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What are my passions? Where do they reside? What kind of piece
of shit am I? I wish I was able to verbalize my thoughts. These concepts
and conclusions of the mind. I am. You may or may not be. That matters
not. Everything that I do or that which is done tome or to you (who may
or may not exist) does not matter. I look for the "end" or "goal" in
life. (I hate this pen.) When in reality (forbid I use such a word) the
"end"/"goal" does not exist/The whole is of everything. The individual
makes up only nothing. In being, life as perceived through my senses tell
me that I am. That is all that should be important. The fact that I am.
I'm lost. There is so much that I want. Material things, physical
pleasures, deprivations, mental and emotional. I hate you. I LOVE!
Love: Willingness to give up everything for the connection. The
line of communication of sharing experiences both good and bad without
worry of desertion, or contentment. I am not important. In the process,
neither are you. It is the process itself that is important.
Why is it that people are always in reference to each other? Rather
being in reference to what all people owe; existence? Thought, above all
else, thought! That is what separates a great person or "genius" from
the rest.
Hubris is the striving goal of anti-christianity; who better to
support this than Nietzsche. As Hubris is the best way to describe
Nietzsche altogether. The path of the warrior, or "free spirit" is the
only way to greatness. What does one gain in greatness that makes
greatness so very great great? Absolutely nothing. It's knowing I am, I
mean nothing, I have a responsibility to the whole of humanity. What's
mine is mine, equality is for those who envy "me" and what "I" have.
(these "" are in reference in training to thought). What does one
sacrifice in greatness, oh but that answer, the truth, is more disturbing
than you would think. Friends; in greatness one can not have friends.
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