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Sometimes I get into binge drinking, loosing control over my mind. Last week I did it two times and I did some very bad and shameful things. So I made the decision to stop it. I do not want to hurt somebody - and if I do under the influence of alcohol I need to stop drinking.
Last friday I was full of shame and guiltyness, I could not stop hating myself. This was the last day I was drinking until now. I must say, I have friends who where very very supportive- so much that I thought I dont deserve it. Ill try to keep my body and mind clean from alcohol - at least too much alcohol.