Which party do you belong? Do you think

that the centre of universe is somewhere in the distant vast or you are

the centre? Do you think that the god is within you or seated in some

other alternate universe, heaven. Do you think that you are authority or

authority is outside you? Do you think that the universe exists in you

or you are only a tiny insignificant particle of it or the quality-less

eternal witness?

Don’t you feel that science is the new mythology formulated to keep you

under control, by creating awe and fear in our minds. Theoretical

science is only a modified theology to suit our times. Both have the

common perception that truth is outside you or for that matter, inside.

Inside sciences are called spirituality, psychology etc. Anyway, it is

not you.

Theologians look up at the sky to see God. Scientists use telescopes to

look even further, to find their God, what they call scientific proofs.

There are attempts to unify the inside and the outside. They are called

theory of everything, unified field theory, material mysticism (seeing

the divine even in excreta). They haven’t succeeded. They require more

grand, believers.

Mathematics is the language of science. It can’t be understood by the

common people. Likewise, Sanskrit was considered the language of gods by

Hindus. Studying Sanskrit was the privilege of upper caste. It was

spoken only by the upper castes who were representatives of the gods.

Likewise, higher mathematics is the privilege of scientists. Upper

castes of India lived of the labor of lower caste (untouchables) just as

scientists live of the labor of uneducated (idiots). Earlier, societies

were divided on the basis of blood lineage which was aristocratic. Today

society is divided on the basis of education which is democratic.

A physicist fears a black hole just as a theologian fear God. They are

paid for tapping their potentials.

Don’t you feel that the concept of universe (astronomy) is the new

mythology? The concept of universe is your being corrupted by utility

principle. So earth is a life support system,sun is a nuclear reactor,

stars- other energy sources, light- a measure of distance etc. You have

mythical beings like UFO, aliens etc. You search for life outside so

that you can destroy your own (life on earth) without guilt or fear. You

believe in God so that you can be irresponsible towards yourself,

wildness, life, now.

Physicists also believe in genesis and apocalypse. Their beginning is

big bang and apocalypse is big crunch. They are concepts of Bible

multiplied by 10 raised to your favorite lucky number. (But remember,

Genesis is the start of civilization and apocalypse its end).

Theologians and scientists both believe that there is something useful

out there or for that matter inside you. And they are not the only one

to blame. Everyone of us believe that there is something profound or

sacred, full of meaning out there or inside us.

This utility mentality (looking for useful things, things to fill your

emptiness) is what caused colonialism, imperialism, globalization which

created hell on earth.

The people who looked outside or inside (western or eastern) became

miserable, civilized. Those people who didn’t care to look became

tribal, ecstatic.

The choice is yours. The choice is very simple, red pill or blue pill.

The tribals use themselves, the civilized use others. The tribals find

happiness in themselves, the civilized search for happiness in others or

inside, which is also the other. Some inside searchers who found nothing

inside (obviously) termed the emptiness to be God- nihilism, Buddhism.

For the tribal, being is wholeness, uninterrupted joy (so no need to

search); becoming, play, its outward manifestation. For the civilized,

being is emptiness, misery; becoming, work (in order to fill that

emptiness). In the east, becoming was Samadhi, or coma, cease work,

because there is nothing to work or play for.

You create technological monstrosities to compensate for your lost

simplicity and beauty.

Commodities couldn’t replace lost values.

Wars couldn’t satiate our violent passions.

Hard work failed to create heaven on earth.

Silent music of the nature (what?) were drowned in man- made noises

(White noise). Inner voices were suppressed by an educated mind.

Truth was nailed to a cross and a stern warning was sent to

troublemakers.

People who didn’t understood the logic of profit were rehabilitated or

exterminated. The people who retaliated against the logic of profit were

hunted down as terrorists. Genuine retaliations were corrupted by

infiltrating theocratic elements (jihads included). (All ideologies are

theocratic, they don’t have the element of play in it.)

