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Good morning, my brothers.
Allow me to introduce myself.
I'm the fucking eternal buzz in your ear -- making you restless and
pushing you on the road.
(someone shut that radio off)
Time again to take a blade to my face
Time to cut the grass
mother, I used my milk money to buy marijuana...
("son of a bitch." she replied)
Oh well,
Orwell never saw this shit coming
you're so scared you try running
where ya gonna run to, friend?
"What a fine night for things not to be finite ..."
even the most sacred times
have turned into nothing more
than wild pricetags with barcodes
[you think you're free? Not to me]
(radiation cube to pacify. God isn't dead. He's trapped in a dollar
sign!)
Hey man,
I got no plan,
I'm just trying to get Ed-Jew-Kay-Ted
know thyself.
trust thyself.
kill thyself.
she stepped through the doorway and into the fire
Alone and desperate -- and content
maybe she didn't even realize it
... i'm being optimistic
then, without even the slightest indication,
she left.
never to see me again
she said she was going to "chase the moon"
of course she knew she'd never catch it
but that didn't stop her
it never stops any of us.
(I can hardly hear it now)
no paper? try credit.
discredit and damn it
track your ass all over the fucking planet.
(she showed me that what we preach so highly is what we lack the most)
I'm both
I'm neither
I'm all and nothing.
... we turn into some bizarre, image conveying drones
and twist our faces in unnatural smiles. Where's the hard truth?
"The point of the game ain't winning. It's just to fail to lose."
Bless the individual who embraces the hard truth!
Let's fit everything into specific categories, little boxes that things
fit nicely into, (including you)
boxes on top of boxes, things enclosed by walls,
sanctioned and sanitized. (fencing in all)
and if they don't fit.
by god we'll make them fit.
watch them shake
we'll crack and break to make them fit.
After all, it's the world's nature to be fair and organized.
and if it's not, so what?
we'll make it the world's nature.
After all, the world belongs to us
(we wrote and signed the deed ourselves).
It's a slave to behave how we command. Sit, beg, play dead.
meaningless-everything.
mentally, I'm stressed
emotionally, I'm depressed
financially, I'm pressed
physically, I'm a mess
morally, I could care less
romantically, she won't talk to me
eternally, I'll wait and see
naturally, I'm not the one to be.
my soul wants to sleep but my body won't let it so fucking pathetic
wet cigarette not lit can't light itself cause I won't let it
that movie was good are we still in it
still sitting in this coming-down-restless-paranoid-need-to-write-but-
have-nothing-to-say-like-to-hypenate-everthing-forever-until-i-get-bored-
wow-this-is-a-long-hypenated-phrase-wonder-when-i'll-stop-okay-getting-
bored-now-gonna-stop-soon-about-now type of mood.
I think I'll spend my life at a keyboard just so I can write a bunch of
shit. Then when I'm 60 I'll publish a book of these rambling rants
called "Don't Buy This Book" and it'll be a best seller. I'll be famous
because I'll be the first to apply "reverse psychology" to the market place.
And I'll coin the term "reverse psychology marketing" and pretty soon
household cleaners will bear labels that say things like "This cleaner
doesn't clean up shit!" and people'll flock to the stores to buy it.
I'll revolutionize the marketing industry. Yeah. That's what I'll do.
... at least I failed gracefully
Like god says when the story ends,
"good night."
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