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Title: Love in a Necessary Revolution
Author: Story
Date: February 14th, 2020
Language: en
Topics: free love, education, anarcho-syndicalism
Source: Retrieved on December 2nd, 2020 https://absurdlove4.noblogs.org/post/2020/02/14/love-in-a-neccesary-revolution-manifesto/

Story

Love in a Necessary Revolution

Introduction

Hello, my name is Story (as my title presents) I am a 16-year-old

digital anarcho-syndicalist (I go by Ze/Hir/Hirs pronouns) to give you

some background on who I am:

I am a QTPOC (queer trans person of color) whom’st has at least 2 mental

illnesses (MDD + GAD), 1 learning disability (ADD), and 1 physical

disability (mild CP). I am a digital anarchist of sorts (as most of my

armchair activism is digital). I have written poetry over the past 3

years writing about my experiences. I am an intersectional feminist,

lover, and fighter, and an idiot (although my comrades beg to differ).

The aims are simple, yet complex, as Albert Camus says in The Stranger:

“Everything is true, and nothing is true!” This quote is an open

interpretation really but, in the context of this piece, here is what I

want to establish: we are human, school is a riot! no revolt can survive

without love, fight like hell, and never stop evolving just as we have

all done since day 1.

This is also an intense and emotional love letter to my comrades, the

platonic lovers in my life, the real family that I have built on the

internet despite a cold terrifying world, and a helping hand to the

other anarchists in the world constantly fighting for a better world and

the wholesome cuddles that bring us together! Our rights were never

granted through reforms and just like in the 1960s counterculture

movement as long as non-violent civil disobedience took place in mutual

love, support, and

beauty,^(=> [https://time.com/5101740/martin-luther-king-peaceful-protests-lessons/ 1

]) an equally astonishing and wondrous violent protests and disobedience

took place in

solidarity^(=> [https://www.history.com/topics/gay-rights/the-stonewall-riots 2

]) with love both in the past and now once again.

1: Definitions and misconceptions

Usually, when we think of the terms ‘anarchy’ or ‘anarchism’ we

immediately think of chaos without any further evidence or using the

skills we learned in school (what happened to those critical thinking

skills that were shoved down our throats? Did they just
disappear?)

Usually we think that the term anarchy is synonymous with nihilism and

while yes, nihilist anarchists do

exist!^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/flower-bomb-why-nihilism-a-response-to-john-zerzans-why-hope-critique-of-the-nihilist-tendency 1

]) To say that ALL anarchists are the same is blatantly ignorant and

completely disregards the

branches^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/donald-rooum-and-freedom-press-ed-what-is-anarchism-an-introduction 2

]) and the

success^(=> [https://crimethinc.com/2020/01/06/2019-the-year-in-review-including-a-short-report-on-our-efforts 3

]) of anarchist revolutions such as Rojava, Revolutionary

Catalonia,^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/geoff-bailey-anarchists-in-the-spanish-civil-war#toc9 3.1

]) The RQSP, or current revolutions going on around like in Chile,

Haiti, Hong Kong, etc (which to an extent show anarchist elements).

In this context anarchy and anarchism are the same in the sense of

putting theory into practice.^(=> [https://crimethinc.com/tce#anarchy 4

]) If you’re still scratching your head as to what anarchy, anarchism

and anarchist mean here’s a sentence that will (hopefully) clear it up:

‘Anarchy is the word, Anarchism is the idea, and Anarchist is the

believer.’

Anarchism (the idea) is practiced in many different ways, so here’s a

short list of examples!

It is also very important to note that I am using the term anarchism by

its dictionary definition, not what misinformed reactionaries believe it

is
.so here’s that definition:

The usual argument against anarchism is that there are “no rules” or

“chaos” this simply Isn’t true, so I will refer to the 3A analogy by

Crimethinc which can be found here.

“Anarchy is what happens wherever order is not imposed by force. It is

freedom: the process of continually reinventing ourselves and our

relationships. Any freely occurring process or phenomenon—a rainforest,

a circle of friends, your own body—is an anarchic harmony that persists

through constant change.”

“Anarchism: is the idea that everyone is entitled to complete

self-determination. No law, government, or decision-making process is

more important than the needs and desires of actual human beings. People

should be free to shape their relations to their mutual satisfaction and

to stand up for themselves as they see fit.” — Crimethinc, To Change

Everything, an Anarchist Appeal

“Anarchists: oppose all forms of hierarchy—every currency that

concentrates the power into the hands of a few, every mechanism that

puts us at a distance from our potential.”

— Crimethinc, To Change Everything, an Anarchist

Appeal.^(=> [https://crimethinc.com/tce#anarchy 5

])

And now! Amazing indifferent humans of this rapidly decomposing earth!

Let’s get into the other subjects that I want to discuss with y’all!