Do you require drug induced trances or near death experience or Samadhi

to understand all these? Or do you consider me a junkie or a lunatic?

We have been following the middle path for long, it is time for

extremities.

Don’t you think that we can change the world, our world, the much

advertised slogan of capitalism and spirituality, the flag bearers of

gods. Or are you waiting for the revolutionary moment to ripen or do you

believe that an Avatar( Kalki, second coming of Jesus, anti- Christ)

will come and save you and the world sparing you of all the trouble and

inconvenience of breaking out of your mindless routine. The only thing

you can do is to sacrifice your life on the altar of God and pray to him

for his early arrival. (Technology is there to help you sacrifice).

I am tired of this critique. It is taking my precious time to play with

myself (you guessed right!) and rest, because I have to work majority of

the day.

I am contacting you through this (devils devices- English, cyber space)

because it is the only way left to contact; all other contacts are being

lost. And I am being courageous.

I am saying emperor wears no clothes.

I am giving you the fruit of the tree of knowledge (don’t think that I

am Satan, I am a human being, flesh and blood).

If you eat this fruit, mind (confusion of the body) will die and only

the body remains.

Eves may accept because they have the capacity to surrender. But

surrender is not sacrifice. Surrender is the willingness to play. But

don’t commit the mistake of Adam, who took the given knowledge to be

truth. Given knowledge are only words and symbols. He confuses sacrifice

to be surrender (work to be play). He sacrifices himself and demands

sacrifice. He sacrifices for the truth, creates gods (his compensation,

the wage he earns for his sacrifice, as money for work). He dominates

the world as the God dominates him. He dominates the world through

science and technology as the God dominates him through religion. Adam

is the male principle (domination) and Eve is the feminine (play). Adam

and Eve are Purusha and Prakrithi respectively as explained in Sankya

system of Hindu philosophy.

Both are within you as you are made by the joining of male and female.

There is no exclusively male and female as our society sees. Male and

female are the roles you are given to play. Don’t identify with them.

Female principles are suppressed by the society which is male dominant,

patriarchic. All societies of domination are patriarchic, it discourages

play. So you get serious people, committed to work (sacrifice) instead

of playful and corruptible.

Playful and corruptible are suppressed- teenagers, criminals. Teenagers

are playful and corruptible because they have not solidified into male

and female. They are considered the most dangerous species of the

planet. They have a hard time suppressing their sexual instincts. There

are allowed sexual contact and that too with opposite sex if only they

are willing to sacrifice (get a job). In India, for that you have to

wait for another minimum ten years after sexual maturity to get a job

and marry (which is another sacrifice- in marriage we sacrifice our

desire for multiple partners). Pornography and masturbation are the only

release for majority of Indian teens and the married. I am not saying

masturbation is bad. Through masturbation, we can connect to the ecstasy

of the body, which may not be possible in sex. Sex in civilized

societies contains politics- power brokering. I consider masturbation to

be a grace.

All playful animals (friends of man) are bisexuals. E.g. dogs, apes,

monkeys. I don’t know about dolphins, you can confirm. Humans are only

the other playful animal. Bisexuality can be our way to liberation.

Straights are dogmatic and homosexuals are traumatic. We can become

bisexuals by accepting the feminine, being playful. We can let out the

Eves in us. Eve is chaos, Adam order.

 

Enough of theory. Let us come to action. Our strategies are simple. We

only have to let our desires fulfill. We have to muster courage for

that. Courage comes from numbers. Watch how the animals protect

themselves from predators by herding. We have to bring a sexual

revolution. For that, we need numbers. It can’t be brought about by me

myself. If you don’t join me, they will find the source of this writing

and I will be sacrificed to their gods or put in prison, mental

hospital. This writing will fall into the hands of Adams instead of

Eve’s and there will be more control. You will hear only the laugh of

the machines.

