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It has been a while since I posted or browsed here. The summer was busy, fall came and went; I didn't have the stomach to use a computer after the workdays were over.
Tonight I am more-than-micro-dosing psilocybin and leaving a jazzy synth loop I made playing while thinking of some way to exit the desk for a living.
I maintain a lot of end-of-life telco gear for a growing company in a position of some prestige for my age, have gotten "us" out of a few bad times this year and made progress on quite a few big projects. The feeling is similar to being gifted a yacht when you live 9 hours away from the ocean and haven't the means to go use it more than once every few years - you would happily trade it for something more useful.
Whatever I need is a bit more than a vacation. There is a deep yearning just to walk under a tree canopy that doesn't go away. Going on camping trip next month, peak winter. Sometimes in the mountains I see radio base stations for weather/atmospheric data collection(?) and wish I was the person responsible for checking in on those things.
There's always being a firewatch or working in Antarctica.
To be a lighthouse operator, a forestry technician, or to be a librarian in a small mountain village where no one else can read. These are things I dream about.
hey ~akhet!
I don't think I ever micro-dosed psilocybin, but I had blue cap mushrooms a bunch of times as a teenager, which contains psilocybin. Is a fun time! :)
::disclaimer, don't use drugs, et al::
Winter camping is brave. I've only gone Spring/Fall, and I love it, but the backpacking part I am not real thrilled about. Too much set up/break down.
Hope you're well and things stay good! :)
later