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author: bootlicker
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title: At Night
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bootlicker
2018-02-08T11:09:11+00:00
I feel lonely and sad at night. I sleep in a different room from my
partner to improve my sleep (it works), but being apart makes me sad.
I wish my partner didn't have to go and work full time. All I wanna do
is be with Charmaine.
In 2015, we were under-employed and we had a lot of time together. I
really enjoyed that year. Also the first year we went out, 2014 -- when
I basically started living at Charmaine's parent's place.
I felt really emotional today -- this Japanese romantic drama we were
watching has had a big effect on me. I'm coming down off my
anti-psychotic meds and I fee like my emotions are less muted -- it's a
strange feeling and I find it hard to handle!
I love Charmaine. She means everthing to me.