2: Education as a tool of resistance

Since preschool, children have been designated parts of numerous

machines that control our daily lives, since this is published online, I

assume most readers will understand that these machines are obvious but,

sadly that isn’t the case for all of us as we are flawed humans that

change for better or worse. These machines include but are not limited

to the following: Capitalism, Racism, Ableism, Fascism, Sexism,

Patriarchy, Nationalism, etc.

Of course, intersectionality proves that systems of oppression can

overlap with each other to create micro/macro versions of oppression

that are more difficult to contain within these systems, examples

include Rainbow

Capitalism,^(=> [https://www.vox.com/2018/6/25/17476850/pride-month-lgbtq-corporate-explained 6

])

Ecofascism,^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/59nmv5/eco-fascism-the-racist-theory-that-inspired-the-el-paso-and-christchurch-shooters-and-is-gaining-followers 7

]) Trans Exclusionary ‘Radical’

Feminism,^(=> [https://www.independent.co.uk/voices/anti-trans-protests-london-pride-transgender-transphobia-terf-lgbt-feminist-a8448521.html 8

]) and

Transmedicalism.^(=> [https://gender.wikia.org/wiki/Transmedicalist 9

])

My issue in this section is the concerning growing movement of

exclusionary ideals & politics infiltrating

schools^(=> [https://www.splcenter.org/hatewatch/2018/02/16/turning-point-usas-blooming-romance-alt-right 9.0

][9.1]]

9.2

]) (and alarmingly enough, the one I currently go

to^(=> [https://archive.org/details/image2_202002 9.3

]

9.4

]

9.5

]

9.6

]

9.7

]

9.8

])) yet only until now have we realized it’s an

issue^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/n7jemx/a-new-bill-would-require-dhs-to-keep-tabs-on-foreign-white-supremacists 9.9

]) This is alarming considering that hate groups have been steadily

growing since

2000.^(=> [https://www.splcenter.org/hate-map?year=2000 9.10

]) These hate groups have evolved and produced media figures and pundits

who knowingly push hateful ideologies. Recent examples include: Ben

Shapiro touring college.^(=> [https://www.yaf.org/shapirotour/ 10

]) Shapiro is a well-known Conservative pundit who is infamous for

championing far-right views under the guise of

faux-intellectualism.^(=> [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2PAajlHbnU 11

]) and conspiracy

theories^(=> [https://www.csmonitor.com/2004/0524/p12s01-legn.html 12

]) Other examples include people like Jordan

Peterson^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_au/article/evqekn/the-fundamental-errors-of-jordan-peterson 13

]) as he spews bigotry under the name of ‘free speech’ and against the

so called ‘postmodern-cultural

marxists’^(=> [https://jacobinmag.com/2018/02/jordan-peterson-enlightenment-nietzsche-alt-right 14

]) (A historically inaccurate

oxymoron^(=> [https://www.academia.edu/4089731/Max_Stirner_Politics_series_on_Anarchism_by_Heinz_Duthel 15

])), Peterson is also well known to advocate for Incel (Involuntary

Cellibate^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_uk/article/m7qqen/what-is-an-incel-how-incel-culture-grew-2010s 16

])) talking

points.^(=> [https://www.nytimes.com/2018/05/18/style/jordan-peterson-12-rules-for-life.html 17

]) and anti-trans

advocacy^(=> [https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-37875695 18

])

Of course, if you have a mindset similar to my mother who can’t stand

the constant waves of negativity and can’t put up with the amount of

traumatic stuff that the media shows us every day then please, take a

break for your sanity and come back later! My ending point for this

section is that we need action against bigotry. I’m saying call out that

damn maga lovin’ supporter in your classroom who spews alt-right or

alt-lite talking points! Make those reactionary bigots cower in their

boots! Make it known that bigotry and exclusion is not welcome in our

safe space classrooms because good education requires us to subvert the

‘Banking Model of

Education,’^(=> [http://www.pitt.edu/~writecen/BankingConcept.pdf 19

]) as Wu Zuhihui said “Education is

Revolution”^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/wu-zhihui-education-as-revolution 20

]) and for the sake of workers

UNIONIZE^(=> [https://www.epi.org/blog/union-busters-are-more-prevalent-than-they-seem-and-may-soon-even-be-at-the-nlrb/ 20.1

])

3: Why Unions?

