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I need to stop reading news related to covid-19.  It looks like my state, Louisiana, while it's not the worst of the worst, it's not great either.  And people just don't wear masks -- I see them out and about and they're just having their regular time.  I'm jealous of them, I guess, and they make me immensely sad and a little angry.  I'm worried about my parents.  I'm worried about my wife's.  Two of my coworkers are self-isolating pending tests.  I am waiting for someone I know and love to get sick and die.

And still I'm at work.  I just don't want to put myself at risk.  No one should be out right now.  I don't know if we're going to go back to phase 1 again, I doubt it.  I don't know where to put what I'm feeling.  I just have to sit with it I suppose.