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There's a woman, who's behavior I'll never
understand. I don't know by which rules she
operates. You text her, she replies, seems
okay so far? You continue this for a year.
Your conversation seems fine, your
relationship seems neutral (although that's
not what you'd wish, but you have no
reproaches). She knows you're kind of a
maniac. You told her, cause you want to be
as clear as possible. You asked her
countless times and she claims that this is
fine. And one day… out of nowhere she
doesn't respond. If you read several lines
prior to this nothing seems wrong. But
still she becomes quiet. Not in a way, that
you are, when dead, no. You send her
messages once a day to be sure, she's not
dead and she reads them all, like she
checks her notifications, but with no
reaction. Then desperate to find a cause
you trap her in real life. She can't escape
this time. You have a serious conversation
for a while and you decide to go quiet, and
not bother her. But of course you're a
maniac, so you can't stand not reviving
that contract every once in a while. It's
not longer what it was before, but you try
to be neutral, and talk about most
meaningless things possible. After a year
or so this slips out of control, and you
spend your entire day talking. What else
can you do, being locked down, and having a
couple megabytes of internet left? Your
conversation seems fine, your relationship
seems neutral, you ask her about your lack
of control - still fine. And then… out
of nowhere she doesn't respond again. What
is that? How is that happening over and
over? Is it some kind of realization that
she gets? Why there's no sign of what's
going happen? If you know an answer to any
of those questions, please take those 10
minutes of your life and explain this
phenomenon to me. Thank you!
By the way, sorry for a luck of struckture to this post. I've written it in a hurry on my phone. Usual tech stuff is coming soon. I can't promise, but at least I have a draft. Stay tuned.