When you sacrifice, you create civilization. Civilization is the altar

on which humans are sacrificed for the non- existent gods. Civilization

is the matrix through which we are controlled by the machines, ghosts.

Domestication is the programming done to reduce us to a source of

energy. Do you want to be an energy source or an energy which plays?

To escape, we have to corrupt the programming through orgiastic

pleasures, sins and adventures. That is the only way back home. It is no

wonder that child sex abuse is the greatest crime. If the child knows

about sex (which is a sin) then he won’t be interested in studying, that

is allow programming.

But don’t start from the child. It may defeat our purpose. Start from

yourself, masturbation. You may feel silly and a sense of shame (sin).

That is OK, don’t mind. Because silliness or sin is only a program to

suppress the wildness inside you. Machines hate wildness and consider it

silly. But love is also silly, which you consider divine.

I don’t promise any transcendental pleasure in masturbation. There isn’t

any. Tantra philosophy corrupts sex; they use sex to reach

transcendence. They haven’t changed anything. It is a failure because

transcendence is false.

Excess of masturbation don’t cause any disease, trust me. Nature has

given us ample energy to squander. But remember your body needs rest.

Try not to cum. Ladies can cum and when you cum make a point that

somebody is watching. No one can resist the sight of a lady coming or a

turned on lady.

Be possessed by sex. Sex is the only commerce of life. Be its finest

salesman. Try showing your private parts to others. Seeing an erect

penis(fruit of the flesh) is a good turn on. Display your breasts, the

non-filthy representative of buttocks. Civilization covers the wildness

of earth with cement and concrete as we cover ours with cloths. Clothing

is censorship so that we don’t discover we are animals.

Others may laugh at you or consider you crazy. Avoid them taking you to

mental hospital or that will be your end. Use birth control measures

when having sex with opposite sex. We already have excess of us and our

ladies will have the burden of pregnancy, so our members will reduce.

Abortion is a sin. Do it. Kill the sacredness of your love, enjoy sex

like animals. Homosexual love is great because you can’t assign any

sacredness to it. Show sex to children. Try to stimulate them sexually

so that they get disinterested in studies.( Do you think a child will

lose her innocence if she knows about sex or her innocence is killed by

education?)

Make love to strangers and don’t ask their name and address. Fuck and

forget. Make sure you use condoms. AIDS is an attack on sexual freedom.

There are no strangers in this world. Strangeness is created by

hierarchical society, its roles and language. You think you don’t know a

person because you don’t know his name or job. Naming causes

strangeness. Everyone is made of flesh and blood, everyone is a

potential mate. Have you noticed that a stranger is always he!

We must change ourselves into playful animals. Try to show others your

act of sex, have sex in the open, it is romantic. We love to see people

having sex. Have oral sex, rub your penises and breasts, drink body

juices .They are fun, exciting. Those can overcome filthiness associated

with wildness. (Personally I am not for sodomy, it may cause problem

with your bowel movement.)

Then graduate to incest and bestiality. Through bestiality we can come

closer to animals, love them. Through incest, we can kill the sacredness

of family relationships, which are only control mechanisms, prisons.

When you have sex with your mother, you become an adult i.e. a free

lover. If you can make love to your mother then you can have sex with

anyone. But don’t rush to rape her. All fathers love their daughters.

Daughters please listen. You can turn your father into your son and give

the definitive blow to patriarchy.

We live in an upside down world. We have lost the innocence of sex. We

consider it dirty, sin. How can a process which creates life, be a sin?

If you look deeper, you can find the inherent anti-life policies of our

society.

Now about work.

It is hard quitting job. So be an insincere worker. Your work ethics

should be look busy take easy. Be a late comer to your worker and in

sex, it is thrilling. Be a procrastinator of the work assigned to you.

Do minor sabotages and graduate. Try to steal something from your work

place, however insignificant it is. Try to have sex at your work place,

not necessarily with opposite sex. Let us bring life back to factories,

not to fulfill the aim of your managers but to make an ass out of him.

