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I am a writer without the pen. A poet without the words. The seeker
who's never looking, and the dreamer who doesn't remember her dreams. I am
the bitch that crushed your poor heart, and the exgirlfriend that lends you
a hand when falling out of love. I am the perfect cheater. I am the honest
liar. The sane psychotic. The healthy drug abuser. I am the diverse
racist. I am the killer that saved your life. The god who damned you to
hell. I am the demonic angel. I am the whore that thinks adultery is
wrong.
My life is so chaotic. I am a walking contradiction. I know of no
hypocrite greater than myself. I've searched for my true self and found
nothing. I am the narcissistic conceited bitch who lies in questioning of
everything she does. I threw away my sense of humor but yet you still
laugh. I'm the sociable antisocial. I'm the one who loves society but
hates people. I am the romantic who doesn't believe in love. I live
dangerously but am afraid of death. I'm the attention striving whore who
hates to be noticed. I'm the judgemental bitch who hates prejudice. I see
no point to life but think there is a purpose. I'm the best friend who'll
stab you in the back. I am good and evil, love and fear, heaven and hell.
I need people but I don't trust anyone. I hate to see you cry, but
love to watch you scream. I am your worst fantasy and your best reality.
I'm so confused as to who I am.
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