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___________________________________________________________________________ ( ____ ____ ____ ) ) | || |\ \ ( ( | || |/____/ life in torment ) ) | || |\ \ ir file number 038 ( ( |____||____| |____| released 09.20.00 ) ) | || |\| | by death bytes ( ( |____||____| |____| we're just fucking with your mind. ) ) _impulse reality_ ( (___________________________________________________________________________) ever known what it was like to really love someone who doesnt even know you exist? you watch them week after week wondering if they will ever notice you.longing for some type of validation. holding on to the hope that maybe someday they will notice you. but it never happens and you continue to watch them month after month. like watching telivision.you wonder if you will ever be on the other side of the screen. but the thought of seeing them with someone else is in the back of your mind tormenting you constantly. you know that if you dont make a move soon someone will come and take them away. but reality says that its pointless to make a move because you'll just screw things up. maybe this is just a cruel trick your heart is playing on you. after all they're way to good for you.if it was up to your mind you would just forget about it and pursure more realistic relationships. but you continue to think with your heart. maybe all these thoughts that seem like reality are just negativity. could it be possible that you are good enough? the heart can be a cruel tormentor. the strong know when to listen to the heart but the weak spend there lives in constant torment from this cruel wonder. ___________________________________________________________________________ ( ) ) Copyright (c) 2000 Impulse Reality - http://phonelosers.net/ir ( (___________________________________________________________________________)