This is for managers also. No one is a boss in this world. Even the

American President has to say, he is a servant. Machines allow only

servants.

You can use non-addictive and non-vision inducing drugs.

Visions are a defense mechanism of the body to reduce pain and heal. It

can be caused by deprival of sleep, starvation, trauma, illness,

vision-inducing drugs etc. There are people who make this in to a fetish

or a profession. Some of them are useful for the machines, those who

talk about universal love, peace etc. (which are essential factors of

commerce). They are promoted.(Eg. Satya Sai Baba, Mata Amritanandamayi

etc). They live in luxury. Other visionaries are nuisance or dangerous

to the machine. They end up in mental asylum.

Cannabis is a good aphrodiasc at medium doses. Avoid alcohol because it

kills sex. Avoid smoking, it kills the body. (I am trying to quit).

Avoid anything that reduces your sexual desires. Eat lot of fruits.

Sweetness of your body will return. Defecate and piss in the open and if

you are gutsy, in sacred places- church, mosque, temples, government

offices, etc. While pissing make sure that your organ is seen. Enjoy

your body odor and others. Avoid deodorants. Don’t forget to fart in

front of the boss or in a meeting and remind them of the wildness.

You think these are all silly things. But as I told you silliness is a

program to suppress wildness. You feel silly to approach for sex, so you

rape. Patriarchy is the guardian of rape. Marriage is a rape without its

thrills, a boring rape due to repetition. But rape has got wildness in

it, that’s why it is a crime. If someone is tempting you to rape, then

rape for sure, but leave the victim asking for more. Do everything that

is against the morals of the society.

Write anything coming to your mind and publish it in cyberspace. Don’t

worry about grammar and order of sentence. If you are doing that, you

are falling prey to order. Do not revise what you write, because then

you will cover your train of thought and the meaning is lost. Whatever

coming to your mind is chaos. Initially you may do it out of habit. But

gradually it will come free flowing, because chaos is effortlessness. Do

not fear grammar and censorship (internal too). Our purpose is to fill

cyberspace with chaos so that it may crash and not winning the Nobel

Prize. But don’t make writing into a fetish. Writing, reading,

meditating, praying are all unnatural acts. Try not to take pleasure

from them. But that is not the case with masturbation.

Be diplomatic and cunning. Do not challenge the authority straight away,

or that will be your end. When our movement have gained sufficient

momentum we can come out in the open, hit him in his balls and say,

“Bastard did you think that I was a fool”.

When this movement spreads you can quit your job and withdraw your

children from schools. But now the problem of food supply will confront

you. If all stops working and the commerce stops what will we eat.

Machines are controlling our food supply. That is the only way to

control an animal. We can take over the control by rioting and looting.

But that supply will not last ten days. You may be familiar with

survival program in TV, showing how to gather food from nature. But that

is too little for us because we are too many. If nature does not come

with any other solutions- massive earthquake, tsunami etc. we may resort

to cannibalism. Don’t be terrified by it. It exists in nature, so it is

not bad. Aghors in India practice cannibalism. They gather burned flesh

from funeral pyre.

We have been made meek by domestication, we are terrified by violence.

But violence has terrible beauty and thrill in it. Even the victim may

not mind instant death and a dead meat makes no difference. Some people

may volunteer to be eaten. People will anyway die of starvation. It is

better to eat them than allow them to rot. There is an element of love

in it. Thus when things settle, when population is reduced and there is

enough food freely available for everyone in nature we may become

frugivorous. A frugivorous diet doesn’t require tools or it requires

effort.

Cannibalism is the stepping stone to frugivorous diet. The changeover

will be horrific. But we can make it into a celebration by not fearing

death and loving everyone. We eat what we kill. But don’t do it out of

hate. Then there will be two classes of people in the future as depicted

in H G Wells’ novel- Time machine.

