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___________________________________________________________________________ ( ____ ____ ____ ) ) | || |\ \ ( ( | || |/____/ Testing... ) ) | || |\ \ ir file number 032 ( ( |____||____| |____| released 09.10.00 ) ) | || |\| | by sadisTic cLone ( ( |____||____| |____| we're just fucking with your mind. ) ) _impulse reality_ ( (___________________________________________________________________________) Test. This is a test.. How strong are you? How much do you love him? This is a test. You're selfish.. This a time you can't be.. You're depended on. I don't know what to do. Love a person you sometimes feel like you no longer know.. If all goes well, they'll change back. I don't know what to do.. I don't know anymore.. The vemon that once pumped my blood is odd now. I don't know what to do.. I'm in love.. It hurts me to see him like this.. I don't know what to do.. I can't spaz out.. I can't hurt myself.. I don't know what to do. Words run through my head.. I deny myself.. I can't take it anymore.. I want to yell. I don't know what to do. What I predicted as happening did.. I didn't predict I'd feel like this. This isn't easy. This isn't his fault.. It's my mind wandering.. I know it'll get better with time.. This is hard.. I don't know what to do. I'm scared I'm going to do something stupid.. I don't want to scare him. I want to be there for him.. This is difficult.. I'm horrible at communication. I'm horrible at comforting people. I'm horrible when it comes to people. I can make people smile when they're already happy but, I can only depress them when they're said. I don't know what to do. This is a test.. I can't cheat. I don't know what to do. ___________________________________________________________________________ ( ) ) Copyright (c) 2000 Impulse Reality - http://phonelosers.net/ir ( (___________________________________________________________________________)