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    '   anada                     "Torment"                      23 jan  '
   '     268                     by Schoolboy                     2001    '
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 I was blind to my hatred.

 I was blind to my emotions.

 The world in which I had any understanding was shrinking,
 The people I spoke to were not hearing what I thought I was saying,
 Everyday my fists were reddened, as were my eyes,
 Everyday my brain felt like a cube in my throbbing head,
 Its sharp edges scraping my skull.

 I had taken leave of my senses,
 Everyday I had to get home before someone who could incarcerate me got in my
 way,
 Everyday I was knocking things out of people's hands and quite obviously
 scaring all observers.
 
 Everyday I arrived home and slammed the door shut,
 And everyday I immediately dropped to my knees.
 
 The time was rapidly approaching.
                                                                             
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 `   anada268   by Schoolboy                        (c) 2001 anada e'zine   `