Unions for me are a revolutionary powerful tool for resisting

exclusionists^(=> [https://www.jacobinmag.com/2019/01/utla-los-angeles-teachers-strike-privatization 1

]) and I think that the past couple of years have shown us that they

definitely make a huge difference in getting needs

met,^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_ca/article/4ag3dn/inside-the-wetsuweten-anti-pipeline-camp-that-police-are-blockading 2

]

3

]) how would social progress ever if we never stood up for each other

and did anything? Unions mean a lot of different things to

me^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/jeff-shantz-green-syndicalism 4

]) it means teachers unions, relationship

anarchism,^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/jamie-heckert-nurturing-autonomy 5

]

6

]) getting to know your comrades to work together and create

interdependent mutual

aid.^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/sever-against-self-sufficiency-the-gift 7

]

8

]) I believe that I take unions very seriously is due to the fact that I

can’t survive completely on my own, I struggle with saying what I want

in the voluntary relationships that I take part in and form
this is

probably due to years of emotional trauma I’ve suffered through growing

up
having your father be co-dependant on you for many years, having to

take your fights on your own
.especially when I would retaliate I would

be labelled ‘selfish’ or just spiral down till we screamed at each other

and I had to call my mom to pick me up from the house
This trauma that I

went through (and am still recovering from to this day) has helped me

understand unions not just in work but, in our day to day lives. Without

these unions, we wouldn’t be able to form interpersonal relationships

with our

co-workers^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/helin-asi-finding-revolutionary-love-in-a-world-of-profound-alienation 9

]

10

]) we wouldn’t be able to talk out our problems with our counselors,

lovers, friends, etc.

Unions are important not just because they give us diverse tactics to

get our needs

met^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_uk/article/kzd7az/striking-workers-uk-mindfuck-tactics-uvw 11

]

12

]

13

]

14

]

15

]

16

]

17

]

18

]) they help us get off our asses and fight for what we believe in, and

help create stronger relationships with the diverse crowd of people in

our lives.

We shouldn’t concern ourselves or ally ourselves with

Marxist-Leninists^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/ziq-tankies-and-the-left-unity-scam 19

]

20

]) as they’re apologists of state-capitalist regimes that lie under the

guise of

‘Communism.’^(=> [https://www.marxists.org/archive/lenin/works/1921/apr/21.htm#fw07 21

]

22

]) History has shown us that Marxist-Leninists, Maoists and Stalinists

will hijack revolutions to impose another state-capitalist

regime.^(=> [https://crimethinc.com/2017/10/30/restless-specters-of-the-anarchist-dead-a-few-words-from-the-undead-of-1917 23

])

People now are starting to attempt to destroy the connections we’ve made

in our workplaces thanks to its ability to get needs met and help each

other build a better

world^(=> [https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/142472-never-be-deceived-that-the-rich-will-allow-you-to 24

]) we shouldn’t let anyone take away that right from people and we

should support and help each other to make sure that doesn’t happen, and

understand that capitalism has only exploited the most vulnerable in

society and everyone else while the 1% stays silent and bathes in their

hoarded

money^(=> [https://www.statista.com/chart/20600/capitalism-as-it-exists-today-does-more-harm-than-good/ 25

]

26

]

27

]) and manipulates middle class and working-class people that they’re

“helpful.”^(=> [https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2018/jul/05/american-elections-battle-billionaires-civic-inequality 28

]

28.1

])

If we want to stay sane we must protect our communities with love and

rage!

4: Love and our imperfectly perfect selves

Now, that you’ve read some ideas from me and people who put anarchy and

anarchism and practice and a different view from the academics that

stand on podiums and talk about it (though it’s ignorant to say that

they don’t

contribute^(=> [https://www.americanscientist.org/article/understanding-the-butterfly-effect 21

])) Things like having everyday people talk about something they enjoy

and having a diverse crowd is very

important^(=> [https://blackrosefed.org/feminism-intersectionality-anarchism/ 22

]) (although I despise liberal identity politics as they depend on

watering down systems of oppression and using intersectionality to

create exclusive in-group vs out-group

tensions^(=> [https://blackrosefed.org/refusing-to-wait-anarchism-intersectionality/ 23

]))

Anarchism and intersectionality combined with philosophy, in general,

has definitely impacted my life for the better. Allow me to open this

last section with a reflection on myself, warning this section will

discuss personal trauma and things that viewers may find disturbing if

at any point you feel uncomfortable please take a break!!

Love for me has always been a complex thing but, then again that’s the

radical life. Definitely weird especially when you have a non-normative

gender, sexuality, and

desires,^(=> [https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/sandra-jeppesen-queering-heterosexuality 24

]) I mean I get weird looks for saying that I’m

demisexual^(=> [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCZtPt6SHTE 25

]) besides the last time I checked the majority of the popular love

movies just star 2 random people falling in love with each other and

somehow that’s the dream ‘relationship’ but, then again I’m a strange

human I have people who are close to me that I have adult conversations

with and they don’t infantilize me (and in most cases, these adult

conversations happen between me and people who are my age) besides

what’s wrong with having close friends that are just 7 years older than

you? Is it bad that these people enjoy my presence because of our common

trauma and marginalization and the love we give each other? Is it bad to

form deep relations with someone who’s older than me and treats me as a

close friend and respects my boundaries especially when I have been able

to show my weakness and break down in front of them over text because of

my history of being sexually harassed and having my autonomy violated in

front of people who I care about while manipulating me saying that they

‘love and care about me’ + history of fearing authority in fear of

having to deal with more emotionally scarring reactions?

