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It's been a while since my last blog post, and a lot sure has happened.
First, I have been thinking that I might have some form of OSDD. I have voices in my head (most of them are nice, one isn't), dissociation issues, intrusive thoughts, and sometimes the inability to control my body. Though I am still really thinking that I may just be faking it. Hopefully I'll get a diagnosis soon.
Next, I am now formally diagnosed with SVT. My mom will no longer let me have caffine (especially not coffee), and I was put back on my medicine I was taking before. My doctor really reccomends me to get an ablation done, but I'm very hesitant to do it. I am still very young, and the chance of complications is low, but not zero. Also, it will get in the way of school matters for a bit while I recover.
I am now using XUbuntu as my OS on my laptop, and I have had some issues so far, but they've all been kinda small, so I don't think I should worry. Every time I turn on my computer, I worry that it wont boot into the OS, that there will be some sort of corruption issue. I guess that's just me being new to Linux? I'm probably just going crazy...
Life has been very rough lately, but I'm pulling through.
No vid today, I'm too tired for that.