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Awake and unable to re-enter the sleep loop. The combination of job fear and loathing, and post-COVID effects are essentially one big 'ole 'break' statement too near the top of said loop's block.
Did some good work setting up Google Classroom assignments and writing a few scripts to facilitate grading and such.
But as for the enduring assfucks portion of the nightmare, well, I guess I just have hold on for dear "not half the life it used to be" until it - the "teaching" tenure, not the life - is over.
I'm working on downing a gyro with my whine.
I went with that for breakfast, because it's what we had for dinner last night, and it seemed unusually recuperative for the three hours of drunken sleep the night before (ah.... *love* that Beatles song..), eyes morphing from quivering slits to halfway usable electromagnetic-energy-of-visible-frequency portals.
Created a "neocities" account and starter site a 'lil before this exercise in textural futility. My money's on it probably going nowhere, but who knows.
What I *can* say it'll likely not be kitten-and/or-drawings-of-impossibly-cute-pseudo-humans-with-impossibly-ginormous-eyes themed.
And how is ya today, dear reader?
I ordered a yufka, and got two by mistake. I ate both, feel bloated, horrible, and it made me depressed in an existential kind of way. The sun came out and improved my mood a little, but now it's getting dark and the idea of sitting indoors eating something makes me feel that existential dread again. It's been a funny day.