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Note: I think this was after our "first" breakup? I can't remember.
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i always want to see you smile
cause now i can't
my heart is trapped inside of me
something seeping out
the letters leave a stain on me,
my heart, and brain
a victory is to not cry
this will only hurt for a while
lifeless but happy,
i remember
laughing and crying
those five words
rising and falling
my chest heaving
the clock turned back again...
where am i now?
its hard to keep the hope alive
if you're like me
its hard to wake up still alive
if you've been like me
its hard to ever try again
you feel it, right?
three hours escape me
and something else escapes me..
the fear is gnawing at my bones
but i'm still wrong
the sadness ruins sunny days
but you still grow
the past is aiming for my throat
and im rotting
i can only fake it for so long
i begin to leave my scars on display
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