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i was thinking about the geminispace recently (i dont think i have to clarify that that is) and i had an idea for a capsule, but i know it would require cgi scripting and idk where to begin with that, or if theres a way to use a language like ruby or rust. if anybody has any ideas, please hmu because i think it would be kinda fun for me to make lol.
things are ever so slightly better. not by much, but still better. also the one and the only blaise (that mysical person ive been refering to as my boyfriend) is back which is pretty nice. i wanna try to make some stuff on gemini (specifically a frontend for project gutenburg's onlie) but i have no clue where to even begin with that kinda stuff. if anybody has any info on that, then do contact me, i think i have my discord on my gemini page. anyways go play trackmania if you dont already.
i feel like absolute shit, i havent been worse mentally in my life. my boyfriend is probably grounded and i cant talk to them at all, and in my head, most of the people i know despise me and hate me. i barely leave my room at this point and reddit is basically my primary source of entertainment. i wish i knew why i was suddenly feeling so shitty, but i actually dont, and not knowing is making it worse somehow. anyways for the good-ish news: ive been growing my hair out and pass ever so slightly sometimes and it makes me so happy. currently one person im not out to has noticed. im also planning to start voice training so i will have the confidence to speak in vr games like rec room where i have a female character, and just so i feel better about my voice. anyways, this is me signing off, hopefully things are better next time.
oh i also started playing trackmania 2020, and got even closer to having gold on every track in trackmania united forever, both of which are really good arcadey racing games which i highly recommend.
howdy, summer break is boring as fuck. i'd be fine if its just like a month, but it feels like its gonna be forever sadly. i already miss everybody ive seen there so this really sucks.
i am no longer failing english, which is great because that means i'll go to this school next year! also at that same time ive started to really love my school and everybody there.
ive gone down multiple wikipedia rabbit wholes and ive been on the codegolf stack exchange a bit too much today, so i decided to check out gemini a little more, and god its so cool. there's a couple pretty cool services that i find amazing to check out and i love it here.
so i am doing really well in school, currently have an e (my school doesnt use f's) and now if i dont pull that up within a week, im gonna get kicked out. other than that, a friend of mine is giving me more femme clothing to help me transition (i really hope this place isn't that against trans people lol) and im actually getting decently close to passing! anyways i dont have anything else to talk about, so back to playing osu!mania.
so this is twice now. i find an exploit or some way to get around a restriction, and its blocked in like a couple days. its funny, but im scared now lol. anyways finals are tomorrow woohoo! (they werent that bad!)
Edit, 6/10/2022: so a few days ago my school saw what a friend typed in a document i owned, and now they definitely are.
ok so i hate today. idk why im writing here like it's a diary already but eh. so what happened? nothing too much. just a bit of ✨ drama✨ and other stupid crap. i cant go to a really good looking school play with my boyfriend just because of my grades, but other than that nothing much.
hey. i was bored today and i have been wanting to make a gemlog about my life, maybe more like a diary but eh it doesnt matter. anyways things were just boring as hell. just normal flirting with my boyfriend and stuff