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Sometimes the world grabs me by the neck and presses hard enough that while i can still breath its uncomfortable and i can hear the wheezing of my tightening chest. This happens because all the worlds problems and injustices get too close like i can feel them going into my lungs. Like a film on everything.
From a very young age i felt what others around me felt. Its help me in my job, it makes it easy for me to build bonds quickly as i care about others problems deeply since i feel what they feel.
The problem is that this becomes overwhelming when i can't keep it local and just feel the pain of the world that is suffering.
This also comes from a world view of give in take. When something bad happens i call that a take when something good happens that is a give. When the world is taking over and over but not giving anything. It sends up alarms bells.
The world view i should be having is not to worry about fixing all the worlds injustices that take and take but focus on the ones i can.