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today (and late into last night) i made a bunch of changes to my website to make it more mobile-and-smallscreen friendly. it's in no way actually 'accessible' by any means, and i hope to continue to change that in the future but i'm very slowly, slowly learning. for now it serves my purpose of being viewable on my dad's laptop and my cell phone. (β’Μoβ’Μ)ΰΈ eventually i'll have a neat cheap-o laptop of my own for travel purposes but i'm always looking at things on my 1080p pc monitor for now!
i'm still tidying up my overall internet presence to feel more home-y and safe for me, and a little bit more cohesive i guess. it should be home-y, because it's my home! but i also want it to be cohesive, because one of these days i'm going to work out of my home!? β§Ω©(ΛΟΛ*)Ωβ§ at least that's the idea. i really like it when people have even mildly 'put together' internet personas. eventually all of my spaces will be filled up with the artwork i love, and am now loving making!
my capsule isn't somewhere where i want to encourage hopping off onto https sites (when i come on here, i'm here to be present) even if it's my own and i'm proud, so i'm only going to link it in this log, below. i ramble a lot and often so eventually it'll get buried here, which is how i want it. not because i want anonymity or anything. just because i really like this space for what it is alone. β‘κ°*ο½₯Οο½₯δΊΊο½₯Οο½₯*κ±β‘
complaining ahead:
i talked to my case manager today about a bunch of life stuff, and i'm feeling really encouraged. i do need to get my brain sorted out though, because recently i've been super scrambled. like right now, my thoughts are so cluttered (part of why i'm writing a lot now hehe!) ... well, recently we'd been having water issues and it was hard to focus on other aspects of my life while depressed + no kitchen sink water to wash dishes with. cleaning large things in the tiny bathroom sink was a lot of discouragement for taking care of the dishes/making healthy meals. (β£_β£β) it feels pathetic to admit. anyway, i'd been getting better at taking care of it and other things in the past few days. today, our water was fixed up by a plumber. we ended up needing a whole new tank. yet, the washing machine draining downstairs still clogs up and floods the entire basement whenever we wash clothes. so THAT's still a problem, and still stressful. as we speak it's been two hours since my lights have finished washing and i haven't been able to toss them in the dryer because the basement has ankle-height water.
i have to go into the city tomorrow or the next day to get weed and that's also stressful to me. if i don't, i'm leaving to help my bf's mom move furniture over the weekend and i will 1. run out and 2. not have any for a whole weekend to take with me. it's my main anxiety medication but having to go get it regularly stresses me out. where i live, the places nearby me are way overpriced so i have to go a bit out of the way each time. guess who has mild agoraphobia... (γ£- βΈ β Ο)
you all will get to hear my more personal ramblings that i think are too cringe to post on the open web, haha. i still censor myself no matter what, but i keep a personal journal again now for when i really need it. it's not much, because i am...exceedingly open, so what i consider 'too much for the internet' doesn't happen often. trying to be more reasonable! ββ(*βθΈοΌΎ*)
night!
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