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( |____||____| |____| released 09.10.00 )
) | || |\| | by sadisTic cLone (
( |____||____| |____| we're just fucking with your mind. )
) _impulse reality_ (
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I want to tell you about this guy I know. He's more
like a drug to me. Everytime I got him into my veins,
I always wanted more. Now I'm addicted, and he's gone,
and the price is too much to get more.
I met him online, he made me feel great about myself.
Once I got a taste of him, I was hooked. Once I met
him in real life, I knew I wanted him as mine. Days
went by, and the longer I knew him, the higher I got.
Every taste of him on my tounge, or when he touched my
body threw me into a world I couldn't leave. I always
want to hold him tight in my arms and never let him
go. The only trouble was, I couldn't. I can't anymore.
Everynight I go to sleep dreaming of him. Thinking of
injecting myself with him again. How it felt to be in
pure ecstasy because of him.. Now I can't have him
anymore, and I'm going through withdrawl. I can't fake
it anymore.
My drug is too addictive. I need more. I'm faking.
Without him I might break. I need rehab. Friends
claimed things about him that aren't true. My blood
turned from red to black with him. So rich in his
posions.
When I was high off of him, no one could hurt me. I
try to get this high from remembering, but my highs
are wearing off, all I want is to get the high one
more time. I want to keep him with me, I need him. I
can't admit this, but it's horribly true.
All I want, is him.
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