To me no because the relations I have with the people who are older than

me are just like the people who are close to me and my age sluts,

stoners, mentally ill, leftist, marginalized yet stunning glorious

humans! It’s okay to be 16 and talk to friends of mine who may have a

bigger age gap than me and to be passionate about things we both love

with respect and mutual aid. I see nothing wrong with expressing

yourself to someone platonically,romantically,etc. If it’s consensual. A

personal example my friend Eva she’s 23 lives in Europe happens to have

BPD, Autism and is a transwoman who loves being platonic, romantic and

loving with her friends (which includes me) she’s extremely sweet and

makes sure to respect my boundaries because of her morals NOT the law,

that’s not something I’ve had the best experience with as a lot of

people in my life have violated my boundaries and justify it by saying

I’m “selfish” and that they ‘know better’ because THEY are adults. If

you think that a 16-year-old having emotionally wholesome friendships

with people who are their age and older is wrong especially when both

parties 1000% understand each other and respect each other’s boundaries

and help each other grow as healthy autonomous cells then maybe
just

maybe you’re letting ageism get a little too into your head.

Love is a difficult thing for me to discuss as my dad is a

dean/highschool cop and when love becomes a

commodity^(=> [https://www.jacobinmag.com/2016/02/internet-dating-commodification-love-valentine/ 25.1

]) rather than a natural human emotion thanks to

Capitalism^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/7kzkna/get-a-free-burger-on-valentines-day-for-the-low-low-price-of-your-dignity 25.2

]) it gets even more complicated if your queer, majority of society

creates relationships based on:

heteronormativity,^(=> [https://dictionary.apa.org/heteronormativity 25.3

])

homonormativity,^(=> [https://lgbt.wikia.org/wiki/Homonormativity 25.4

]) compulsory

monogamy,^(=> [https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/bm4353/why-we-need-to-challenge-the-culture-of-monogamy 25.5

]) genderism,^(=> [https://psychology.wikia.org/wiki/Genderism 25.6

]) power

imbalences,^(=> [https://www.bustle.com/p/11-signs-theres-unhealthy-power-dynamic-in-your-relationship-according-to-expert-8643093 25.7

]) and strict unwritten guidelines as to what counts as a ‘real

relationship’, anarchism as a form of love has helped me develop myself

as a

lover^(=> [https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/3237094-fighting-is-the-ultimate-act-of-intimacy-intimacy-is 26

]

26.1

]

26.2

]

26.3

]

27

]) I think that the reasoning why I as a person who intersects with a

diverse range of marginalized groups is that I consciously and

unconsciously force myself into subjugation in my relationships. I’m not

‘normal’ because normalcy requires me to strip down and hide my

queerness, my transness, my disabilities, my politics, my trauma, and my

personality in short; a forced social suicide all for mere conformity to

societal oppression. Albert Camus is a known absurdist and

anarcho-syndicalist I remember the first time I read the Myth of

Sissyphus I spent 3 hours at midnight hyperfocusing on this

philosophical text and doing an unstructured analysis, this is another

influence of mine and I love absurdism because it can explain my

existence and use my defects and intersectional identity as a

gift^(=> [https://www2.hawaii.edu/~freeman/courses/phil360/16.%20Myth%20of%20Sisyphus.pdf 28

]) for a long part of my life I have tried to find answers in religion

due to the fact that I come from a latinx, catholic, middle-class family

it didn’t help
and still to this day I get into problems with my family

because I’m ‘too sensitive’ and ‘not oppressed’ but, as my therapist

told me: “They’re just a bystander they don’t have to go through what

you’ve been through” that is still as of now a pretty hard pill to

swallow despite all the other drugs I’ve had to take for my personal

health, my life may be meaningless but, with acknowledging that I can

create my own fluid, comfortable and self-created meaning. I’m a slut

for non-heteronormative consensual monogamy, revolutionary anarchist

praxis, inclusionist feminism, free love, and interdependent mutual aid.

We need love desperately in this terrible alienating time yet, even now

it’s still discoverable like weeds and flowers that bloom in the cracks

of broken concrete
. As gender theorist and mental health advocate

anarchist Kate Bornstien said in Hello, Cruel World
 14 years ago: “I

swear there’s someone out there for you to love. He, she, or They are

out there someplace looking for you. But no one is going to love you

exactly the way you are until you love yourself exactly the way you

are.”^(=> [https://silentscreamsandskinnydreams.weebly.com/uploads/5/0/1/4/50148213/kate_bornstein_-_hello_cruel_world.pdf 29

])