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I literally just came out of the shower. I have *never* experienced such genderdysforia before. I feel *so* out of place it's unlike anything I've ever experienced before. it was dark out and I saw my own reflection. I had like a shock because I realised I'm still not who I'd like to be.
They literally seperated me and another guy into other roomns. Last time I slept in the same room with the same guy it was fine. For reference there are 8 guys (excluding me) around my age. There are 4 bedrooms we can sleep in. I have a bedroom alonr. They put the guy I was sharing the room with in a group of three. Another room has another group of three. And a room of 2.
I have never felt so alone in a looong time. Almost crying as I am writing this. Why can't people just be reasonable and realise that I won't do shit with another guy. I have a boyfriend ffs. Please just accept me for who I am and move on.
My parents don't fucking know *anything* and I feel like this stupid group will get me in trouble with my parents purely because I also like guys and shit like that.
I'd love to just express myself like who I want to be. I feel like I'm seperated because I am different. Please just let me be myself. AAAAAA
sadlog 1, expression was published on 2022-03-12