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cannot

s ideation is strong today. probably just cope by disengaging as hard as possible to zoom through the next 3 days. difficult to do when body has no energy to do anything.

self advocation

set a boundry today while emotions were very high. felt unsafe to do so, did it anyways. saw the same patterns as before but wasn't attached to them and felt no responsibility for the other persons emotions. was nice after the initial emotion to see the situation more clearly

after effects

headache / ouch

disassociation / staring off into space head empty

derealization / tunneled vision, wierdness of physicality

lack of energy / no motivation. to do anything, will just find body doing things automatically

progression

majorly distracted by work, near the end of the shift don't feel as badly anymore, some of the after effects have resided