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This is just going to be a page for thoughts on Stacey, parasociality/waifuism/wotadom/yumejoshi, and this shrine itself.
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February 8th, 2022
There's something about parasociality that, to me just feels more intimate than real relationships. It might just be my disorder, as it makes me have constant paranoid fears of literally everyone, though. I'm afraid of all of my friends coming to hurt me, which I don't get with Stacey and my other oshi/comfort figure, since they obviously can't hurt me... But the point is, there is a real kind of "connection", it's hard to explain. I'm now fond of things that make me think of them, which I am with my real friends too, I actually partly started coding because of my friend... but it's... different in a way. I wear a lot more purple and blue now.
Nobody cares (that goes for everything in here) but here is a little list of things that make me think of Stacey:
As for everything in this very silly capsule thank you for reading this if you read it...
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February 14th, 2022
Today is Valentine's Day! I wish Stacey was here to trade friend chocolate...
I have translated Stacy Thought, and I'm very happy to have done it! I hope everyone can read it and share a new understanding of Stacey ♡
Also, finally it has happened, Stacey has turned to the Zenkaigers. I'm so happy now he can finally have friends and people who love him.
The scene he was apologizing to Yacchan was very touching and emotional, Ryo is really a great actor... I wanted to hug Stacey so badly!
Also have added a page with my favorite Stacey/Ryo pics. It was so hard choosing because I wanted to put all pics I had. They are all cute pics, but I chose to only put my favorites.
I'm so glad I have Stacey, really. He is so important to me.
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February 21st, 2022
Second to last episode, finally Barashitara has been defeated... I really liked this episode with Stacey talking about how now he has a reason to live. I feel the same. Even though to be honest it's still a massive pain and I'm still not deriving any enjoyment out of being alive, it's much easier now... And when Barashitara is defeated, Stacey is uneasy for a bit... This, this revenge, had been the reason for why he had been alive until now, (I always interpreted his death as a suicide by cop attempt of sorts, I know I'm projecting but it still makes sense) and now that it had been completed... What would he live for? Stacey wonders that for a second, until he saw Zox, and remembered that he is not alone anymore. This ending arc so far has been pretty nice. I'm glad Stacey is happy.
As for me it's being a little tough, but I'm doing my best... Even though I feel awful and lonely. I made a blog for myself too, so feel free to ask me for access to it in my twitter. (If anyone reads this site, I guess) I'll go full utsubyou menhera on it though.
I did research on the meaning of the color purple, and it seems like in Japan it is associated with emperors. Fitting for Caesar!
I also see it as a very dual color, the mixture of hot (red) and cold (blue), like someone who pushes and pulls... Like someone who was doing a seesaw in alignment... Like Stacey. It's a fitting color for him. As well as being a nice color.
It's also apparently used in pseudoscience to heal mental illnesses, because purple "helps balance the mind"... I agree. Stacey helps keep me saner than I would be without him. I guess this is also why all us crazies are drawn to Stacey.
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