Billions will die. Do not cry for your lost loved ones. I myself can’t

guarantee that I and my loved ones will live to see a free world. But

that is not sacrifice. We are celebrating the destruction of machines.

The joy and relief will be tremendous that there will be no regrets.

The lost loved ones will become the manure from which fruits of Eden

will ripen. (Eden is Vrindhavan for Hindus).

When we have free food and sex, we are home.

When we are free of work and religion, we are liberated.

We have to face it (apocalypse, end of time) today or tomorrow. It is

inevitable. But if we postpone, we may never recover from the tragedy

and the machines (Adams) will escape this dead planet in Noah’s ark to a

new energy source for plundering.

 

 

You can contact me.

But remember, I have no principles i.e. self control.

I love everybody and my love is physical. But I have my preferences. I

am not some kind of erotic Mother Theresa.

I prefer women with voluptuous bodies (big arse) and boys with small

penis. (Black women have great buttocks).

 

Acknowledgements

 

Krishna couldn’t realize his Vrindhavan because he domesticated cattle

and believed in transcendence, demanded sacrifice.

So do Jesus. He couldn’t come out of the morals of patriarchy and became

its victim.

Ram fought and defeated the city builders with the help of his wild

instincts, but sacrificed his Eve and became a king.

Quran, I couldn’t come across. Sorry brothers, ®, Brothers.

Loa Tzu talked about wildness but no one listened.

Buddha renounced the vanity of luxurious life to live among the poor.

Zen masters stilled their minds with meditation and got out of time. But

they couldn’t destroy external time, clocks.

Max Stirner was able to filter individual from all spooks but became

metaphysical with creative nothing.

Walt Whitman knew.

Karl Marx broke into the mechanism of the machines but awaited his

avatar (vanguards) to destroy it.

Che guevera devised instruments to cut the Leviathan’s head.

John Zerzan, Fredy Perlman, Situationists (there were only two) who are

excellent critiques of civilization and the anarchist library gave words

to my thought and feelings.

Sri Aurobindo revealed the feminine principle, Chaos, but tried to take

it to the next level, the level of super humans and failed.

Osho with his satire attacked all ghosts and hit them in their balls but

fell prey to sacredness, the only ghost.

Ted Kazcynski challenged the machines alone, because he was sincere and

courageous and ended up in jail. He didn’t have numbers. Don’t make me

the next.

We can be Shiva who is Ardhanareswara (half woman, half man) who with

his destructive dance (Tandava) creates new worlds.

Did you get a hint of our true species? (Don’t get mystified, we are

only animals.)

 

Sincere thanks to a girl who showed me the power of being down to earth

and my wife and son who gave me space and innocence.

My parents for loving me in spite of me ignoring them. Thanks to the

organization I am working which supports me and showed me the vanity and

futility of modern life.

To my neighbor who sexually abused me as a child and my cousin with whom

we had a gay time together.

And my sister who is the presence of mighty feminine in my life.

Also thanks to the place where I was born which was a rural area but had

the remains of the magic of community life and wildness. I don’t want to

give my whole biography.

 

I am wondering how I could write this, may be because I am honest or

because of hemp and onanism combined.

 

Caution: Do not convert this into a sacred book or me into a bisexual

God. (I hate gods because they can’t play). If you are doing that, you

are back to square one. And I hate name and success.

After reading this once or twice, throw it in dustbin.

Fight sacredness.

Be filthy and remain so.

Again do not convert filthiness into sacredness (a fetish).

 

DIDN’T YOU GET IT.

Sufferer: What?

Gone case: That this is a love letter to you,

 

HAPPY PLAYING

                                                         

TAIL PIECE: The machines are still dumb. They can’t recognize the

meaning of this article. That is why I am able to publish it in

internet. But I can’t guarantee that they will remain so. Any moment

from now they can become conscious and that will be our end. Before that

happens, let us wake up and start to Live.

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