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                            Low Self Esteem Issue 23
                                Stuff I Puked Up
                               Written By : Sarah
                                 Mar. 20th, 1998

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 Section 1: Introduction
 Section 2: Post Valentine's Day Babble
 Section 3: A Poem I Wrote
 Section 4: Cliques


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 Section 1: Introduction �
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 I started writing this article of LSE about a month ago.  But it took me this
 long to finish because  I've been held up by  school and getting a  job.  But
 here it is now.  It sucks, but anything that's from me sucks, so it's no sur-
 prise.

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 I was thinking about writing another article this year about Valentine's Day,
 but I  wrote one last year  and decided it's not  worth blabbing on  about it
 again.  I'll just  say that I'm happy Valentine's  Day is over for this year.
 A few days ago I was thinking "YES!!  The yucky holidays are already over for
 awhile!!"   (i.e. Thanksgiving,  Christmas, New Years,  Valentine's Day)  But
 then I'm thinking now  that Spring is coming.  That's supposed  to be a happy
 time of the year,  but it depresses me more because of that.   And then comes
 Summer, another happy time that depresses me.  And Fall and Winter depress me
 too because they're  so dark and dreary.   I've realized that  no matter what
 time of year it is,  there is always something to depress me.  EVERYTHING de-
 presses me.  I'm made to be depressed.


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 Section 3: A Poem I wrote �
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                              I'm a waste of water
                               I'm a waste of air
                        The world would be a better place
                                If I wasn't there

                         Nobody would notice I was gone
                                Nobody would care
                       There would just be an extra space
                       Someone better would take my place


 If I can think of anything more I'll add to it.


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 Section 4: Cliques �
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 Here I'm going  to write a little  about cliques and not  fitting in.  Around
 where I live,  there are many cliques.  There's  the Homey G's,  the Skaters,
 the Goths, and the Preppies (the worst of all cliques.)   There's some people
 that don't fall into any of those categories,  but usually they hang out with
 mainly one clique.  And  then there's me.  I don't fit  in with any group  of
 people.  In  a way,  I don't  understand why.  It's like I  have some kind of
 spell on me that makes everybody hate me.  Maybe if there  was a Low Self Es-
 teem clique I'd fit in.  But unfortunately I don't know any LSErs personally.
 They come in very small numbers.

 Well, that's all for now.

                                                          -Feia-


 Quote of the Day: "The though of suicide is a great consolation: by means of
                    it one gets successfully through many a bad night."

                                                  -- Friedrich Nietzsche