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Note: This is about a person I knew as a teen who hurt a lot of people.
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i just cant forget her
virtual memories of her on my mind
i know what i've been throughÂ
but her words lost foreverÂ
am i still a coward?
still a traitor to your cult?
every time i try to run away
does it matter anyway?
i thought i had escaped
i think its creeping up on me
or should i stay?
i want to leave this mindscape
your words are etched into my skull
i feel your heart could destroy all this
you drift away, so softly
i see my dreams are still distant
better not get bored of me yet
dont slip away, ill slip away
imprint myself on your heels
do you like this nobody's face?
am i part of you?
i try to feel human
maybe i should give in
and let go of these
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