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Responsibility

This is a dream I had a long time ago.

It starts off with me being in a supermarket. I was just doing something that I don't remember, probably shopping. I see this little girl, she's probably 5 years old, I go and ask her what she is doing here and she tells me that she doesn't know. It doesn't seem like there is anybody around that knows her and that she knows, so I tell her that I'll take care of her. I take her into my car and we talk, while we talk I notice that I don't have a home or house that I could go to. So I go and find a guy who sells houses, and buy one of them. It's a nice house, it needs work, but it's nice. We go there, we eat something and I realize that I'll have to get a job so I can buy food for her. So I go searching for a job and soon I work as an office guy doing some unimportant thing. Somewhere I meet another girl, she is my age and we get along really well, she doesn't have a home either. I think we fell in love with each other. We go to my home and I tell her about the girl, and we say that we'll take care of her together. The girl stays at home and takes care of the kid. I go to work and while I am driving past the kitchen window where I see the kid and the girl looking at me, I realize that I have a responsibility. The feeling I felt when dreaming this is really hard to describe, it is a feeling of self-significance, I felt like I had a purpose, but not as in I had a goal, I just had a purpose for what I was doing, I was doing something for them, not for myself. I had the responsibility for their lifes. I don't know what this feeling is, but I think it is what it feels like to be a dad.

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